The nurse knew Song Shuran and replied with a smile, "It's because of drinking."
After he finished speaking, he hurriedly took some tools and left, leaving Song Shuran standing there in a daze for a long time.
"So, it really was because of the drinking. Why the drinking? You used to be a teetotaler, didn't you? Is it because of me?"
Even at this time, Song Shuran still felt a little unsure.
To put it bluntly, it’s just a lack of confidence.
In her heart, she felt that she was not the one who could make Lu Jinghuai feel special. After all, hadn't all the things that had happened before verified her inner thoughts one by one?
But now he suddenly turned into a different appearance, which caught Song Shuran off guard.
"Is it true? If so, what should we do?"
The problem instantly returned to the starting point, going around in circles as if nothing had ever changed.
Song Shuran stood at the door of the ward for a long time, then hesitated for a long time before leaving.
During the following period, I was struggling every day. On the surface, it seemed that there was no difference from before, but in fact, my heart was pulled by huge choices.
Which one should I choose? How should I choose? Which of these two paths will I choose without regret?
In the past few days, Lu Jinghuai rested quietly in the hospital, and the doctor gave him many instructions over and over again.
"If you can't drink, then don't drink. Drinking is harmful to your health. Why make it so difficult for yourself?"
The doctor looked at Lu Jinghuai and couldn't help but shake his head and sigh. He had happened to have seen the news online before, so he had some understanding of it.
But I never thought that the movie emperor would drink to drown his sorrows because of love, and even drink himself into the hospital!
"Nothing is difficult."
Lu Jinghuai couldn't help but open his mouth to explain, but his tone was so lonely and his voice was so hoarse.
It sounds more and more pitiful, and I can't help but feel distressed.
"It's just that I can't let it go, that's all."
There is nothing else, never was. What I coveted was not the so-called interests, but only Song Shuran from the beginning to the end.
The doctor didn't say anything more in the end. He silently changed Lu Jinghuai's medicine, gave him a few final instructions, and then left.
Lu Jinghuai knew clearly that Song Shuran was downstairs, but he did not even leave the ward. After he recovered from the illness, he quickly left the hospital and returned home.
Before leaving, the doctor even specifically warned, "Don't drink, and don't drink excessively. You'll just have stomach discomfort now, but if you develop stomach problems over time, it will be too late to regret it."
It seems that they have seen too many cases like this, and doctors always feel disappointed when giving advice.
"knew."
Lu Jinghuai nodded, but did not agree to the doctor's request, just responded.
After that, he returned to his previous state and continued to numb himself with alcohol.
It seems that not only do I need to immerse myself in the virtual world, I don’t have to think about all those messy things.
It seemed that as long as he drank, Song Shuran would appear in front of him, and the two of them would return to their former sweetness and love each other.
They will become a couple that everyone envies, and will not become the most familiar strangers like in reality, where they cannot even see each other.
"Actually, I regret all the mistakes I've made. I even wish I could go back in time and slap myself in the face. But, I don't have that chance."
Lu Jinghuai drank while talking to the imaginary Song Shuran beside him.
After drinking, the world in front of him began to become hazy, and Song Shuran seemed to appear in front of him.
"Really, if I could have a chance to choose again, I would definitely not do the same thing as before, absolutely not. But there is no regret medicine in the world. I don't know how to redeem myself, so I have come to this point."
After he finished speaking, his face was filled with loneliness and sadness. Every moment he blinked, he looked so sorrowful, and his whole body was shrouded in a gloomy atmosphere.
"Sometimes I can't help but want to look for you, but I know I can't do that. Because you don't want to see me, because you hate me. I'm afraid you'll hate me even more, so I can only hide secretly and think about you quietly."
Sometimes when I miss someone secretly, I dare not say it openly and can only do it secretly.
I am afraid that I will be even more disliked by that person after they find out. I am not liked in the first place, and it would be so sad if they dislike me even more.
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