When Fu Jiu thought about this, she couldn't help but bite her lips, which turned red.
"So, what should I do?"
Lu Jinghuai was completely at a loss, with a look of confusion on his face.
I want to please Song Shuran, I want to erase all the pain I've experienced, and I want to correct all the mistakes I've made.
But Song Shuran didn't even give herself a chance, and always acted calmly, as if she didn't care about anything. It was like a thousand sails have passed, and everything has returned to calmness.
However, for Lu Jinghuai, there was not even a chance to make amends.
"You shouldn't ask me what to do. I'm not Song Shuran, and I can't personally understand Song Shuran's current emotions. I can only judge that Song Shuran is just pretending to be calm, and she is in pain inside. As for more, I can't guess."
Everyone's thoughts are different, and we can only simply judge whether each other is in a good or bad mood. As for the deeper reasons, we really can't guess.
"Okay, I, I understand."
The slight uncertainty in my heart has now turned into certainty!
All the pains from the past have now surfaced one by one. It's not just that I once indulged Song Shuran and caused him to suffer online violence, but more importantly, the child!
And all those little things, big and small, piled up together and became what it is now.
There was a gap between the two of them that was impossible to cross. Whenever she tried to cross it, Song Shuran would involuntarily step back, subconsciously resisting.
Because I have been hurt, not just once, but every time.
"But don't be too sad. Don't be too heartbroken. At least, Song Shuran still likes you now, doesn't she?"
Those involved in the matter are often confused, while those on the sidelines can see things more clearly. As an outsider, Fu Jiu can best say some things.
The light in Lu Jinghuai's eyes instantly lit up, and he stared straight at Fu Jiu in front of him.
"Could it be that you think Song Shuran no longer likes you? No, if she really didn't like you, she wouldn't have the slightest reaction to you. And how could she possibly see your contact? It's simply because she still loves you, but she can't get over the hurdle in her heart."
It is said simply and popularly, and is very easy to understand.
It's just pie in the sky, that's all.
Lu Jinghuai originally thought that Song Shuran's love for him had long since faded away, and all that was left was hatred!
After all, he had done so many wrong things, causing Song Shuran to go through so much hardship and torture! How could he not hate her?
But now that I think about it carefully, yes, I hate it but I also love it.
Love and hate grow and decline, so if there is no love, how can there be hate? The two are equal and exist with each other. It is impossible for there to be only hate without love.
"So, you can take your time and find ways to make up for the mistakes you made. The future is always long. In short, don't make similar mistakes again."
Fu Jiu opened her mouth, but in the end, she only said these words.
In fact, when you are an outsider, some things seem to be clearest to you.
Lu Jinghuai loved Song Shuran so deeply that he once neglected her because of work. However, it was precisely because of the obsession with love that so many things happened later.
More importantly, Song Shuran has a tough character and never bows her head.
"good."
Lu Jinghuai nodded seriously and silently kept the matter in mind.
However, as to what he should do and how he should do it to successfully obtain Song Shuran's forgiveness, this matter is still an extremely complicated project!
At least for Lu Jinghuai at the moment, he has absolutely no idea!
At this time, Song Shuran poured all her energy into the child in front of her.
Looking at the child's soft little hands and smiling face, my heart softened.
However, in a trance, when I occasionally have free time, I can't help but think about the future. Will I have a child like this in the future?
No, there won't be! After going through so many things, Lu Jinghuai's love has long been exhausted. How can he still have the urge to love someone?
To be more precise, even the thought of it no longer exists. After so many experiences, the impulses and thoughts I once had are gone.
When I was young and full of energy, I always thought that two people should stay together forever. Now that I think about it, it’s actually not bad to be alone. It’s not impossible to adopt a child when the time comes.
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