Chapter 141 I Only Blame Myself
There were very few passers-by on the street. The evening breeze blew across Yang Cici's face, and the drunkenness that had faded away made her mind unusually clear.
The warmth and lines of the man's palm, every detail seems so real.
She looked up at him, her fingertips stroking the lines on the man's palm, gently, yet teasingly.
The next second, her hand was tightly grasped, and a man's soft voice came from above her head.
"Intentional?"
Yang Cici didn't say anything, but just looked at him obediently with her eyes narrowed.
It seemed like she agreed, but also like she didn't understand what he was saying.
Pei Yanchuan lowered his eyes and looked at the girl in front of him with a flushed face. His eyes softened and he bent his fingers to gently tidy up the loose hair stuck to her cheek.
The girl rubbed his hand with her eyes curved.
Pei Yanchuan's originally tense heart softened instantly.
He squatted down, and the girl immediately hugged his neck, resting her chin on his shoulder, closing her eyes and speaking softly, "Pei Yanchuan."
"Here." Pei Yanchuan held the person in his arms, stood up, and walked towards the car.
The girl whined against his shoulder. "Are you coming to take me home?"
"yes."
"You can't just say one word."
"OK."
"Not even two words."
"knew."
"Even three words won't do."
Pei Yanchuan put the person on the seat, paused after hearing the words, and lowered his head to meet the girl's obedient eyes.
After a moment of silence, he bent down and kissed the girl's eyes, then said softly, "Be good, baby."
"Four words are fine."
"..." Pei Yanchuan pinched her earlobe.
When they got on the bus, the girl leaned back in the seat and fell asleep with her eyes closed.
Pei Yanchuan paused and his eyes fell on the girl's face.
After a moment, he looked away and started the car.
As soon as I opened the door of the apartment, the person in my arms hummed softly, "I want to drink some water."
"good."
He put the person on the sofa and then went to the kitchen to pour water.
When he came back after pouring the water, the girl was already sitting on the sofa in a daze. When she heard the voice, she turned her head and looked at him eagerly, as if she was confused.
Pei Yanchuan paused.
After hesitating for a moment, he walked over and put the cup in the girl's hand, "Drink some water."
Seeing that the girl finished drinking obediently, he asked in a low voice: "Do you want more?"
Yang Cici shook her head, put down the cup, raised her head and patted the place beside her.
"sit."
Pei Yanchuan paused, clenched his fingertips, and slowly sat down next to the girl, his movements stiff and tense.
Seeing the man's unnaturalness, Yang Cici tilted her head and looked at him.
As the two looked at each other quietly, the girl suddenly narrowed her eyes, reached out her hands to hold his face, and kissed him on the lips.
Pei Yanchuan's body stiffened, and he sat on the sofa, looking down at the girl.
Yang Cici slowly raised her eyes.
The moonlight sprinkled on the girl's face, her skin was like white jade, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, she was nervous and at a loss, her amber eyes were like an ignorant little animal.
She suddenly came closer, and the fragrance of her body penetrated Pei Yanchuan's nose.
He looked dazed for a moment, then he came to his senses and clenched his fists, veins bulging on the back of his hands as he tried desperately to suppress the urge to hold the girl in his arms.
But the next second, the girl suddenly kissed his chin, her voice soft.
"Pei Yanchuan, I'm sorry."
The man's pupils shrank and he stared blankly ahead, as if he hadn't reacted.
It took him a while to raise his eyes. His eyes were dark, his Adam's apple rolled, but he didn't speak.
But his hand had already wrapped around the girl's waist, slowly holding her in his arms.
Yang Cici sat on his lap, rested her chin on his shoulder, and closed her eyes as she smelled the familiar scent of the man.
"What I said at noon was just an angry remark. Don't take it seriously. I still like cake very much. Can we continue to have lunch at noon in the future?"
Pei Yanchuan lowered his eyes and stroked the back of her head, her long black hair entwined around his slender fingertips.
He lowered his eyes, twirled the girl's hair, and responded softly.
Yang Cici leaned on his shoulder, staring at him quietly with her eyes wide open. Her face flushed red, revealing she was drunk. "Do you think I'm drunk and talking nonsense? I'm not drunk."
Pei Yanchuan lowered his eyes and said softly, "Okay."
"You can't just say one—ugh!"
Before Yang Cici could finish her words, Pei Yanchuan blocked her lips.
The man bit her lower lip gently.
"Baby, close your eyes and go to sleep. You still have to go to work tomorrow."
Yang Cici hugged his neck and immediately closed her eyes and fell asleep after hearing that.
Pei Yanchuan waited until the girl's breathing slowed down in his arms before hugging her.
He lowered his eyes, his lips just a little distance away from the girl's face, he could kiss her just by lowering his head slightly.
The close contact made his originally dead heart grow flesh and blood again. He couldn't help but slow down his breathing and lowered his head to smell the girl's face bit by bit.
His movements were cautious and restrained, but the man's eyes were full of paranoid love that was almost overflowing. It was as if two flames of desire were burning in his eyes, and his breath gradually became hot.
He touched his front teeth with the tip of his tongue, and his eyes gradually darkened.
I really want to kiss...
He wants to leave his mark on Cici.
Every time Cici was in bed, she would hug him and cry, but she was so obedient under him...
He hasn't been this close to Cici for a long time...
Pei Yanchuan hugged the girl tightly in his arms and gently rubbed her face with the tip of his nose.
I wish Ci Ci could always be as well behaved as she is when she’s drunk.
That mouth would no longer utter words that frightened him.
Thinking of the girl's apology just now, Pei Yanchuan paused.
He lowered his head and laughed, a short laugh filled with bitterness and complexity.
He slowly closed his eyes, gently rested his head on the girl's forehead, and whispered softly: "No need to apologize... Cici, I don't blame you... I only blame myself for not making you like me."
Cici would never know that there was more to the dream about that day than just the earrings.
In his dream, he also caught up with Cici.
It wasn't because of Pei Yushan, nor was there any other purpose. The Ci Ci in the dream was with him simply because she liked him.
But in reality, he can't do it.
He imitated himself in his dreams, trying to make girls fall in love with him.
It’s a pity that everything is not as we wish.
Cici even began to dislike him and refused to eat with him.
This method doesn't work at all...
No wonder... they broke up in the dream in the end.
Pei Yanchuan felt a pang of pain in his nose, his heart was tightened by a big hand, and hot tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.
He also wanted Cici to really like him...
But they were fake from the beginning.
He slowly opened his eyes, lowered his head with red eyes and kissed the girl's forehead.
"Ci Ci, I don't want to break up... Even if it's fake, you can lie to me a little longer... Okay?"
When he said the last three words, the man's voice was almost inaudible, and the trembling tail tone dissipated in the air.
The whispered pleas sounded particularly sad in the silent night.
Without noticing, the eyelids of the girl who was sleeping on my shoulder suddenly twitched.
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