Chapter 1168 Why am I always the one being let down?
Fu Jiu looked at Song Shuran with great concern, her eyes full of worry.
First it was Lu Jinghuai, then Xiao Jinmo, and the results were not very good, in fact, quite the opposite, terrible!
"Oh, we'll talk about it when the time comes. It can only be said that there is no fate. When fate comes, we will naturally meet. I'm not in a hurry, so why should you be in a hurry?"
Song Shuran tried hard to persuade the person in front of her, with a calm expression, so natural!
Indeed, perhaps because of my many experiences, I gradually became more open-minded.
Why do you have to be obsessed with one person? Sometimes, you can live well alone, right?
Fu Jiu opened her mouth and wanted to refute, but the words quickly faltered.
How could he refute it? How could he convince Song Shuran to believe in love? If he were Song Shuran, he wouldn't believe it either...
Put yourself in their shoes, indeed.
However, even though she thought so, Fu Jiu always felt that something was not right with Song Shuran in front of her.
But it looks no different from the past. At most, he is a little sad and lonely, which is normal.
"What are you looking at? Seriously. Is there something on my face?"
Song Shuran was stared at by Fu Jiu for a long time. It was hard to ignore the intense feeling! She couldn't help but raise an eyebrow and asked curiously.
Perhaps it was because the bright smile on Song Shuran's face was a little too brilliant, and the slight worry in my heart disappeared in an instant.
"No, I just thought of something."
Fu Jiu shook her head and explained lightly, but a trace of worry still lingered in her heart.
Song Shuran patted Fu Jiu's head gently.
"You're going to be a mother, so stop thinking about these messy things all the time. If you have the time and energy, you might as well study hard. Otherwise, it would be bad if your child is born as stupid as you!"
"Who are you calling stupid? I'm not smarter than you? I'm dying of laughter. You actually have the nerve to call me stupid..."
I changed the subject and mentioned some interesting things that happened during my student days.
The two of them chatted back and forth and soon forgot all their troubles.
He slumped neatly on the sofa, looking up at the ceiling.
"You said, it would be great if we could go back to the past."
Song Shuran couldn't help but say it, and her eyes, which usually sparkled, gradually dimmed at this moment.
Fu Jiu shook her head slowly, feeling helpless.
"We can't go back. We can only keep moving forward. We can't go back. The best we can do is look back."
Indeed, how could it be possible to start over again?
Song Shuran smiled gently, but inexplicably there was a sense of loneliness in her smile, and it also looked very lonely.
Fu Jiu felt something was wrong, but she couldn't put her finger on what was wrong.
After dinner, Song Shuran left, but Fu Jiu still had a question in her mind.
I was still thinking hard before going to bed at night, but I still couldn't figure it out.
"What are you thinking about? You've been frowning. Are you in a bad mood? It shouldn't be like that. Song Shuran has been here with you for so long. What else could you be unhappy about?"
Gu Sihan looked at his little wife tossing and turning in bed, her delicate brows tightly furrowed, how adorable!
Fu Jiu looked up at Gu Sihan and said seriously, "I always feel like there's something wrong with Ran Ran, but I can't put my finger on what it is."
Just like a woman's sixth sense, she keenly sensed the problem!
But what's the problem? I don't know.
"Don't dwell on this nonsense all the time. They just broke up, and the key is that they were forced to break up. Do you think you can feel good about it?"
Gu Sihan explained calmly, trying to soothe Fu Jiu's emotions.
But obviously, it didn't have much effect.
"It's different. I don't think it's because of this incident. It's just that my whole person is different from before. It feels very strange!"
When the words come to my lips, I still can't find those accurate and vivid words!
I kept talking about it over and over again, but it was the same as not saying anything.
"Okay! If you feel weird, why don't we just meet again tomorrow?"
"That's right."
Fu Jiu couldn't help but touch her belly, subconsciously thinking it was because she was pregnant, so she became suspicious.
I just put the matter aside and didn't dwell on it anymore.
But what is the reality?
Fu Jiu's feeling was right. Song Shuran's current condition was indeed not good, and she was gradually showing signs of depression.
She looked so normal, with a bright smile on her face, but her dull eyes told it all.
At this time, Song Shuran was sitting alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, staring at the starry sky outside in a daze.
"So what's the reason? Is it my own fault? Is it because I'm not good enough? Is that why I'm let down time and time again? Is that right?"
Before going to bed, Song Shuran couldn't understand why she was always the one who was let down?
Why am I always the one who suffers? Because I am kind-hearted, that person is always me.
"What exactly is love?"
I thought about it over and over again, but I still couldn't come up with an answer.
Perhaps, I have touched love before, but behind the bubble of love are sharp knives!
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