Zhang Benyuan looked at Yan Pingping's anger, feeling helpless. He was well aware of the difference in their perspectives, but he didn't know how to resolve it. He sighed and said, "I know your work is important, and I don't mean to ask you to give up. I just hope you can understand that I, too, have my own pursuits and dreams. We can work together to find a balance."
Yan Pingping sneered and said, "Balance point? That's easy for you to say. You went to Rong City and left me alone in Shancheng. Is this what you call balance point? You used to come back several times a month, but now you haven't come back for several months in a row. If I hadn't called you to come back, you might not even want to come back for National Day. Now that you're back, you don't even want to touch me. Have you considered my feelings? Have you considered our marriage?"
He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself, and then said, "Pingping, I'm really sorry. The company has a new development direction and has established a new department. I was really busy with my work in Chengdu and neglected your feelings. Also, I've been so busy since I came back recently that I neglected you. But you have to believe that because you are in Shancheng, I can easily take care of my own things, because I believe you will take full care of your work and family. I apologize to you this time."
After saying that, he picked up Yan Pingping and gave her a kiss. At this time, Yan Pingping had already turned off the fire, and the two returned to the bedroom...
He said to himself, "I used a condom. This was all just for the project."
As a woman, Yan Pingping has her own self-esteem and needs. Although there was no foreplay and caressing, it was like a desert meeting water. She felt satisfied and her anger subsided.
"For those of you in Shancheng, please help contact the director of the Housing and Urban-Rural Development Bureau who is coming to visit Dad. Wang Dawei will come here first to set up the company, and I will come later. Also, please take Shiyu back to my hometown to see Dad on weekends. The old house is going to be renovated soon, so please help contact people. I need to be busy now as my career is developing rapidly, so I will go back to Chengdu first." Zhang Benyuan said as he got dressed.
Zhang Benyuan put on his clothes and left in a hurry.
Yan Pingping lay in bed, feeling mixed emotions. She still felt a little lost, feeling that her relationship with Zhang Benyuan seemed to be just for the project. Yan Pingping also realized this, and her self-esteem made her not want to be a woman who existed only to satisfy needs.
She sighed deeply. Perhaps now she could understand how her parents got along with each other. They were both busy with work, but fortunately, they both loved her and her home was still there.
Before leaving, he went to the child's room and looked at the child taking a nap, feeling guilty. He gently stroked the child's hair and said to himself, "Baby, no matter what happens to adults in the future, I still love you."
Zhang Benyuan set off on his journey back to Chengdu with a heavy heart. Staying in this oppressive home, he was really afraid of losing control of his temper and afraid of speaking out his heart. He told himself over and over again that now was not the time yet and he should wait a little longer.
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com