Chapter 1119 Her Past
"I don't want to think about it anymore. I don't want to think about it anymore. Is it useful to think so much? It's useless!"
Song Shuran talked to herself, trying to put these things behind her, but she knew in her heart that this was only temporary.
For example, Xiao Jinmo will know these things sooner or later, so there is no need to hide them. It is just a matter of time.
So that night, after Xiao Jinmo came back, the two of them finished their meal and sat in the living room.
"I know you might be curious about what happened to me before, right?"
Song Shuran asked directly without hesitation, getting straight to the point, and speaking as if it were a matter of course.
After all, if you put yourself in their shoes, you'd be curious about your significant other's past, right?
Xiao Jinmo nodded hesitantly, obviously a little unsure.
"It's nothing, actually. If it were me, I'd definitely be curious too. Let's start from the beginning. There's nothing much to say. It's just a not-so-glorious past event."
Song Shuran simply organized her words and gave a sloppy description.
Indeed, that memory was not glorious, and it was not beautiful. Thinking about it, it was all about some bumps and bruises. If it could be forgotten, being erased would naturally be the best choice, no doubt about it.
"If you don't want to tell me, there's no need to. I want your future, not your past."
Xiao Jinmo said it nicely, but in fact, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
How could I not be curious? It's not that I'm not curious, it's just that it's inconvenient to bring it up. These are all sad and painful things, so why bother to talk about them?
"I know, but I think the two of you should be honest with each other, and there's no need to hide these things. If you want to check, find someone to investigate, and you can actually get a rough idea."
Song Shuran said lightly, her face looked so calm, as if this matter had nothing to do with her at all.
No, no, how could it possibly be okay? As someone involved, I'm so calm now simply because it's all in the past.
"At that time, I was young, just an adult, and I was with Lu Jinghuai. It couldn't be considered voluntary, I didn't understand it at the time. Anyway, the two of us were entangled like this for a few years. It can't be said to be in a relationship. Anyway, we got pregnant, had a miscarriage, and got married. That's it. It's nothing, it's very simple."
Indeed, it only takes a few words to describe it.
It can be explained easily, without even needing any extra words. It sounds simple, but if you think about it carefully, how can it be simple?
You can talk a lot about any random thing.
"We're not actually related by blood, so you don't have to worry. As for the rest, I think you can probably guess pretty much."
Song Shuran didn't want to say much and just mentioned it briefly.
But Xiao Jinmo wasn't stupid, so how could he not have guessed it? After all, there were so many similar things happening in the circle, and they all followed the same pattern.
Just thinking about the same thing happening to Song Shuran, my heart started to twitch with pain, my brows subconsciously frowned, and my face looked ugly.
It would be a lie to say I’m not worried, and how could it be possible to say I’m not sad?
"So, you two haven't divorced yet?"
Song Shuran was stunned for a moment, then nodded calmly, "Yes, I mentioned divorce many times later, but no one agreed, so in the end, we didn't succeed in getting divorced."
It's funny. He wasn't even there at the wedding, and he always dislikes me on a daily basis, sometimes without even giving me an explanation.
But when it comes to divorce, she disagrees. Why? Is it because she's unwilling to do so? It's pointless. If we don't love each other, why would we have to force each other to stay together?
"I'm free anyway, so why not tell you something? Didn't I lose my memory before? I lost five years of memory, and it was all related to Lu Jinghuai."
Song Shuran paused for a moment and suddenly felt a little thirsty. She took a sip from the cup of water in front of her to moisten her throat.
"At that time, I was like a canary. I was young and didn't understand anything. The two of us were entangled with each other. How can I put it? I was the one at a disadvantage, mainly because I had little contact with the outside world. I was deceived and abandoned again and again."
It’s helpless to say, I was really fearless at that time. I was hurt again and again, but it was as if nothing had happened.
Song Shuran couldn't help but smile bitterly, feeling sad for herself at that time.
"It's okay, don't worry, I'll be there for you from now on. This won't happen again, don't worry, it won't."
Xiao Jin implicitly agreed to his promise, and every word he spoke was so clear and sincere.
Song Shuran said with a mixture of laughter and tears, "I know, I just suddenly felt a little emotional. The reporter should have mentioned that when I got married to Lu Jinghuai, I was left at the scene alone."
One after another, each and every one of them really happened to Song Shuran and was related to Lu Jinghuai.
The more he talked, the more distressed and jealous Xiao Jinmo felt, and his heart was filled with sourness.
"Don't say any more. What's the point of saying all that? Anyway, from now on, all you need to know is that the two of us will be together forever and ever, sweet and happy. That's all!"
Xiao Jinmo also didn't want to watch Song Shuran in front of him repeatedly exposing her scars, just to satisfy her curiosity and dissatisfaction.
"Yeah, okay."
Song Shuran smiled sweetly, with her eyebrows curved, looking innocent and naive.
"You don't have to worry about anything anymore. I'll be there for you from now on. However, the divorce still needs to be put on the agenda. After all, we're going to get married in the future, right?"
It would be fine if I didn’t mention it, but when I heard about it, I instantly got a headache.
"I know, but the problem is, he definitely won't agree. Otherwise, he wouldn't have gone to so much trouble to do so much just to separate the two of us."
"It's okay. I'll contact a lawyer tomorrow and we'll file for divorce. As long as we're separated long enough, divorce is only a matter of time. It's okay. I can wait."
"Um."
Song Shuran nodded, feeling very relieved and happy in her heart, mainly because Xiao Jinmo always considered her.
But he didn't know that Xiao Jinmo also had his own plans and his own little calculations in his mind.
One person is sincere and honest, but the other person is sneaking around and telling lies.
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