She didn't know how to face Aoqian, so she needed some time to calm herself down.
That's why, during those six months, she always knew where Ao was, but never went to look for him.
I never imagined that six months later, the one time I couldn't resist going to see him, it would turn out like this.
And now, Aoqian tells her that he likes her, that he's liked her for two years...
This was utterly unbelievable to Song Xiwei.
But she felt even more strongly that Aoqian might have made a mistake.
Half a year ago, she risked her life to save Aoqian. Because of the two hours of intimacy between them, Aoqian mistakenly thought that he liked her.
Song Xiwei's mind was actually quite unclear, so she subconsciously felt that Aoqian was similar to her, and that it must be because of that incident that he was confused and mistakenly thought that she liked him.
Song Xiwei decided to pull Aoqian back from the brink because she couldn't give him a response and didn't want their relationship to become the most unstable kind without her understanding of what was going on.
So she looked at Aoqian very seriously and said, "You said yourself that you've never hugged or kissed anyone else, and you've never tried to get along with anyone else. So how do you know that you can't live without me?"
"What do you mean?" Aoqian's face darkened; he was very dissatisfied with Song Xiwei's words.
Song Xiwei explained to Aoqian, "Actually, you can try talking to a few more people, open your heart to others, and you might find that your feelings for me aren't what you think..."
Before Song Xiwei could finish speaking, she noticed that Aoqian had clenched his fist and his eyes were filled with fury that seemed to be spitting fire.
"Don't be angry, okay? I'm not saying you should just date anyone casually, but rather that you should have a plan and a strategy. For example, first think about what type of person you like, and then their personality, and other aspects..."
Aoqian looked at Song Xiwei with disappointment. He knew that Song Xiwei clearly wanted to escape. Her eagerness to push him to someone else made him very sad. Under normal circumstances, Aoqian would have already made her feel sorry for him by feigning grievances.
But he was also a man of principle, and he didn't want to use tears to win back Song Xiwei at this time. He had to force Song Xiwei to face reality instead of running away from it again and again.
So, Aoqian looked at Song Xiwei and asked her in a deep voice, "Can you find someone exactly like you? It has to be exactly the same, not even the slightest difference. Can you find another one exactly like you for me?"
Song Xiwei was speechless.
After a long pause, she finally spoke: "Why insist on hanging yourself on one tree? The outside world is so wonderful, you haven't even seen it yet..."
"It's your own fault for not wanting to take responsibility for me and being greedy for the outside world!" Aoqian gritted his teeth at the thought of Song Xiwei abandoning him for half a year.
Especially now that he's almost certain that Song Xiwei couldn't possibly be completely indifferent to him, that she likes him without even realizing it, he's even more convinced that Song Xiwei's resolute departure from him half a year ago was not only a transaction with someone else, but also her own discomfort after having that kind of relationship with him.
This coward never consults with anyone when problems arise; he always tries to escape and solve problems instead.
Where did that decisive and ruthless spirit I usually have when dealing with enemies go?
Aoqian was both angry and annoyed by Aoqian's casual attitude towards relationships.
But I couldn't bear to really do anything to her.
Who could blame him when Song Xiwei was the most precious person in his heart?
No matter how much trouble his beloved causes, she still has special privileges, and he is even more reluctant to do anything to her.
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