Xiao Hongyi hoped that Jiang Chen would give up.
Because if one has a good heart and walks the right path, but what he gets in return is the injustice of this world, then why should he be wronged?
But Jiang Chen did not give up.
He was still trying, still trying to gain recognition from others.
As a result, there was no change.
Gradually, the conflict between Jiang Chen and Lin Mubai became irreconcilable. Qing Ning, who had always been close to him, was completely disappointed.
Even the dull and honest Mu Kui was affected by many coincidences and resented Jiang Chen, the senior brother. ✺
Xiao Hongyi saw all this.
Knowing that Jiang Chen could not hear her words, she still kept persuading him.
But...
"A bunch of fools, played around by this God, I am the only one in the world who is sober." One day, Jiang Chen whispered while lying on a smooth boulder with a spiritual grass in his mouth.
His white clothes fluttered in the wind.
His eyes were still shining.
He still wanted to use his own strength to tear apart the darkness that enveloped the world.
He...
He didn't even resent others, but blamed everything on God.
With pain in her heart, Xiao Hongyi cried again.
She was proud of this disciple, but felt even more guilty for her distrust.
Self-blame, guilt, sin, and other emotions almost overwhelmed her.
But she still insisted.
Because her disciple was still working hard, she, the master, didn't deserve to collapse!
Since then, Jiang Chen became alone, and people avoided him wherever he went.
Xiao Hongyi felt that her heart was bleeding.
Especially when she heard herself in the picture constantly emphasizing "Jiang Chen, don't let your master down", she not only felt it was harsh, but even wanted to strangle herself in the picture to death! Tear it apart!
Disappointment?
From the beginning to the end, wasn't it her as the master who really disappointed people? !
She began to hate herself, insult herself, and even scolded everyone.
Because it is their stupidity, ignorance, and self-confidence that have caused Jiang Chen to be abandoned by his friends and relatives!
Until...
Lin Feng became his disciple.
Xiao Hongyi had hope for this son of destiny.
She thought that since Lin Feng was the son of destiny, he should not be affected by God, right?
Maybe Lin Feng could see Jiang Chen's true nature and help Jiang Chen explain.
But reality,
slapped her again.
If Jiang Chen was abandoned by his friends and relatives before, then what awaited him after that was the bottomless abyss. And Lin Feng was the big hand that tried its best to drag Jiang Chen into the abyss.
After Lin Feng became his disciple.
Jiang Chen's "evil deeds" and their exaggerated speed increased, but he no longer needed his master to punish him.
Because every time Jiang Chen did "evil deeds", Lin Feng would appear at the first time! From the perspective of "justice", he would impose various punishments!
And after each punishment, the people around him would give Lin Feng a higher evaluation!
Over time, not only Jiufeng, but even the entire Jiuyan Sect, regarded Jiang Chen as a rat crossing the street, and Lin Feng became the "representative of justice".
Seeing these scenes, Xiao Hongyi's delicate body trembled with anger.
She finally understood.
Lin Feng, the son of destiny, is the protagonist of the world favored by heaven and earth. And Jiang Chen is just a stepping stone prepared by God for him...
Precisely because he is a stepping stone, God does not allow Jiang Chen to turn over.
Precisely because he is a stepping stone, whether it is her or other people, it is easy to feel disgusted!
Jiang Chen is right.
Except for himself, everyone is a fool, played around by God.
She does not think that such an excuse can reduce her own sins and guilt. But for the first time, she understood the truth of this world.
Time continues to pass.
The appearance of Lin Feng made Jiufeng resume laughter.
But no one noticed that Jiang Chen's increasingly gloomy expression under the laughter.
But even so!
Jiang Chen still didn't give up!
He knew he was hated, but he still accompanied Lin Mubai to sing for a thousand days, and still tried to rebuild his relationship with Qing Ning.
He also took good care of the dull and honest Mu Kui, and wanted to help Jiang Lianyue to eradicate the cold poison caused by the practice.
Everything seemed to be moving in a good direction.
Jiang Chen's reputation gradually improved, and his relationship with his junior brothers and sisters was also breaking the ice. Even Xiao Hongyi in the picture was happy every day.
But...
If you want to make people completely disappointed and desperate, you must first give them hope.
This God is very good at playing with people's hearts.
"Jiang Chen! You beast!!"
Lin Mubai's roar broke everyone's hope.
Looking at the picture, Jiang Chen, who was holding the innate Taoist bone with blood still on his hand, looked stunned, and himself who came "in time".
Xiao Hongyi felt a sharp pain in his heart again.
Witnessing with her own eyes that her master, after abolishing Jiang Chen's cultivation and expelling him from the sect, actually hid and cried behind closed doors.
For the first time, she felt.
She was really hypocritical.
Seeing Jiang Chen being taken away by Chen Sheng, she also broke through many obstacles and wanted to follow Jiang Chen.
But she was obviously in the upper fourth realm of cultivation, but she couldn't cross the chasm in front of her...
She didn't wait by the chasm, but returned to the top of the dangerous peak, in front of the Hongyu Pavilion.
Because this is home.
Her and Jiang Chen's home.
Jiang Chen had only been here once, but she could smell Jiang Chen's scent and feel Jiang Chen's warmth here.
Sitting in front of the Hongyu Pavilion,
Tears flowed uncontrollably, and in the haze of tears, she seemed to see the young man fishing by the pond again.
"Master, will you always believe in me?" The young man turned his head and asked.
"I can't." Xiao Hongyi replied.
"Why?"
"Because I don't deserve it..."
…
…
Xiao Hongyi didn't know how long she had stayed here.
As if punishing her, the scene in front of her stopped changing and she could clearly feel the passage of time.
During this period, she saw herself again.
Every once in a while, the self in this world will come here, put down some spiritual fruits in the red jade pavilion, and then stand in the spiritual pool in a daze until the next day before leaving.
Obviously.
Even in this world, I still remember that this is her and Jiang Chen's home.
But such an action made Xiao Hongyi's heart hurt even more.
Because it was obviously her who caused this situation with her own hands... 4
Also obviously.
Both she and herself in the picture were waiting.
Wait for Jiang Chen to show up here.
This day.
The self in the picture came again, and said to himself in an extremely sad voice: "The Jiang family was destroyed..."
Hearing this, Xiao Hongyi suddenly raised his head.
She didn't wait for Jiang Chen to come home, but she waited for the news that Jiang Chen's real home was destroyed!
The guilt creeps in again.
Although she also knew that as long as the ancestor of the Jiang family did not fall, the dynasty would not act easily.
But the Jiang family sent Jiang Chen to the Jiuyan Sect just for protection!
But she, the master, drove Jiang Chen back with her own hands, allowing Jiang Chen to witness the destruction of the Jiang family with his own eyes, and her own life was also at stake!
Xiao Hongyi couldn't wait any longer.
She left this place and began to search aimlessly in the Central Territory.
she knows.
If Jiang Chen survives by chance, he can only escape from the upper realm and go to the middle or lower realm to escape from the nose of the empress and gain a chance of survival.
The truth was what she thought.
Although she did not find Jiang Chen, she learned from other monks that Jiang Chen was "committing evil" in the Hengduan Mountains.
She breathed a sigh of relief and headed to the Hengduan Mountains.
But by then, Jiang Chen had already left.
She asked around again and learned that Jiang Chen appeared in Guilinghunyuan.
But when he arrived, Jiang Chen left again.
Not only that, whenever Jiang Chen appeared in a place, she would always miss him when she rushed to see him.
"Why? Why don't you let me see him? Do you want to punish me? Then at least let me accompany him through this life! I know I don't deserve it, but please!" Xiao Hongyi looked up to the sky and cried.
She cried so hard that her voice became hoarse.
But as a result, nothing changed.
She could only get some information from the discussions of other monks.
Jiang Chen got acquainted with a witch from the Wandao Demon Sect. The witch fell in love with her at first sight and began an almost pathological pursuit.
The witch said that she and Jiang Chen were a perfect match and no one could separate them.
She doesn’t just say it, she also does it.
She didn't care if Jiang Chen was good or bad, she only wanted to kill all Jiang Chen's enemies, even if that person was her master.
After she learned about Jiang Chen's experience, she even went to Jiuyan Sect, hoping to kill all those who bullied Jiang Chen.
Of course, that includes myself.
Originally, Xiao Hongyi was extremely disgusted with this kind of demonic behavior.
But after learning all this, after a few years, she finally laughed.
She is very happy.
Because in this world, there really is such a person who doesn't care about Jiang Chen's good or bad, but will never leave Jiang Chen.
Unlike her, who often makes mistakes without realizing it...
But the joy didn't last long.
What the witch did harmed Jiang Chen. Her behavior was also determined to be instigated by Jiang Chen.
This aroused the anger of all forces. Not only did she, the master, say that she wanted to clean up the family, but other forces also pointed all their fingers at Jiang Chen and launched a crazy pursuit.
Afterwards, Jiang Chen was defeated by Lin Feng and his former classmates, and he blew up his own spiritual sword and fled.
The witch, in order to protect Jiang Chen, took the initiative to show up at Qiyao Sword Pavilion.
she,
He abolished all his cultivation, surrendered and admitted all his crimes.
Then,
Died tragically under the rain of swords from the sky...
"I wanted to help him, but I didn't want to harm him. If this is his request, then I want to be a good person in my next life." Before she died, the witch said this.
Before she died, she was still smiling...
It is said that he smiled happily.
And when she learned that Jiang Chen was alone again, Xiao Hongyi's heart hurt even more and her consciousness became trance-like.
She frequently hallucinated, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying.
No one noticed that there was a figure in red everywhere in the vast Central Territory, constantly looking around.
Her eyes were completely dull, just like the walking zombie who could only repeat one sentence.
"Jiang Chen, where are you..."