Chapter 119
"I know, so I have been trying my best to give, even though this relationship has been unilateral and unrewarding from the beginning to the end.
Who made me meet him many years later than Zhou Ling'er?"
Qiao Xin did not deny that she was indeed inferior to Zhou Ling'er in some aspects, but that did not mean she was willing to admit defeat.
She firmly believed that through unremitting efforts and pursuit, one day they would be able to narrow the distance between each other, although the process was extremely difficult and exhausting.
Everything that she had longed for with all her might and effort was as easy for Zhou Ling'er to obtain as taking something out of her sack.
She also knew that she was deeply in love with a man who might not have any future.
However, love is often so elusive that once you fall in love, you can't help yourself.
"Jordan, to be honest, I admire you from the bottom of my heart. You are always able to take it and let it go.
You and Zhou Mufan have been dating for three years, and everyone around you took it for granted that you two would be together in the future and have children together. But no one expected that you two would break up in the end. "
"What's even more amazing is that, at this point, you don't care about him at all, and you can even turn around and embrace someone else so quickly.
But then again, this is ultimately because Zhou Mufan was the one who made the mistake."
"I'm different from you! My love for Ouyang is completely my personal matter."
"Even if he hasn't responded to me yet, as long as he hasn't gotten married, I will keep pursuing him. I definitely don't want to give up so easily, after all, I've been pursuing him for seven years!
Therefore, even if I hold on for a few more years, what does it matter to me? "Qiao Xin expressed her true thoughts from the bottom of her heart with a firm and serious look on her face.
"I will never give up easily no matter what. Unless I see Ouyang really get married one day, no matter what others say, I will never give up this relationship."
Even if everyone around her is pessimistic or disagrees, Qiao Xin remains so persistent.
She then looked at Xia Ruoan, her eyes full of expectation and sincerity: "Ruoan, to be honest, I really hope to get your support and encouragement."
However, Xia Ruoan never expected that to this day, Qiao Xin was still unwilling to let go of this almost hopeless relationship.
She frowned slightly and answered with difficulty: "I really don't know whether I should support you. In fact, deep down, I hope you can let it go as soon as possible.
Because there is no possibility between you and Senior Brother Ouyang. Even if he doesn't end up with Sister Ling'er, that person will definitely not be you..."
"Senior Brother Ouyang once told me in person that he doesn't have any romantic feelings for you at all." Xia Ruoan said calmly, her eyes clear and firm, and it was obvious that she was not lying.
In fact, Xia Ruoan had indeed asked Ouyang in person, and Ouyang had given this answer without any ambiguity.
Moreover, Ouyang specifically told her not to meddle in other people's business, claiming that he would personally find a suitable time to explain everything to Qiao Xin.
I think Ouyang should have taken some action later, but unfortunately Qiao Xin has always turned a deaf ear to such rejections.
"He also said the same thing to me, but even so, I still chose to pretend that I didn't hear it, and I have persisted until now."
"Ruoan, do you know where he is now? I really want to find him immediately. Maybe Zhou Ling'er already has a new boyfriend, then I can rush over to comfort her." Qiao Xin looked at Xia Ruoan with burning eyes and expressed her inner thoughts earnestly.
She continued to ask with expectation, "You will definitely be able to find out his whereabouts, right? Please, just help me this time!"
Faced with Qiao Xin's desperate pleading, Xia Ruo'an couldn't help but sigh and slowly said, "Senior, Sister Ling'er left me on the pretext of going abroad for further studies, but anyone with a discerning eye can see that the truth is by no means that simple.
Then the only reasonable explanation is that Sister Ling'er may have encountered some unexpected situation, or she may have been seriously ill, so she didn't want to cause trouble for her brother because of herself."
"Isn't the way Senior Brother pushed you just now obvious enough? The only person he really cares about from beginning to end is Sister Ling'er!"
"As for you, in his eyes, there is no comparison between you and Sister Ling'er. It should be said that he has never compared you with Sister Ling'er.
He is not even willing to give you a moment's stay. If you continue to pester him, all the past things will only embarrass and humiliate yourself. Senior sister, please wake up!"
"No, I can't be sober. I'm not as hard-hearted as you. I can't give up this relationship so easily."
"I have loved him for seven years! My heart has always been tied to him for these seven years. Now you want me to give up so easily. How is this possible? Why? Just because Zhou Ling'er is in trouble and needs help, does that mean she is pitiful and worthy of sympathy? Then who will pity me?"
"I have been searching for him for seven years. You, who have devoted all your attention to planting, may not have noticed the bitterness and grievances in this process."
"But do you know what people around me are saying about me? They all say I'm shameless and shameless. I've been rejected many times, but I'm still pretending to be deaf and dumb and continuing to pursue someone as unattainable as Ouyang."
"Some people even laughed at me and said that I was just a wishful toad who wanted to eat swan meat.
If I choose to give up now, what about the criticism and ridicule I have endured before? Can they just disappear as if they never happened? "
"I'm not you. I don't have your looks or your talents. Everyone loves you. For you, it means giving up Zhou Mufan and having a lot of suitors. You can seduce Leng Zexi standing outside. But for me, where can I find a man better than Ouyang?"
"Xia Ruoan, the reason why you can be so free and easy is because you have the capital, but I don't." Qiao Xin looked at her and shouted.
When Xia Ruoan heard her say that she seduced Leng Zexi, there was a flash of disbelief in her eyes.
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