Chapter 1255: The regret of not being able to love
It was really scary, not only was her face pale, but more importantly, she was wearing a pure white dress and she didn't even look hot!
Especially in a place with such strong yin energy, how could it not be scary?
Song Shuran walked back awkwardly, widening the distance between the two of them.
"You can go and see whoever you want, but this place will be closing in a little over two hours. Remember to leave before I accidentally lock you in."
Before leaving, the old man even gave a special reminder, and then slowly returned to the security booth.
Song Shuran responded with a bitter smile, then turned around and immediately found Lu Xue's tombstone.
I walked up step by step, slowly but firmly. However, the closer I got, the more flustered and scared I became, and I even felt a little panic in my heart.
We clearly agreed to it at that time, and we had agreed to it before, but now it suddenly turned out like this. How can I explain it?
No matter how much I hesitated, I finally walked over quickly.
After going through so many hardships, I finally got here. Although the process was very difficult, I have to say that the moment I saw it, I burst into tears.
"It's been a long, long time since I last saw you. I lost my memory for a long time, and a lot of things happened in between. I haven't come to see you in a long time."
Song Shuran sat obediently on the stone platform beside her, tilting her head to look at the tombstone in front of her, with tenderness between her eyebrows.
Just like a little girl locked up by her mother, she complained and acted like a spoiled child to her heart's content.
"A lot has been happening lately, and it's been pretty unpleasant. I've been trying to figure out how to resolve it quickly. But before I could, things started to get more and more difficult. It was really, really difficult..."
As I was talking, tears started to come!
Hot tears flowed down her cheeks and fell to the ground.
"It's clearly not my fault, so why are you blaming me? Why are you pinning all the problems on me? It was clearly not my choice from the beginning!"
From the very beginning, I was so resistant, and it was Lu Jinghuai who forced me again and again.
Although I was indeed moved during the process, was it me who took the initiative to establish this relationship? No! It was Lu Jinghuai!
But in the eyes of others, it is me! As if I am the shameless one! Obviously, I am not!
"Sometimes I wonder, if you knew what happened afterwards, would you regret it? Would you regret bringing me into the Lu family? I don't know, I can't figure it out."
As he spoke, he shook his head involuntarily, his face full of confusion.
The originally bright eyeballs were now dim, without a trace of light.
Song Shuran talked a lot, talking about everything that had happened over the years, no matter whether it was big or small, she spoke in detail and clearly.
After talking for almost an hour, the cemetery was about to close, and the old man even came over to urge them to close.
However, seeing Song Shuran in tears, he seemed a little reluctant.
"I'll give you an extra half hour. I don't have much to do at home today. You have to leave in an hour, understand?"
Then the old man left slowly.
Song Shuran didn't insist any more and left in embarrassment after staying for more than half an hour.
However, it arrived early the next morning!
I didn’t even go back to the house I lived in before, but rented a house in the nearby suburbs!
"No, it's so early in the morning. Didn't you just come yesterday?"
The old man looked at Song Shuran in front of him and asked puzzledly.
Song Shuran smiled calmly and said, "I was always busy before and didn't have time to spend with my family. Now that I finally have some time, I want to spend more time with them."
What he said made sense and could not be refuted.
But the old man in front of him always felt something was strange and nodded.
"It's quite cold here in the mountains. You'll catch a cold easily if you wear a skirt like this."
The old man noticed that Song Shuran was wearing a thin dress, and even took out his coat carefully.
"Don't think it's dirty. I just brought it here yesterday. I washed it the day before yesterday and dried it in the sun yesterday. It's absolutely clean."
The coat looked old, but it was not torn at all and was very clean.
Song Shuran quickly borrowed the coat and put it on herself directly on the spot. Her movements were so neat and clean!
"Where is it dirty? It's spotless! And I want to thank you very much. If it weren't for you, I would have been freezing all morning."
"Go ahead."
The old man has seen so many people here and met many different kinds of people, including many like Song Shuran.
Maybe it's because he is in a bad mood and complains to the deceased elders in his family. It takes some time to adjust his mood.
He decided not to disturb Song Shuran here and slowly began to check and clean the area.
Song Shuran pursed her lips and smiled, then returned to the place she went yesterday.
There was not much difference from yesterday. I sat quietly beside it, just looking at the tombstone, and my heart felt very peaceful.
Instead of living in a state of panic like before, with my whole body and mind in a state of panic every moment, as if I would fall into hell in the next second!
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