That night, Shen Yanxiu and Gu Xingze slept beside Su Jin's sickbed like two bodyguards.
Su Jin had a nightmare all night.
I had a long-awaited dream where 007 showed her her first life, but this time it wasn't from a first-person perspective, but from God's perspective, seeing everything she experienced.
See her confusion, see her strength, and see her despair.
No matter how hard she tries, her fate is already sealed.
She raised her head amidst a scene of corpses and blood.
She looked up at the sky, and then at Su Jin.
His eyes were filled with tears and blood.
Su Jin was so frightened that she snapped out of the dream and saw her making a deal with the Supreme God.
"It's a pity. If you had stopped when you killed the first person, the law might have taken it into consideration. But since you killed four people, the probability of you being sentenced to death is very high."
She was smiling so happily.
Do you think I'm afraid of dying?
The Supreme God couldn't see through her. "Normal people are afraid of death. The human desire to live is always greater than the desire to die. That's why people can't suffocate themselves."
"No, death would be a relief for me. I'm just unwilling to accept it. If I had stopped after killing the first person, my life would have been ruined. I would have been unable to live or die from then on."
Her smile didn't reach her eyes. "But I killed them all! Those who brought me suffering, they all went to hell with me."
The Supreme God seemed to be deep in thought. "That's why you always carry a knife with you, but you've never committed suicide. I thought you were afraid of death, but it turns out you were looking for an opportunity. You've wanted to kill them for a long time."
She turned her head away, refusing to look at the point of light. "There are many people suffering in this world, living lives worse than death. How can you be so naive as to think they're only afraid of those few minutes of pain?"
"It seems I still have a lot to learn. Perhaps you could let me learn some things."
The point of light floated around her, "or rather, it's a study, a study of why humans, who are clearly so fragile, have such strong explosive power and endurance?"
"It doesn't matter."
Upon hearing these three words, Su Jin woke up with a start, only to see Shen Yanxiu's worried face.
"Ah Jin? Does it hurt a lot? Why are you crying?"
Su Jin wiped her eyes.
"fine."
Shen Yanxiu was worried about her. "I'll go find a doctor."
Su Jin slowly got up and hugged her legs.
Why did I suddenly dream about her?
Is it reminding itself of something?
Or was it a dream? Is 007 back?
Su Jin got out of bed and asked the nurse, Luo Feifei, where her ward was.
She walked to the ward and saw Lin Shi there.
"What happened?"
Lin Shi turned her head, looking like she had something on her mind.
"She...she seems to have amnesia?"
"ah?"
Lin Shi then denied what she had just said, "No, when I went in, she asked me who I was, so I asked her, 'Do you still know who you are?' She said, 'Yes, I know, I am Luo Yu.'"
When Su Jin recalled researching, she found that Luo Feifei was her stage name, and her real name was Luo Yu.
"No way... that fall really put her soul back in place?"
Su Jin pushed open the door and went in.
Luo Feifei opened her bewildered eyes and asked her, "Excuse me, who are you?"
Su Jin didn't answer, but instead asked her, "You know who you are? Then do you know what day it is?"
Luo Feifei said "Oh," and added, "I was about to ask you, isn't it May? Why is the weather so cold?"
Su Jin became increasingly curious. Judging from her reaction, she had no idea that her body had been taken over. So where had she been all this time?
"Luo Yu, it's already the end of the year."
Luo Feifei looked puzzled. "How is that possible?"
Su Jin handed her the phone.
Luo Feifei carefully looked at the various messages on her phone.
A few minutes later, she cried out in fear and terror, "These aren't me! I didn't do these things!"
Su Jin comforted her, "Don't get agitated. Do you remember where you've been these past few months?"
Luo Feifei shook her head, "I don't know, I don't know. I only remember that I was filming Changyan. After the wrap party, I went to bed and then I was here. Six months later?"
Did I travel through time?
Su Jin leaned against the door frame the whole time, her expression unchanged.
"You didn't time travel, let me have a doctor examine you."
As Su Jin left the ward, Lin Shi quickly asked her, "What happened?"
Su Jin shook her head and said nothing.
"A Jin!"
Shen Yanxiu rushed over with the doctor, "Where did you go? Why didn't you tell me? I've been looking for you for ages."
He tried to touch Su Jin's head, but she subtly dodged him.
"I'm fine, why are you making such a fuss about calling a doctor?"
She's currently preoccupied with a series of issues and doesn't want to see anyone unrelated to her.
"By the way, the patient inside has woken up; we should go in and take a look."
Su Jinyue walked past Shen Yanxiu back to the ward, completely oblivious to his disappointed expression.
Lin Shi tiptoed after her, "What exactly happened? Did she really come back to life? How terrifying."
Su Jin asked her, "Do you believe it?"
"...You mean, she was acting."
...
On the day Su Jin was discharged from the hospital, the director and other guests came to see her off.
"Su Jin".
It was Luo Feifei, still wearing her hospital gown.
She walked over hesitantly. "Are you being discharged from the hospital?"
"yes."
"I saw comments online saying that our relationship is not good. Did I do something wrong in the past?"
Su Jin said seriously, "Yes, quite a lot."
Luo Feifei lowered her head in shame. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what irreversible thing I did. I'm sorry."
Su Jin took a few steps forward without revealing her expression, carefully observing the person in front of her.
Luo Feifei asked nervously, "W-what's wrong?"
"It's nothing. I wish you a speedy recovery, Luoyu."
Luo Feifei smiled.
"Okay, goodbye."
Su Jin got into the car, and Shen Yanxiu tentatively reached out to take her hand, which she did not pull away from.
Shen Yanxiu secretly breathed a sigh of relief. He had noticed that she was in a bad mood these past few days and thought it was his fault, so he had been unusually quiet.
Su Jin lay in the car but suddenly felt bored.
Tired of my current life.
I'm tired of the person next to me.
But she knew she couldn't say it, or she would be such a jerk.
Arrived home.
Shen Yanxiu busied himself helping her pack her belongings and luggage.
"Ah Jin, do you want to take a shower? Are you tired?"
Su Jin didn't look at him and went straight to the bed.
"No need, you can go back."
Shen Yanxiu looked up, confused, and asked, "Where do I go back to?"
Su Jin waved her hand, "Of course I'm going back to your house. Otherwise, are you going to stay here with me? I don't want to."
Shen Yanxiu put down what he was doing.
“Ajin…I have no home, I only have you.”
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