"I really regret it, so much. Even just thinking about it makes me feel so regretful. Why didn't I think more about it back then? Why didn't I have a brain back then?"
Lu Jinghuai said this with a wry smile while caressing Song Shuran's face affectionately. After he finished speaking, he even deliberately left a kiss on Song Shuran's forehead.
Song Shuran was stunned, she just stood there motionless.
"If I were given another chance, I would definitely not do it. Definitely not. I was young and impulsive at the time, and I didn't think too much about it. I never knew the price I would pay would be so painful. The two of us actually broke up and came to this point."
Lu Jinghuai sounded very lonely when he spoke, with his eyes full of self-blame and sadness, especially his red eyes and miserable appearance, which made it hard not to be moved.
What's more, Song Shuran came here with the intention of reconciling, and the most important thing is that the two of them are together well.
As for the things in the past, they are all in the past, and there is really no need to dwell on them any longer. Worrying about them will only waste your feelings and time.
"I really love you so much, so very much..."
As he spoke, his eyes even turned red, and he looked so aggrieved.
For Song Shuran, she had never seen Lu Jinghuai like this before. The difference was like heaven and earth!
Yet it still feels so real. The person in front of me is hugging me tightly, and I can even feel each other's breathing clearly, so clear.
There was also a slight heat spray behind his ears, and his whole face turned red.
"Why can't we just go back to the past? Why can't we just start over? Why is it that if we make a mistake, there's no chance to make amends?"
One question after another was asked not only to Lu Jinghuai, but also to Song Shuran, who had the same questions in her mind.
Indeed, why not start over?
Since two people love each other, why should they care so much about the past? The most important thing is each other, right?
"There's no way to go back to the past, but we can start over. If we make mistakes, we can make amends. There's a chance."
Song Shuran spoke every word so clearly, every word was sonorous and powerful, and fell clearly into Lu Jinghuai's ears.
For Lu Jinghuai, it was just a drunken dream, but he was still secretly delighted.
Looking at Song Shuran affectionately, the originally anxious emotions in his eyes gradually calmed down and became gentle.
"Really? Can you really give me a chance? Can the two of us really start over?"
I never thought that one day Song Shuran would actually agree to me.
Not even in a dream.
At this moment, Lu Jinghuai didn't know that the person in front of him was real. He thought it was an illusion, a fantasy created by his drunkenness.
It is precisely because of this that some things that he did not dare to say in front of Song Shuran can now be said freely.
"But you've always rejected me before. You were so cold to me, as if neither of us had ever loved each other. Why are you so cold to me? You're worse than an ordinary stranger. Do you really hate me that much? Do you really hate me that much?"
Maybe it’s because this time, the person in the dream seemed gentler than before.
Lu Jinghuai couldn't help but feel a little bit of anticipation in his heart. Is there still some chance?
Perhaps, there is still a tiny chance between two people to be together, even if it is in a dream, at least it can make their wish come true.
"I was so cold to you because I was trapped at that time. I couldn't figure it out. I couldn't understand why I loved someone so much, but in the end, I was the one who got hurt."
Song Shuran simply confessed. After thinking it over, she spoke frankly.
She was no longer as shy as before, nor was she as resistant as before. Instead, she had a smile on her face.
"Before, at that time, I felt it wasn't worth it. I loved you for so long, so deeply, but in the end, you were the one who hurt me. So I don't know whether I should continue to love you. If I continue to love you, will I still get hurt?"
Yes, when you love someone, you can go through hardships and accept hurt.
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