Chapter 1299 Letting Go
Although Lu Jinghuai didn't care, he finally forced himself to get up and found a place to stay.
When I woke up the next day, my head almost exploded.
Especially when I just woke up and sat up, my whole head was aching and I felt dizzy. I almost couldn't help but vomit on the bed!
Fortunately, I drank some water and managed to endure it.
"I drank too much yesterday."
After Lu Jinghuai finished drinking, he reflected seriously and couldn't help but pat his forehead lightly. He also silently made up his mind not to drink too much in the future!
It's good to drink to drown your sorrows, but after you sober up you'll still feel sad and caught off guard.
"In that case, what should we do?"
Lu Jinghuai tidied himself up simply, then looked at his haggard self in the mirror and tried to smile.
She has lost her former dignity and elegance, and looks disheveled. Where is her former glory?
"Never mind. Actually, this is pretty good."
Lu Jinghuai thought of the smile on Song Shuran's face at this moment, especially when she was facing the children, the smile on her face was so bright and beautiful.
Whenever I think about this, I can't help but think of the unborn child. This is a problem between two people that can never be solved, and there is no way to get rid of it.
The two of them had been entangled and tormenting each other for so long, and after drinking yesterday, they suddenly figured it out. Yeah, why bother being so stubborn?
In fact, even if Song Shuran doesn't want to be with me, as long as Song Shuran is happy, isn't that enough? Anyway, I can't make Song Shuran happy. If I change to someone else, wouldn't it be the same?
Lu Jinghuai tried to convince himself silently, repeating it over and over again, trying to convince himself.
But it turns out that the probability is not high.
Even if I kept persuading myself, how could I give up so easily when I loved Song Shuran so much? How could I be willing to watch Song Shuran be with another man?
However, when I thought about the conflict between the two of them, I suddenly had to let it go.
"What can I do? My presence will only make her sad and heartbroken. It's better not to think about the things that can only cause her sadness."
Maybe it was because I drank some wine that many things that I couldn’t understand before suddenly became clear to me.
Yes, indeed.
If he could make Song Shuran happy, it wouldn't really matter whether he was by her side or not.
Being alone will only make you unhappy, sad and heartbroken, but what if you are with others? Maybe you will feel happy and blessed.
"That's it. It doesn't matter if I can't let go."
Lu Jinghuai made up his mind silently, then looked at his haggard self in the mirror and tried hard to smile.
That afternoon, he went to the hospital on purpose and even asked Song Shuran out without Fu Jiu's knowledge.
"What's up?"
Song Shuran's attitude was still as indifferent as before, with no emotional changes.
Even when he spoke, he was so calm and indifferent, as if he was just a stranger, without any emotion at all.
It was precisely because of this that Lu Jinghuai's heart softened and felt sour, and his eyes instantly turned red.
Actually, after drinking, I thought a lot. Indeed, the two of them had been entangled with each other for too long. In the end, all I brought to Song Shuran were scars and pain.
"It's nothing serious, actually. I just suddenly realized how wrong everything I did was. It was completely wrong."
It's completely wrong, from the beginning to the end.
Song Shuran looked at Lu Jinghuai in front of her with suspicion, and her face was confused. "So what do you want to say?"
Lu Jinghuai smiled bitterly, then said frankly, "It's nothing. I really shouldn't have asked for your forgiveness. I don't have the qualifications, and you're right not to forgive me."
After doing so many wrong things, how can I be qualified to beg for forgiveness?
"Then why are you saying this?"
Song Shuran frowned and looked at the person in front of her in confusion. For a moment, she couldn't figure out what Lu Jinghuai meant by what he said.
"It's nothing. I just want to tell you that I won't appear in front of you anymore. As you think, there will be no future."
The best outcome would be if I didn't show up. For Song Shuran, her future life might be much better without me.
At least, out of sight, out of mind.
"You can do whatever you want in the future. Just accept this card. I've already transferred the house and other things to your name. You can go and see it yourself when the time comes. I've also arranged everything else. That's all."
Everything that needs to be arranged has been arranged, and everything that needs to be said has been said.
When Lu Jinghuai finished speaking, he became speechless and gradually fell silent.
Song Shuran in front of him had been very quiet and didn't seem to have any big reaction to this.
There was no happiness and excitement as I had imagined, nor were there any complicated emotions. It was as if nothing had happened.
Lu Jinghuai smiled, then put the card in his hand into Song Shuran's hand, "Here you go, it's quite a bit. At least you will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life."
After saying this, he turned around and left without any further attachment.
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