"I won't say anything more, I believe you." How could Aoqian allow Song Xiwei to swear a solemn oath on herself?
Song Xiwei was interrupted and looked helpless. "I wasn't finished!"
"You don't need to swear on yourself..."
Song Xiwei paused for a moment, "I didn't swear on myself. What I meant was, if I'm lying to you, may we never be able to love each other again..."
This time, it seems Aoqian has been struck by lightning.
"you……"
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"How could you! You..."
Aoqian looked like he was about to vomit blood from anger. "Song Xiwei, you might as well not have made the oath at all. How could you so casually use our love for each other as an oath!"
Aoqian seemed quite devastated, his eyes were very red.
"I like you. Does that mean I've committed a terrible mistake? You keep saying you don't like me and that I shouldn't like you either. You even said that my liking you was a mistake on my part. Do you think I'm just deceiving myself? But I think you haven't figured it out. Since we both have disagreements with each other, why don't we compromise and give it a try? Whether it's right or not, we can only judge by trying, instead of making decisions based on speculation. That would be unfair to everyone!"
Aoqian stared intently at Song Xiwei, each word striking Song Xiwei's heart like a hammer blow.
"You want to try with me?" Song Xiwei's mind was still in a mess.
"I can't possibly try it with anyone else. I don't want to have any intimate contact with anyone other than you. That would be worse than killing me." Aoqian said each word slowly and deliberately, very seriously.
Song Xi sighed, "Then you'll never know if you'll fall in love with someone else. How can you be sure you only love me if you don't experience it? People should experience more of the world, see more scenery, and meet more new people..."
"Enough!" Song Xiwei was still struggling and pushing him away.
Ao Qian stared at Song Xiwei, his tone anything but gentle, even sharp and intimidating, "Since you keep saying you don't like me, why are you afraid to try me out?"
"I..." Song Xiwei really wanted to say that she wasn't afraid at all, that it was just a try, but when the words came out, she didn't know why, she felt guilty and couldn't say them.
She was also puzzled. She wasn't a coward, but things related to Aoqian always stumped her.
“If you don’t speak, I’ll take that as a yes, Song Xiwei. From now on, you and I can no longer interact as ordinary superiors and subordinates.” Ao Qian stared straight at her.
Song Xiwei quickly shook her head, "I haven't agreed to try it with you yet..."
Aoqian paused for a moment, but patiently said, "Then I'll give you some time to think it over."
There was still room for consideration, and Song Xi breathed a sigh of relief.
Her mind was in complete chaos, and to make matters worse, Aoqian was staring straight at her, making her scalp tingle.
Before she could tell him to stop staring, even though she wasn't planning to run away, Aoqian urged her, "Have you thought it through?"
"How can I make up my mind so quickly..." Song Xiwei was so anxious that her head was spinning.
Ao Qian sighed softly, "But I can't wait any longer. What should I do? I've endured it for two years. I thought that as long as I didn't say anything, I could wait for you for a very long time—a year, ten years, ten thousand years. I even thought about waiting longer. But now it's different. I've confessed my feelings for you. What's done is done. Love has been spoken and can't be taken back. I can't get a response from you now. I'm so uneasy."
"Then find something else to do, distract yourself, and stop thinking about these things..." Song Xiwei suggested to him.
Upon hearing this, Aoqian pondered for a moment and nodded, "That makes sense. Your suggestion is quite good."
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