Song Xiwei remembered.
At that time, she received a mission from Kongxi: to go down the mountain to convert the young demon lord and guide him onto the right path.
They thought it was all a beautiful beginning, but little did they know that the gaps would become the source of slaughter.
"If I hadn't met Aoqian back then, hadn't encountered Aoqian when he was a child, hadn't gone back to mention him to my master, and hadn't volunteered to help Aoqian after my master spoke with the heavenly officials, would my master have taken action to massacre Chidu?"
Song Xiwei's gaze at the gap was calm and without the slightest ripple.
Aoqian's enemy was none other than the person standing right in front of him.
She once regarded them as family, as her most respected elders.
She respected him and wanted to understand that he had those feelings for her because he had asked for a calamity.
If he hadn't massacred Chidu, hadn't done those things to Aoqian, and hadn't lied to himself about so many things...
She told him everything honestly, and felt that if things took their natural course, how could she possibly have the idea of leaving him?
No matter how far she went, she was always a homebody, and she always thought about him because he was the family she relied on.
Because of the emotional entanglement between the two, she knew that if Kongxi hadn't made any major mistakes, she and Kongxi might have truly fallen in love.
But now, it all seems impossible.
One should not make any excuses for the mistakes one has made, even in the name of love.
"I don't know, I only know that you belong to me." Kongxi couldn't answer Song Xiwei's question, but he was certain that he would include her as his possession.
Song Xi frowned slightly as she looked at him. "You adopted me because I was your destined love tribulation, right?"
Although he had vaguely mentioned the matter of his love tribulation, he never said it outright.
However, everything is now clear at a glance.
The gap acknowledged, "Yes."
"Then why do you let me treat you like family? Don't you know that once I've already decided to see you as family and grown up under your care, it's unlikely that I'll develop any other feelings for you? Or do you want me to get caught up in some kind of twisted emotion?"
Song Xiwei couldn't understand it.
A long sigh escaped from the gap, "Perhaps it's because I'm ignorant."
In the gap, he realized that everything was a mistake on his part, that he thought the tribulations of love were under his control.
As long as you keep her by your side, as long as you don't give her love, and don't treat her like a lover, and let her respect you as an elder, the emotional turmoil will be easily resolved.
But he later realized that the distance he created, as well as the generational gap, only changed his position in her heart.
Because of her mistaken perceptions and flawed handling of the situation, she was pushed further and further away, and by the time she wanted to change, it was too late.
If he could go back to the past, he would never have been able to separate his emotions from his own, much less use his jealousy to make Ze Lin commit those atrocities.
Unfortunately, it was all too late.
Since we can't go back, let's change the present and change the future.
“I can spare Ao Qian, return Chi Du to him, return the Demon Clan to him, and as for Wan Wan, I can leave her alone, as long as you come back with me.” Kong Xi’s face was full of deep affection as he gazed at Song Xiwei with an almost pleading look.
"What happens after I go back with you? What position do I have to stay by your side? Do I still treat you as an elder like before? Or do I treat you as my man?" Song Xi looked at the gap with a wry smile and asked bluntly.
“We can take it slow until you accept me. I won’t force you, but the condition is that you can’t leave my side anymore.” The gap was clear. The reason why the love tribulation started to get out of control was that Song Xiwei was never by his side. Once he learned that Song Xiwei was too intimate with other people, the love tribulation would drive him crazy.
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