"Qin Zixiu, you have a problem. According to your logic, do you love Zhou Jie? You hate Jiang Yu for a dead woman, but now you want to pursue me. I don't understand you at all. Maybe you are still as selfish as before."
Jin Xue paused, then added, "You don't understand what love is, and you don't know how to love someone. Love is not about possession, and it can't be forced. Your logic is wrong."
Qin Zixiu's expression still showed a hint of seriousness, and he still stared at Jin Xue passionately.
"Thank you for letting me hear a different voice. I loved Zhou Jie. In the month that I calmed down, putting aside the hatred, I was surprised to find that I didn't miss her anymore. But I couldn't help but remember your every smile and frown. Maybe I fell in love with you."
Jin Xue held her forehead with her hand, feeling a headache. "I suggest you talk to a psychiatrist and let him or her help you sort out your thoughts. You can learn about post-traumatic stress disorder. Your problem may be similar to this."
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"Qin Zixiu, besides Jiang Yu and Zhou Jie, you can still have many beautiful things in your life. So, you have to truly let go of them before you can accept other things. Do you understand?"
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"You said you liked me and wanted to pursue me. If I wasn't Jiang Yu's wife, would you still have such thoughts? Probably not! You don't do extreme things anymore, but you still can't let go."
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"Qin Zixiu, I have no ill will towards you. You should see a psychiatrist as soon as possible. Let yourself be free, and your heart will be free. Only then can you love others and understand what love is."
“…”
"Life is still long, and you have every chance to start over. Only by letting go of your obsessions can you be truly happy. Also, you must learn to respect others, tolerate others, and take into account their feelings, so that others will respond to you in the same way."
Confused, Qin Zixiu looked at Jin Xue steadily, "Thank you for telling me so much. I will seriously consider it."
Jin Xue nodded slightly, hesitated for a moment, and then said a few more words, "Compared to before, I feel that you have changed a little. It seems that Xiang Fu's death has made you sober. You are not a completely cold-blooded person."
Qin Zixiu pursed his lips and lowered his head.
Feelings of guilt also surged in his heart, and loneliness lengthened within him.
“I’m really full of myself!”
"Enough talk. Eat something and see a doctor soon. You can solve a lot of your doubts and even stop feeling lost. You're rich, good-looking, and capable. Why are you so worried? Just look forward. This earth won't stop spinning without someone. The sun will still rise in the east and set in the west every day."
Qin Zixiu felt Jin Xue's optimism, looked at Jin Xue, and smiled faintly from the bottom of his heart.
"Thank you for forgiving me!"
"You only have one chance, so you must cherish it."
Qin Zixiu's face also showed a trace of envy for the first time. "No wonder Jiang Yu married you. You are really special. However, you and Zhou Jie are really different. You have completely different personalities."
Jin Xue laughed self-deprecatingly. "To put it bluntly, I also crawled out of hell. I've experienced all kinds of hardships. No one understands it better than me, right? If I don't let go of myself, what can I do? I have to live my life!"
Qin Zixiu said nothing and clicked on a recording to play.
When Jin Xue heard this, her face changed immediately.
Qin Zixiu pressed the pause button and sent the recording and the photo to Jin Xue.
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