I rolled my eyes at him helplessly. "I was a little skeptical at first, but now I'm sure they're not together. If they were, wouldn't you be showing off to me? Can you keep your composure?"
That’s true. If we were really together, I might take him home the next second after he agreed.
Watching Jing Zuhuai's silly grin, Wen Lai'an felt like she was watching the silly son of a landlord getting married. She patted his shoulder, her curiosity immediately ignited. "Hey, you like me so much, when are you going to confess? You have to let me be mentally prepared!"
Although he had already treated He Zhijin as his sister-in-law when he knew Jing Zuhuai liked him, it was fun to tease him. Now that the man and the woman are in love (?), they will be together sooner or later.
"I confessed my feelings, but the timing was wrong and I was rejected." Jing Zuohuai, "Let's just take it one step at a time. Anyway, I know that he likes me, which is enough. We can get along as we please. This state is pretty good."
"So you're not going to make it public? That's not your style."
"I really wanted to make it public before, all the time." I fantasized about how to confess and how to express it in a more romantic way, but in the end, I told him my feelings in the most miserable way.
After three years of hardship, I've matured a lot. I no longer have those romantic ideas I once had. Knowing that the person I love loves me back and just being there for them is enough. I no longer demand anything else.
"What now?"
Jing Zuohuai closed the script and looked at He Zhijin in the camera with some relaxation.
"Now, it's good like this." Jing Zuohuai stretched lazily. "He Zhijin is right beside me, and he's relieved about joining the crew. Next, I'll carefully select a few scripts for him and try to get him a few awards next year. If I'm lucky, he'd better win the Best Actor award!"
Is that the only idea?
"I know what you want to ask." He stood up. "But I suddenly feel that love and affection don't matter anymore. It's far less important than making him happy. Even if he doesn't want to continue filming after this drama, I will support all his decisions."
"Oh? Are you willing to do that?" Wen Lian raised his eyebrows.
"Maybe, who knows~"
At the moment the director made the decision, Jing Zuohuai came to He Zhijin, hugged him, and went back together.
"Don't you need to see the results? Teacher Wen is still..." He Zhijin was interrupted by Jing Zuohuai before he finished speaking, "It's okay, Teacher Wen said I can take you away, you performed very well~"
Wen Lai'an looked at their backs and smiled unconsciously. She could feel that Jing Zuohuai had grown up significantly. His previous childishness was still there, but he was gradually becoming more diversified and considering others.
After returning to the B&B, Jing Zuhuai ran to the kitchen first to heat milk in a milk pan and cut some fruit.
"Didn't I ask you to come back first? You must be tired of waiting for me for so long."
Jing Zuohuai shook his head, brought out some milk and fruit, and placed them on the coffee table. "I'm not tired. I really enjoyed watching your performance. I couldn't sleep when I got home anyway, so I might as well wait for you in the theater~"
He Zhijin reached out and grabbed his arm, then put his arm around his waist and brought him into his arms. Leaning against his chest, he sighed, "I'm not in a good mood today, so..."
"Did something happen? You can tell me about it." Jing Zuohuai hugged him and stroked his hair. "Hmm? Tell me about it. I'll see if I can comfort you."
"You..." He Zhijin's voice trembled a little, "I want to know how, how did your heart disease come about?"
The hand that was stroking his hair paused, not understanding why he asked that. But he didn't want to tell him, "Why are you asking this all of a sudden? Didn't I tell you it's because I'm slow to get into the role? Otherwise, why would I arrange for him to go out and relax as soon as filming was finished?"
But He Zhijin didn't listen to this explanation and hugged him tighter.
"Tell me the truth, is your heart disease because of me?"
"What nonsense are you talking about? What does this have to do with you?" Jing Zuohuai's tone was smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes. Instead, he was thinking about who might have told him, "Who told you that? Did you mishear it, or did you read the public opinion online again?"
He Zhijin shook his head, let him sit on his lap, and looked at him with firm eyes.
Jing Zuohuai was very good at controlling his facial expressions. The more innocent he acted, the more He Zhijin felt that he was hiding a lot of things from her.
He should have known that Jing Zuohuai was a fickle, two-faced little bastard. But he was used to deceiving himself and always liked to let himself escape. It was precisely because of this character that Jing Zuohuai helped him walk a long way and endure a lot of hardships.
But this is wrong. Jing Zuohuai shouldn't carry me on his back. This will crush him. Since I love him, I shouldn't blindly let him sacrifice everything for me.
"Baby, tell me the truth, okay?" His voice was trembling, even pleading. "I know everything, but I still want to hear you talk about it, including everything from the past."
You terminated your contract with Yaoxing, went abroad to film, contracted an illness, and even came back to open a studio and sign so many people. Isn't it all related to you...
Jing Zuohuai looked at him and his eyes became red unconsciously.
This was the first time he called himself darling, and he could clearly understand the emotion behind it. He felt sorry for himself and blamed himself.
And this is what he least wants and what he least wants to see.
"I..." Jing Zuhuai's breath trembled, and tears fell. He hurriedly wiped them away, but the more he wiped, the more tears came. "I, no, I..."
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