Chapter 372 Can you be nicer to him?
Ye Shaohua looked at Fu Ciyan's expression and felt angry and distressed.
"Did I advise you to be nice to Nanxi and not hurt her feelings?"
Fu Ci Yan felt like he had taken a mouthful of Coptis chinensis.
"I regret it..."
Not just now.
From the moment He Nanxi started bleeding profusely, he regretted it.
But it's too late to regret.
They were divorced after all.
He Nanxi would never forgive him again.
"It's too late to regret. Not all mistakes can be made up for."
Although Ye Shaohua also wanted He Nanxi to be able to reconcile with his son.
But why?
He Nanxi is a good child. After leaving Fu Ci Yan, she did not complain about herself, but worked hard to live her life, and now she is doing well.
It turned out that she could live well alone, even better than when she was with Fu Ci Yan.
From a woman's perspective, she truly felt that her son's entanglement was meaningless.
Fu Ciyan's nasal tone was a bit heavy:
"At least I can still be nice to her and help her."
Ye Shaohua: "But does she really need it? Son, to be honest, Nanxi is really living a better life after divorcing you than when she was with you."
His mother's words were like a knife stabbing Fu Ci Yan.
"Mom... I love her, I can't live without her..."
His voice was so hoarse that Ye Shaohua was at his wit's end. Knowing he couldn't stop him, he sighed deeply and turned to help him get his coat.
"I won't stop you. You know your own body well. Even if you want to reconcile with Nanxi, I hope you can respect her and don't force it..."
Snap——
A small medicine bottle fell out of Fu Ciyan's pocket, rolled on the ground a few times, and rolled to Ye Shaohua's feet.
Fu Ciyan's face changed slightly, and he wanted to take it, but Ye Shaohua picked it up first.
"Sertraline? Why are you taking this medicine?"
Ye Shaohua frowned slightly, and suddenly saw the instructions on the bottle.
"Treat anxiety and depression? Son, you..."
Fu Ciyan quickly snatched the medicine bottle and pretended to be calm:
"It's nothing, don't worry about me."
"You are my son. If I don't worry about you, who should I worry about?"
Ye Shaohua's voice suddenly rose, his expression anxious:
"How did you get anxiety?"
Suddenly, many threads connected in Ye Shaohua's mind at this moment.
No wonder Fu Ci Yan always goes to the hospital regularly.
No wonder he developed stomach problems even though he was originally in good health.
How could this happen?
Sertraline may cause some side effects, such as nausea, insomnia, hand tremors, and gastrointestinal disorders.
Anxiety and depression can also cause loss of appetite, etc.
Ye Shaohua looked at Fu Ciyan carefully. He had indeed lost a lot of weight.
Compared to his former high spirits, he now looks as haggard as a fragile bottle.
Fu Ciyan opened his mouth:
"It's okay, I'm much better now."
As long as he takes his medicine normally, his life will not be affected too much.
"Is it because of Nanxi?"
Ye Shaohua finally understood the words 'I can't live without her'.
He is sick.
Ye Shaohua couldn't say anything to blame him, his heart was twisted like a knot, but he didn't dare to say too much, for fear of irritating him, so he could only say:
"You should eat well normally, and don't keep things in your heart."
"I understand, Mom. I'm leaving now."
He put on his coat and fled from the ward, with unspeakable pain suppressed in his eyes.
He didn't want Ye Shaohua to worry about him, as that would put more pressure on him.
When did you realize something was wrong?
It was probably the first year after the divorce.
That year was not easy. Whenever he closed his eyes, he saw He Nanxi's pale face.
He dreamed countless times that He Nanxi lost his life because of him, and was pushed out with a pale face.
He blamed himself, felt guilty, and was in pain.
Negative emotions suffocated him.
He had no choice but to work hard to divert his attention and try every way to make his presence felt around He Nanxi, for fear that she would forget him.
Missing him was like a giant beast, devouring him.
He couldn't control himself and would secretly go to see He Nanxi and the child.
He hid in the shadows, while He Nanxi was in the sunshine.
The symptoms of insomnia became more and more severe. He could feel his own anxiety, his hands and feet were shaking, his heart was beating faster, and even when he fell asleep he had nightmares.
Until one night, he pointed a fruit knife at his wrist.
He knew at that moment that he was sick.
Fu Ci Yan restrained his desire to self-harm, went to the psychiatric department, and was diagnosed with moderate anxiety and depression.
Oh, it turns out he is sick.
When the disease occurs, it is very painful, and you will feel nauseous, vomit, have palpitations and tremors.
You may even lose interest in the world and want to jump off a tall building.
Taking medicine is also painful, as if I will be painful as long as I am alive.
And this pain is continuous and there is no hope.
He remembered that He Nanxi also suffered from depression.
During that period, he also stimulated He Nanxi's depression to relapse.
It turns out to be so painful...
He deserves it!
The hands hanging by his side were shaking, and his body became stiff.
But he couldn't stop, he had to find He Nanxi.
He couldn't accept such an ending, he had to go!
Ye Shaohua felt heartbroken as he watched Fu Ciyan leave the hospital.
Her son is a little confused, but he is sentimental.
It’s not that she hadn’t tried to introduce other girls to Fu Ci Yan, but he had never met any of them.
Ye Shaohua gave up. After all, it would be unfair to the girl to go on a blind date with a man who already had someone else in his heart.
She thought time could heal everything. But she didn't expect that He Nanxi had become a knot in Fu Ciyan's heart.
She took out her cell phone, feeling a little reluctant, but finally made a call.
He Nanxi was having dinner with Lisa when he received the call.
There was a lot to do in the studio, and the two of them were busy until the afternoon. They only realized they hadn't eaten when their stomachs started growling.
They ordered some takeout and sat in front of the computer desk, chatting and eating.
Seeing the caller ID, He Nanxi was a little confused. Why did Ye Shaohua call her?
Do you miss Xiao Anze?
"Hello, Auntie?"
Ye Shaohua thought about what he wanted to say, but he couldn't speak. He greeted:
"Nanxi, what are you doing? Are you tired?"
"I'm working, I'm fine."
He Nanxi answered, and then heard the other side asking her if she had eaten well, what she had eaten, etc. She couldn't bear the doubts in her heart and asked:
"Auntie, is there something wrong?"
"Alas... I have something to do, I want to cancel the banquet..."
He Nanxi's face darkened.
Thinking about how she had called Ye Shaohua before and asked her to pick up Fu Ciyan, but Ye Shaohua said that her signal was bad, she got angry.
"Auntie, you know what I'm thinking. Fu Ciyan has been looking for me all the time lately, which has caused me trouble. Can you persuade him not to come to me again? I'm very busy."
Ye Shaohua's voice was bitter:
"Auntie knows this is very unfair to you. If it weren't for the last resort, I wouldn't want to... Nanxi, could you be a little nicer to Ci Yan?"
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