"But I'm still reflecting on things. There are some things I haven't thought through. You should go back first."
Ao Qian sighed, seemingly troubled by something.
Song Xiwei hurriedly asked with concern, "What are you reflecting on? Have you encountered some trouble? Why don't you tell me, and see if I can help..."
I had promised to help Aoqian with his burdens, but because of my own selfishness, it seems I ended up doing more harm than good.
Song Xiwei felt even more guilty.
"I'm thinking about whether I should give up." Aoqian lowered his eyes, revealing a sad expression. "Sometimes it's easy to think about taking things on and putting them down, but it's so hard to do it."
"Since giving up is so hard, let's not give up. Whatever difficulties we encounter, we'll face them together, okay?" Song Xiwei comforted Aoqian, patting him on the shoulder.
Aoqian looked at her with a wry smile, "But I'm a selfish person, and I'm afraid I can't change it. I can't bring myself to wrong myself, and I can't pretend to be magnanimous and let go."
"Then don't wrong yourself, don't give up, do what you want to do! I will support you!" Although she didn't know what had happened to Aoqian, seeing how depressed and downcast he was, Song Xiwei had long put everything else aside and making Aoqian happy was the most important thing.
"You said it yourself, Song Xiwei. You said you would support me. Remember what you said, I will take it seriously!" Ao Qian knew that Song Xiwei didn't know what was bothering him, but he still encouraged him warmly.
The essential difference between them is that Song Xiwei's warmth will never be stingy with him.
And he...
The whole day was spent not seeing Song Xiwei when he opened his eyes, and unable to contact her.
All his hidden thoughts and emotions erupted completely.
From anxious eagerness to breakdown, and then forcing myself to remain calm...
Then, I forced myself to cut off this relationship, no matter how painful it was.
Let go, let her go, let her do what she wants, even if it means leaving him.
He had clearly made such preparations, and he thought he could do it.
But she only said a few words, a smile, and warmly expressed her support for him.
That completely shattered the decision he had so painstakingly made.
He was indeed more selfish at heart.
He felt his life would be incomplete without Song Xiwei, and he was unwilling to waste it like that.
"The reason I left a note and left today was actually..." Song Xiwei thought for a moment, then decided to confess to Aoqian that she had almost made a mistake and lost her composure.
Before she could finish speaking, Aoqian covered her mouth, saying, "I really enjoy listening to you talk to me, but I don't want to hear about your desire to leave me."
Song Xiwei wisely kept quiet.
I will never mention this matter again.
"What's wrong with your body? Do you have any internal injuries? Why didn't I know?" Now that the topic was no longer brought up, Song Xiwei was most concerned about Aoqian's physical condition.
Upon hearing this, Ao Qian lowered his head. "Can I not tell you?"
"No, this is the only thing I need to know. Nothing is more important than your health!" Song Xiwei insisted.
"It was from anger, it came out of me," Aoqian answered Song Xiwei's question with his head down.
Song Xiwei: "!!!"
"It was because of me today..." Song Xiwei couldn't bring herself to say it.
Aoqian looked up at her, his eyes growing redder and redder. "If you're joking with me, Song Xiwei, one joke like this is enough. But if it's not a joke, and you really want to leave, I hope this is the last time. I can't accept you sneaking away from me without a word, leaving me without my knowledge. How can I sleep peacefully by your side after this? If I wake up again, will I never see you again?"
"I'm so sorry..." Song Xiwei was filled with remorse. She hadn't handled this matter well.
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