"..." Song Xiwei was speechless.
Why does Xiao Zhuang have so many feelings?
"Don't think I'm being annoying, but I just feel that life is so short, we absolutely can't let ourselves have any regrets. Aoqian is good-looking, and although he has a bad temper, he's really amazing to you. I've always felt that he's special to you, that he'd do anything for you. I thought that with someone who's so good to you, I could feel more at ease. But I really don't know what you're thinking. So, when you left Chidu this time, when you didn't have many days left, I think I've figured it out: there's really no possibility between you and Aoqian."
Seeing that Song Xiwei still didn't speak, Xiao Zhuang said, "Although I can't stand Aoqian, he's quite pitiful. In the face of love, even I, who am humble, feel that he must have owed you a lot of debts in his past life, otherwise why would he be chasing after you like this in this life?"
"Is he pitiful?" Song Xiwei's eyelids twitched, and her eyes reddened involuntarily. "Then do you think I'm being unreasonable? He's always done so much for me, and even though I know how he feels about me, I've been hesitant to give him an answer. In your opinion, am I being unreasonable?"
"What's so excessive about this? It's a matter of mutual consent. He likes you because he wants to like you. If you don't like him, it just means you're not meant to be and can't reciprocate each other's feelings. It's not your fault. Liking someone can't be measured by anything; it's a simple, pure, and natural emotion that should happen."
Listening to Xiao Zhuang talk about love so eloquently, it's clear he's experienced and knowledgeable.
Song Xiwei's lips curled up, and a sweet smile bloomed on her face as if she had thought of something. "Xiao Zhuang, actually, Aoqian's feelings are not one-sided. He has never been in love with her in a one-sided way."
"What do you mean?" Xiao Zhuang was stunned for a moment, probably not quite understanding what Song Xiwei meant by that.
Song Xiwei pointed to her heart, which was beating rapidly. Each beat seemed to tell her, "You like Aoqian. You've liked Aoqian for a long time."
“I said, I actually like Aoqian too, maybe I've liked him for a long time, but I never thought about it carefully because I was a girl disguised as a boy. I always misunderstood that he liked someone else. Recently, the misunderstanding was cleared up and I realized that there was never anyone else, it was always me. And he was so funny. He always thought I liked other girls and was always on guard against me, like I was a thief. You know what? Aoqian tried to cultivate that special magic to become a woman several times for me. He can overcome everything and give up everything for the love of me. He seems to be a really brave person.”
Speaking of these things, Song Xiwei had to admit that she was always very clear about what Aoqian had done for her, without the slightest ambiguity.
Xiao Zhuang looked at Song Xiwei in astonishment, "Then why didn't you spend your last days with him? When he sent me a telepathic message, I could sense that he thought you were going to leave with the You Clan prince and might not be able to return. He was worried that something might happen to you, so he came to me to keep you company. I felt that he was quite insecure about you, quite humble. If he could hear what you said in person, I think he would probably die without regrets."
“I am like this now, and I change every day. If I stay by his side, it will be exposed sooner or later. Moreover, the reason I have refrained from telling him that I also like him is because I am afraid that if I really do in the future… It’s better not to give him an answer. It would be better to have something and then lose it than to have it at all. Perhaps we are really destined to be apart.”
Song Xiwei herself didn't realize that as soon as she finished speaking, tears streamed down her face, making her look extremely sad.
Xiao Zhuang sighed, "Are you stupid? Are you going to hide and die by yourself? He'll find out eventually. How will he face that? I think if you die, Aoqian will either go crazy or follow you in death. He won't let it go."
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