In the short time just now, Lin Zhixing thought of countless possibilities about Lin Zian suddenly mentioning "Dad".
Did the kids in kindergarten say something?
Did you suddenly have this idea when you saw He Yanchen that day?
etc……
But I never expected that this was the reason.
"Who told mom that it was hard work?"
Lin Zhixing patted the pillow and motioned for his son to lie down.
"I saw it. I woke up several times and saw you sleeping on the floor..."
What Lin Zian expressed was not accurate.
There were several times when Lin Zhixing was so tired that he fell asleep on the sofa. He originally wanted to take a nap before finishing the remaining housework, but he didn't expect that it was already dawn when he opened his eyes again.
He added, "If you were with Dad, you wouldn't have to go to work and could play every day!"
Lin Zhixing was a little amused.
Children’s world is simpler, and the happiest thing they can think of is “being able to play every day.”
Lin Zi'an lay on the pillow, his eyelashes trembling slightly as he looked at Lin Zhixing.
Lin Zhixing pulled the blanket over his son's belly and gently patted him to sleep.
"My job is a bit hard, but I love it. Many patients who were dying have recovered after my help with surgery and can now be with their family and friends again."
"Mom studies hard so that she can become a great surgeon one day."
"Mom doesn't feel it's hard, I just feel that I don't have enough time to spend with you. I'm sorry."
…
An An fell asleep without knowing when, his little hands gently grasping Lin Zhixing's collar.
This is a habit I developed as a child.
Lin Zhixing gently pulled out his son's collar, leaned over and kissed his little chubby face, then tiptoed away.
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On Saturday, Shi Yang contacted her and came to her house with the nanny he introduced.
The nanny's surname is Wang, she is 44 years old this year, and has been in Shi Yang's home for almost 20 years.
I left for a few years a few years ago while my daughter was in high school, and came back last year after she went to college.
Since the Shi family hired a new nanny, her job was only to help Shi Yang clean the house every day. The hours were short, so the salary was naturally not high.
She was very happy to work in Lin Zhixing's house, as she could earn extra money and have a place to live.
After negotiating the terms, Lin Zhixing asked Wang Xue to help him draft a contract remotely.
Print out two copies and keep them separately.
Since Lin Zhixing had just arrived at the hospital and had not yet taken over her own patients, she did not need to make ward rounds on weekends, so she rested the entire weekend.
On Sunday, Aunt Wang packed her things and officially moved into her house.
Also helped with making lunch and dinner.
An An also likes the taste of the food.
For this, Lin Zhixing even sent a message to Shi Yang to express his gratitude.
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On Monday, Lin Zhixing worked in the outpatient clinic all day, admitted several patients, and got off work a little later than usual.
She contacted Aunt Wang on WeChat and confirmed that she had taken Lin Zian home, which made her feel relieved.
After finishing all the work, Lin Zhixing packed up and left the hospital.
As soon as I walked out of the inpatient department, I saw a man standing under the street light.
It was not completely dark in the evening, and the last ray of sunlight remained in the blue sky.
It is just June and we have already entered the height of summer, with the hottest daytime temperature reaching 27 or 28 degrees Celsius.
The man was wearing a long-sleeved shirt and trousers, with a dark-colored suit jacket draped over his arm.
People were coming and going in the public hospital, but he couldn't help but attract people's attention when he stood there.
Lin Zhixing just took a look and turned to leave.
"Lin Zhixing." He Yanchen followed. "Are you off work?"
“…”
Lin Zhixing seemed not to hear.
Since the affiliated hospital was built earlier, the underground parking lot was built later. The elevator of the inpatient department cannot go down directly and you have to go through the passage next to it.
She walked in front and He Yanchen followed behind.
It wasn't until they reached the car that Lin Zhixing could no longer bear it. "Mr. He, could you please stop following me?"
"I'm sorry, I know you've been so…"
"Mr. He, I have no resentment, no complaints, and no negative emotions towards you."
Lin Zhixing could guess what He Yanchen was going to say.
She interrupted him and expressed her feelings.
In fact, it's not that she hasn't had it before, but she has let it go now.
She had such a hard time in the first few years that she had to do her best just to stay alive.
If you continue to blame others, you may end up in even more pain.
"I have, and I regret it."
He Yanchen said bluntly.
In fact, he had regretted it a long time ago and felt that he should confess.
But later I felt that there was nothing wrong with what I did.
Lin Zhixing would definitely not mind his illness, and he couldn't take advantage of his kindness.
He has always been conflicted.
Until I found out that Lin Zhixing already had their child, all the problems seemed to be solved.
The things he hesitated about
"Then you can regret it slowly."
Lin Zhixing walked to the car, but did not rush to get in.
She knew that she had to make things clear with He Yanchen, otherwise there would be endless entanglement.
"Lin Zhixing, I really didn't expect you to get pregnant back then. And given my situation, I really didn't want you to get pregnant..."
He Yanchen wanted to make things clear with Lin Zhixing.
He felt that at this point, he should tell the reason.
This way maybe everything will turn around.
"Mr. He," Lin Zhixing said seriously, "Perhaps you don't understand me. In fact, I knew from the beginning that you must have difficulties, but you just didn't want to tell me."
“…”
"I believe your feelings for me were genuine, and you had no choice but to break up with me. There's no melodramatic mistress plot involved."
“…”
"Before I left, I really wanted to know the reason, but now I've completely let it go."
Lin Zhixing told him seriously.
She said, "I don't want to see you again, I don't want to be entangled with you anymore, and my son doesn't really need you as his father, so let's just end it here."
Lin Zhixing walked around to the car, opened the door and prepared to get in.
He Yanchen walked over and put his hand on the car door.
He simply closed the car door that the woman had just opened.
"Mr. He, is there anything I haven't explained clearly?"
Lin Zhixing was not angry.
She is well aware of the gap between herself and men.
She had no right to provoke him.
He Yanchen lowered his eyes and looked at her, then said, "You are so busy with work, you probably don't have much time to spend with your son."
"...I'll try to make time."
Lin Zhixing thought He Yanchen was going to blame her.
The next thing she wanted to ask was what right did a disappeared father have to blame her.
The next second, He Yanchen spoke:
"Someone has to be with the child. You're so busy." He looked at her and said, "It's okay. I'm free. I have plenty of time to spend with him."
"ah?!"
Lin Zhixing thought he had misheard.
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