Chapter 13 Chapter 13 Gu Xingshuang thought of that scene and...
The biggest difference between him and Yuanzi is his parents. His parents are not as rich as Yuanzi's family, but they are not poor either.
His parents met through a blind date. Their families, personal abilities, and looks were a perfect match, which should have been a good story.
The fact is, their personalities don't match, and their marriage was filled with endless verbal abuse and quarrels.
As long as Gu Xingshuang could remember, she had never seen a day when the two of them lived in harmony.
The reason they had been able to hold on for so many years without getting divorced was because of Gu Xingshuang.
They are all very responsible and conscientious people.
His parents don't like him, but that doesn't stop them from wanting to take on their responsibilities as parents.
But in the end, they could not bear the responsibility of being a burden without any feelings, and chose to divorce when he was in the first grade of junior high school.
Gu Xingshuang chose to escape to her grandmother's house on her own.
Being so young, he couldn't tell right from wrong, he only knew that he wanted to escape from that home.
Gu Xingshuang is twenty-seven years old this year.
During his twenty-seven years, he spent nineteen of them doubting and proving a problem.
Do his parents love him?
They are responsible for his food, clothing, housing, transportation, and his homework.
Everything he has is among the best among his peers.
When he returned to City N for high school, he lived alternately at his father's and mother's homes. They both enrolled him in the best cram schools and hired the best teachers.
In his senior year of high school, he even hired a nutritionist to prepare his three meals a day.
On the day he turned eighteen, he received assets from his father and mother.
He got 5 million in cash and four properties in N City.
At an age when others were still begging their parents for living expenses, his parents had already arranged his entire life.
Gu Xingshuang could live a good life without having to work for the rest of her life.
He has seen very poor people and has also seen cases in hospitals where people chose to give up a life for a few tens of thousands of dollars.
He saw people saying on the Internet: Where love is, there is money.
Gu Xingshuang thought they were right and his parents had been very good to him.
He is too greedy. He can't demand that all the good things in the world belong to him.
He once thought he was very pretentious and hated himself for being greedy.
He told himself not to ask for too much and to be content, but he always felt empty inside.
He couldn't find the source of this void.
Until he was 19, he had a car accident.
He was standing by the roadside waiting for a car very obediently. The driver who was playing with his mobile phone while driving wanted to avoid the car parked in front of him, so he turned the steering wheel and rushed straight towards Gu Xingshuang.
Gu Xingshuang actually couldn't remember clearly what happened that day.
He only remembered that he was going to die, his consciousness was blurry, the pain was intense or even gone, and all he could hear were the voices of doctors and nurses.
Their snow-white robes were stained with scarlet.
It's all his blood.
The light before him was dazzling, but his consciousness slowly fell into darkness.
In the end, he did not die. He lay quietly on the hospital bed. It was quiet all around him except for the sound of saline dripping.
It seems like a lifetime ago.
Many people came later, including the attending doctor, the nurse, his father's lawyer, the perpetrator, and the police...
My college roommates and counselors are here.
So many that he couldn't remember them all.
The faces of those people were blurred. When he opened his eyes, the dazzling white ceiling became clearer and clearer in his memory.
The last thing he remembered was one thing.
His parents did not show up.
At the age of 18, he left home, thinking that the large sum of money he received was a token of his parents' love for him.
In fact, that was a relief for his parents.
They have finally unloaded the burden called "parents" and can breathe a sigh of relief and live their own lives.
It took Gu Xingshuang 19 years to find the answer, but only one day to accept it.
He did not resent his parents, nor did he feel sorry for himself.
Even if they don't love, they still take on the responsibilities of being parents.
A gentleman judges by deeds, not by heart.
Even though they disliked him, they still did this, giving him the confidence to live.
No one can deny them.
They are already the most responsible parents in the world.
After finding the answer, Gu Xingshuang gave up the temptation to ask her parents for love and resolved the confusion of self-doubt.
They have fulfilled their responsibilities as parents, and it is now his turn to walk the rest of the way.
So many years have passed, and Gu Xingshuang has been working for a few years. He has seen too many people in the hospital who are more miserable than him.
After being beaten by society, he also understood the meaning of the gift his parents gave him.
He is already among the top 5% luckiest people in the world.
It’s just the lack of family affection that makes him not very good at communicating with others.
He also doesn't like dealing with people.
He thought he was done with those things.
But when he saw the message sent by Yuan, he couldn't help feeling sour.
He now has another source of pain, which is the pain of not being accepted by others.
No one understood his feelings, not only outsiders, but even he himself felt that he was unreasonable.
Under the rules of adults, this lack is painful and seems like showing off.
Until Yuan sent these messages, he seemed to see another self in this world.
But the reason is richer than him.
His parents cared even less about him.
Gu Xingshuang seemed to have seen the cold stares and ridicule she encountered when she tried to explain the reason to others.
It must have taken a lot of courage for him to confide in him.
The reason was to send this story to Lu Xing.
Lu Xing immediately got goosebumps all over his body and made a sharp comment.
Lu Xing: No, buddy, you are in Versailles!
Lu Xing: Damn, I have money and I don’t care about you, just be happy!
Lu Xing: You’ll be so happy.
Ying Yuan: “…………”
So, is this how the story would be interpreted?
Ying Yuan: Get lost.
Ying Yuan: There is no empathy at all.
Lu Xing: Don’t blame me for saying such harsh things.
Lu Xing: Because I can say something even more unpleasant.
Lu Xing: Let me put it this way.
Lu Xing: If that Frost... let’s just treat him as Frost for now, he believed your lies and started to sympathize with you.
Lu Xing: It’s not that he is kind, but he has found your weakness and wants to take advantage of your “weakness” and start to attack you.
Lu Xing: Do you understand? Those who pity you are just trying to hook you up!
Lu Xing: Or maybe someone with a mental problem would feel sorry for you.
Lu Xing: The world is so big, there are idiots every year.
Lu Xing: This person is even more stupid than those who buy health supplements.
Ying Yuan closed the chat window with Lu Xing with a gloomy face.
Lu Xing: So what do you want to do? Is the Frost Descent actually the September Moon?
Lu Xing: At first I thought that Jiu Yueyue must have wanted to run away, but looking at his actions now, it is really hard for me to think that he and Jiu Yueyue are the same person.
Lu Xing: You only brought one nurse because you wanted to test whether he was Jiu Yueyue, right?
Lu Xing: If that’s not the case, then why are you still bothering me?
After reading the message sent by Lu Xing, Ying Yuan closed the chat window again.
Of course he knew that Frost's Descent was not the September month.
However, although Shuangjiang is not Jiuyueyue, he at least recognizes Jiuyueyue himself and may even be an accomplice.
Why else would he tell those lies?
And why is the timing so ingenious?
He would not let Frost leave, he wanted to see what Frost and September were going to do.
Ying Yuan reopened the chat window with Lu Xing.
Ying Yuan: He is better than Jiu Yueyue.
Still more interesting than September.
Ying Yuan didn't say this.
Lu Xing: Devil!!!
A new message popped up in Shuangjiang’s chat box, and Ying Yuan clicked it to check.
Frost: Sorry, I don’t know these things.
Frost: I don’t know your situation in real life, so I dare not judge, but I want to say that you are very popular in the online game, and everyone in the gang likes you very much. Please don’t underestimate yourself.
Gu Xingshuang's hands were shaking when she was typing.
He racked his brains but could only write a few dry lines.
Gu Xingshuang let out a breath and her mood slowly calmed down.
He looked through the screen as if he was looking at his younger self, the self before the car accident.
His expression was dazed.
It was a long time before he started typing again.
What kind of words did he want to hear the most at that time?
Frost: There is nothing wrong with longing for family affection, and there is no difference in the level of spiritual pain. Don’t compare your pain with others and then deny yourself.
Frost: Everything you feel is real.
Yes.
He understood.
Over the years, he has never blamed anyone and believes that he lives a happy life.
There's always something missing in my heart.
He didn't know what he wanted.
He didn't understand what he was dissatisfied with.
He originally thought that it was a desire for family affection, but it was not.
Now he knows.
He wanted the power to be sad, the power to crave love, the power to say out loud that he was in pain.
Now that he has grown up, he can live well without these things.
But he hoped that there was a reason, until many years later, and everything would be reconciled.
Gu Xingshuang gave up on proving that the person under the skin had really been replaced.
If he feels that it would make him happier if he remains the original owner of the account, he can accept this matter.
After all, he and Xu Nianping are not the same person. I believe that as time goes by, she will gradually no longer have any love for him.
Ying Yuan looked at the message sent by Gu Xingshuang, his brows furrowed a little, and he always felt that something was shifted.
Ying Yuan looked at the screen with deep eyes, he was still thinking about how to reply.
Lu Xing’s avatar was jumping again, and he sent a message.
Lu Xing: What's going on? He's not really trying to comfort you, is he? It seems like he still wants to hook you!
Ying Yuan withdrew his gaze.
Reason: Thank you.
Reason: So... we're not getting divorced now, right?
Ying Yuan posted another emoticon of a crying little panda.
Frost: We will not leave.
Reason: [Hehe]
The little panda on the screen showed a simple and honest smile and turned around in circles.
Gu Xingshuang couldn't help laughing when she saw the emoticons sent by Yuan Li.
He closed the chat page.
For someone as proud as Yuanli, talking to him that much was already his limit.
Since he didn't say anything more to seek comfort, Gu Xingshuang naturally wouldn't say anything more.
Perhaps, at night, Yuan would regret having said so much to keep him.
Gu Xingshuang found that scene a little funny.
He reopened the game and replied to everyone who had sent him messages.
He won't retreat.
Everyone cheered.
After solving this problem, Gu Xingshuang controlled the Frost Descent map again.
Xu Nianping hadn't done much of the tasks this week, so he went up and completed them all.
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At five o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Xingshuang got up to cook.
While he was busy in the kitchen, Xu Nianping came back.
Xu Nianping had been drunk outside all night, his face was still tired, and there was a strong smell of alcohol on his body.
The clothes were stained in many places, probably because some wine or drink was spilled on them.
Gu Xingshuang frowned, but didn't say much. She just said, "Go take a shower first."
"Would you like to have dinner?" he asked naturally.
It hasn't been ten minutes since one portion of rice was put into the rice cooker, so it's still time to add another portion of rice now.
Xu Nianping lowered his head with eyes full of boredom and anger.
He just knew it!
Gu Xingshuang looked down on him, but still pretended to be a good person.
As soon as he came in, he was urged to take a shower, as if he had some germs on him.
He opened his mouth to reject Gu Xingshuang, but then he remembered those debt collection text messages that were like death warrants.
He went out drinking and got a room last night, and to save face he spent another thousand on his credit card.
It costs dozens of dollars to order takeout.
Xu Nianping raised his head, with an embarrassed smile on his face: "Now that you mentioned it, I remembered that I really haven't eaten yet. Sorry to bother you."
Gu Xingshuang didn't think it was a big deal to have an extra pair of chopsticks: "Okay, then I'll cook another dish."
Gu Xingshuang plans to stir-fry more beef.
There is some frozen beef in the refrigerator, but it's too late to thaw it now.
He used a grocery shopping app and bought a box of beef and celery, as well as a box of chili peppers.
He remembered that Xu Nianping had a strong taste.
An hour later.
Gu Xingshuang finished her dinner first.
Gu Xingshuang has been cooking for a while and her cooking skills are quite good.
Xu Nianping had been hungry outside all day and couldn't stop eating, finishing all the leftover dishes.
Gu Xingshuang cleared the dishes, and Xu Nianping pretended to take his share as well, and casually asked, "Did you sell my account?"
“Did it sell for 20,000?”
"If it's not enough, I'll give you more." He said generously.
Gu Xingshuang answered honestly: "No, I don't plan to sell it, I'll just play with it myself."
Gu Xingshuang didn't want to hide it from Xu Nianping, since Xu Nianping had no intention of playing anyway.
Xu Nianping was a little surprised to hear this answer.
Could it be that Gu Xingshuang hasn't made the move with Yuanli yet?
The reason was that he knew that guy's temper very well.
That guy is a superhero!
Just because he is a great god and has a lot of money, the young master has a terrible temper.
He acts like he's worth two and a half million.
If he didn't want to cheat money, he wouldn't want to play games with Yuanli.
He started out playing a multiplayer dungeon with Yuanzi, but because he made several mistakes, the team was wiped out. Yuanzi directly kicked him out of the team and asked him to find a new healer in the world.
They totally disregarded their gang ties.
Xu Nianping was so embarrassed that he couldn't speak, and he didn't dare to complain to anyone.
I got really angry in front of the computer screen.
If Xu Nianping didn't have a purpose, he would have quit the gang and found another one.
Do you really think he is the god of this game?
Pure zone tyrant!
Later, in order to get closer to Yuan, Xu Nianping had to practice hard in the wild team. Only after he gained experience did he go back to Yuan.
Xu Nianping had endured more humiliation in the past six months than he had ever endured in his entire life.
Not to mention the money he spent on causes.
Xu Nianping wished he could kill him as soon as possible.
Gu Xingshuang is a complete novice when it comes to the game Jianghu You!
In his imagination, Gu Xingshuang should have been dragged into the game to play a dungeon as soon as she entered the game, and then be scolded for her poor skills.
Then he would miss the time when Xu Nianping was still alive.
Since yesterday, he has been waiting for gang members to tag him in the WeChat group. He wants to see with his own eyes the reason to keep him from continuing to play the game!
After waiting for a day, the group of people were still as stable as before, and the messages were always 999+
He doesn't have the patience or time to read so much nonsense.
I just don't understand.
Why doesn't anyone tag him?
This made Xu Nianping confused.
Hasn't everyone noticed that he's retired?
It must be because Gu Xingshuang hasn’t placed the order yet!
Xu Nianping immediately found a reason.
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