Volume 1 Chapter 180 The Purpose of Control
As long passages of memories were recounted, Su Muyan presented useful information from these disorganized memories.
In the end, I did come to this conclusion, which coincided with some of my previous ideas.
That is the empress dowager in front of us who has buried herself in the memories of others. Even though she has already sat in a position that others envy, she has been lonely in her heart for so long.
At the same time, it is also full of hatred.
Because she could never forget why she left her hometown and came here alone.
Since that bright day, I have never seen my father again, and my mother has never met someone who treats her as sincerely as before.
How long can a lifetime be? I have been trapped in this square palace for my entire life and have forgotten what freedom is.
When I was young, I believed in love for a short time, and I thought that as long as I was sincere, I would have it all sooner or later.
When that time comes, loneliness will not matter!
But in this square palace, without the emperor's favor, I didn't know how I got through that long night.
In this way, day after day, year after year, relying on his initial favor, he finally stood at the pinnacle of power.
But in the end, I still have nothing. Those who respect me are all because of their own power. Those who take good care of me are just because they are afraid that their lives will be in danger.
Here, she has no relatives, no blood relatives, and no friends with whom she can tell the truth.
I have to wear clothes I didn’t like before, do things I didn’t like before, and more importantly, I no longer have the right to yearn for freedom.
Life is so long, but it seems that there are only a few things that are repeated every day in an endless cycle.
There are also beautiful things in memories. After all, everyone goes from their prime to old age.
But in these three palaces and six courtyards, there is no one who treats me sincerely.
On weekdays, even if I have great power, I still need to be cautious and tread carefully. My spirit is tense every day, and what I can feel is always endless tiredness.
Back then, I was so in love with the late emperor, but so what? In the end, he still had 3,000 beauties in his harem. But after my beauty faded, did I ever care about the time I had spent with him?
Just like a chess piece, my fate was destined from the moment I was born.
She was entrusted with the mission of the entire clan from birth and was taught all kinds of prosperity and formalities every day. When she was 12 years old, she was sent to this deep palace.
There is no one around me whom I can trust. I live alone in a palace in a foreign land, walking on thin ice every day.
It was not until later, after I had an encounter with the late emperor, that I felt the direction of the light again during that brief and warm companionship.
So I lost myself in that brief warmth, and I really wished that moment could last forever and keep me warm forever.
But it is obvious that in the six courtyards of the imperial palace, there is no such thing as permanence, and no one's favor can last forever.
Even if I am someone with stunning looks, it is impossible for me to be favored forever.
But the more beautiful you were and how favored you were before, the harder your life would be after you fell out of favor.
I don’t even remember how I got through those days, but the only belief that supported me at that time was that I must become a woman of supreme honor.
Sure enough, in the end she successfully defeated everyone and ascended the throne of Queen Mother.
But what awaits me in the end is still endless loneliness.
It was not until this time that she began to gradually turn evil, telling herself to take care of her health and that all her misfortunes were caused by the emperor.
Therefore, he gradually began to hate everyone in the palace. It can be said that everyone was his target of revenge.
If it weren't for these hypocritical royal faces, how could I have become a bird trapped in a cage?
So he began to practice his family's secret skills in secret. It was because he knew a little bit that he was able to successfully defeat others.
In this way, she continued to practice in the deep palace year after year, and finally made some progress.
When that night came and I saw that my puppet control technique was successful, I felt so happy.
That's right, he wanted to use puppetry to hollow out the royal family, turning it into a complete empty shell, and ultimately make sure that there would no longer be any imperial power in this world.
When Su Muyan heard this, her mouth was open so wide that an egg could fit in it, and she had no idea what to say.
All I know is that this woman is crazy now. The genius is on the left and the madman is on the right, but this woman seems to be able to do both at the same time.
Because she had to admit that she was halfway successful now, after all, the emperor had been controlled by him.
And now all events are developing towards the gradual decline of the royal family.
It's just a pity. This woman is pitiful, but also sad. She doesn't understand that the country is so big. Without the checks and balances of the royal family, how could it be as peaceful as it is now?
Maybe by then it won't just be a question of freedom, but a situation where all lives are devastated, people are displaced, and war breaks out everywhere.
It's a pity that this woman has gradually lost her mind and can't think about these problems at all, so I keep trying to put this idea that supports me into practice.
And not moving to the royal family may be her biggest motivation at the moment, and the support for her life.
Not long after, when the woman came out of the secret room, Su Muyan also followed her out quietly.
I have to say, it's absolutely crazy and outrageous!
If he really succeeded in doing this, his soul would be ruined. Su Muyan couldn't imagine how she would protect her two children and let them grow up safely in such a chaotic world.
Even if you grow up safely, what good is it if you live in a turbulent society?
So this time I have to choose to stop it, even if it is not for the sake of justice in the world, even if it is just for my two children and family, I have to do it.
Before being discovered, he had already sneaked into the queen's secret room, fearing that Taigen would come.
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