He shook his head. He knew he had nowhere to hide in front of her. Instead of lying, he might as well be honest. "Apart from being a little busy with work recently, I feel pretty good. I can control my emotions well even when they fluctuate greatly. As long as..."
"As long as it doesn't involve your psychological trauma?" Xu Qing answered for him. "Childhood trauma isn't easy to overcome. Don't worry, take your time. Your work will inevitably involve you. Remember to find me when you need to. Although I won't be in China anymore, we can still chat. I'll come back when necessary."
Jing Zuohuai nodded and said, "Thank you, Sister Qing."
"Don't be polite. We have known each other for many years." Xu Qing waved his hand to indicate that it was nothing.
The waiter received the order and brought the breakfast Jing Zuohuai had ordered. It was her usual low-calorie meals. She was in shape, so she couldn't eat a lot of things. These were perfect to satisfy her cravings.
"I still want to ask..."
"Can't help it?" Jing Zuhuai was eating a croissant. The avocado sauce here is really good, very refreshing and refreshing. He couldn't help but take another small bite. "Ask me, when have I not answered the truth when you ask me?"
Sometimes she really didn't know if she was the psychologist or he was. Sometimes she really hated going out with Jing Zuohuai, there were no secrets!
"You and He Zhijin, you two..."
"I like him, and he likes me too." Jing Zuohuai, "But his likes are different from mine. He treats me like a younger brother."
Xu Qing knew this. When he first approached me, he confessed to me, "Then you..."
"What can I do? Just do it." Jing Zuohuai looked relaxed. "Isn't the most important thing now to help him return to the entertainment industry? It doesn't matter whether he loves me or not. My original intention since entering the industry was to be able to be close to him. Now that he has left the entertainment industry, let him come back!"
She sighed tiredly, "But he rejected you and became your agent." His temper hadn't changed at all. "How do you know he wants to come back? Aren't you forcing him?"
"He said he would come back. He likes this circle and won't give up easily." Jing Zuohuai looked at her firmly, "And I can see that he hasn't completely let go of this place. He will come back one day."
"But he's already your agent. Wouldn't it be difficult for him to change his mind later?"
Jing Zuohuai shrugged nonchalantly, "He has a fan base. If he wants to come back, I'll help him choose a good media outlet. There's a lot of good scripts to be discovered, and I believe he can do it."
"Besides," he said playfully yet firmly, as if determined to win, "Becoming my agent isn't necessarily a bad idea. I'm on the set all year round, so he can have more time to absorb the atmosphere. Over time, he'll definitely rediscover his love for the stage."
"So this is part of your plan?"
He chuckled, but didn't deny it. He touched the rim of his coffee cup and said, "Let's try to save the country in a roundabout way. His dream has been dormant for a long time. It's not something that can be ignited overnight. Take your time."
This kid is still so paranoid.
"Then have you ever thought about what if he doesn't want to?" Xu Qing couldn't help but say, "Yes, what you said is very logical. But what if he really wants to change his environment? You also know that this circle is not easy to get along with. Aren't you forcing him in disguise? Overturn your idea first. I understand your desire to help He Zhijin make a comeback. After all, he helped you get through the most painful period of your life."
"But if he has no intention of making a comeback, you are not doing this for his own good, you are being disrespectful!" She could have controlled her emotions and talked to him nicely, but she knew his temper.
Although Jing Zuohuai appears easygoing and warm to those around him, he will become overbearing and paranoid if he encounters He Zhijin.
"But what can I do?" Jing Zuohuai knew exactly what he was doing. He had doubted himself, but he couldn't help himself. "Sister Qing, you know I entered the entertainment industry for him, and I signed the gambling agreement with Yaoxing for him. I gave so much just for him to come back. I've lost my composure in front of him before. I don't ask him to become a top star, I only ask him to follow his heart and find his passion."
"Sister Qing, do you know that Senior He once said that he loves the entertainment industry and he will never quit." Jing Zuohuai lowered his head in frustration. "There was a light in his eyes when he said this. It was a longing for the stage and a beautiful expectation."
"You may think I'm selfish and paranoid, but I really can't give up on him. It's no different from giving up on myself."
"Xiao Jing..."
"I really can't give up on him."
Xu Qing had only seen him look helpless when his mental illness flared up. Usually, Jing Zuohuai was like a little sun, carefree, making it impossible to tell what he was thinking.
She didn't know how to comfort him. He Zhijin was too important to him, so important that it had become a disease in his heart.
Everyone knows his outward appearance, but no one knows that his deep love for someone has long since turned into obsession.
Xu Qing told him to relax, that the child had always been very thoughtful and she believed that he would eventually overcome it.
"Alright, alright, let's skip this topic. It's clearly a farewell party for me, so why are we talking about something so serious?" She pulled a mint from her bag. "I know you're always good at solving problems, so I trust you. If you can't figure it out yourself, remember to contact me. I'll fly back to help you right away."
Jing Zuohuai took the candy and said, "Sister Qing, thank you."
"Alright, alright, let's not get sentimental." Xu Qing hugged him, "I have to catch a plane too, so you should get back to your work."
"I send you......"
"No need." Xu Qing interrupted him, "I'm going with my bestie. As for you, go live this Saturday. I'll be watching from abroad!"
Jing Zuohuai sent her to the car.
"Okay, go back now so you don't get photographed later." Xu Qing teased him, "Xiao Jing, I wish you a happy birthday in advance."
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