Song Xiwei couldn't bring herself to say it.
She could only let her tears fall even more profusely.
Aoqian was terrified and kept pouring his spiritual energy into her, trying to warm her cold body.
“Song Xiwei…”
"I'm sorry, I was wrong..."
"I'll never force you again..."
"You don't like me, and I won't be angry with you anymore, I won't pressure you anymore, you just have to behave yourself..."
"If you want to be my subordinate, then continue to be my subordinate. Just pretend I never said anything before, forget about it. From now on, I'll try my best not to like you and not to force you to respond to me. Just be nice and don't scare me like this anymore..."
Aoqian was already in tears without realizing it.
how so?
The spiritual energy could not be injected into Song Xiwei's body at all.
She and Aoqian could already share their spiritual power, so why are they now repelling each other?
Aoqian didn't believe it and tried again, but still failed.
He was filled with regret.
Because of a moment of anger, he forced Song Xiwei.
Looking back, I realize that I felt absolutely no pity for Song Xiwei back then.
Even now, looking at Song Xiwei, her scars are still so obvious. Just how bastard could he be to do such a thing?
Was it because I pressured Song Xiwei that she got into trouble...?
Why did Song Xiwei turn out this way?
"Aoqian, if one day I suddenly disappear, will you forget me?" Song Xiwei asked after a long while.
Her voice was weak, her tears had dried, and her eyes were still filled with sorrow and listlessness.
"Aoqian thought that when Song Xiwei said 'disappear,' she meant leaving him, leaving Chidu, and not wanting to stay by his side."
He was very upset, knowing that he had really made a mistake this time, and he kept apologizing.
"Are you going to leave me to calm down? For how long?" Aoqian asked again.
Song Xiwei opened her lips, but couldn't utter a word.
"Will you be gone for a long time?" Aoqian assumed that was the case when she didn't answer.
He was very careful, afraid that he might hurt Song Xiwei again because of his actions.
Seeing how cautious Aoqian was, afraid of offending her, Song Xiwei felt a lump in her throat and her nose tingled. "Yes, it will take a long time."
"Is it... is it longer than ten thousand years?" Aoqian's eyes welled up with tears, and his voice trembled violently.
Song Xiwei felt as if her heart had been torn to pieces. She never knew a heart could hurt so much, so much so that she felt weak all over. "Maybe, forever."
After she finished speaking, tears streamed down Aoqian's face.
He squatted on the ground and wailed loudly.
"I really know I was wrong..."
Song Xiwei reached out to touch his head. Silly boy, you love me so much, what did you do wrong?
Aoqian cried until he was about to suffocate, "Could I see you once in a while? I won't bother you, I just want to see you..."
Aoqian's voice was hoarse from crying. He raised his head and looked at Song Xiwei with pleading in his eyes.
Song Xiwei looked at Aoqian with tears streaming down her face. She knew she would never see him again. She hurriedly wiped away her tears, wanting to see Aoqian's face more clearly.
"Forget it, I'm gone. You should forget me as soon as possible." The pain was so intense it felt like her whole body was contorted.
I never knew that every breath I take now hurts so much. I never knew that making you forget me, never knowing that I will never see you again, would hurt so much.
Does the amount of pain equate to the amount of love?
If that's the case, Aoqian, I love you, I love you so much.
Aoqian burst into tears again, sobbing uncontrollably, "How could you be so heartless? Are you going to never see me again? I told you I wouldn't force you to like me... This time I didn't lie to you, I really won't force you to respond to me anymore..."
Song Xiwei felt as if her heart was being torn apart. She opened her mouth, wanting to say so much, but just as she was about to utter a sound, she felt a sweet taste in her throat and spurted out fresh blood.
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