"What he is like at heart is not for others to decide, but for him to choose his own path. In the past, he was in darkness, and no one was willing to help him, but now that he is willing to accept my help, I will stand with him. At least this time, he listened to me, did not go to extremes, and did not kill indiscriminately. He is willing to turn to good, which shows that he is not beyond redemption at heart. On the contrary, what kind of uprightness do you have by saying so many slanderous things about him?"
The sense of powerlessness in the void grew stronger.
"How do you know he's only pretending to be like this because he sees his current predicament and is trying to trick you into risking your life for him? Once you're free from the clutches of the Six Realms, who can guarantee he won't repay kindness with enmity?"
"Are you serious?" Song Xiwei didn't want to make things too awkward.
But the gaps kept provoking it.
"What did you say to Aoqian behind my back? Do you really think I know nothing? Those days when he and I lost contact, you were the one who orchestrated it, weren't you? You made him feel that he shouldn't be a burden to me, and you made him persuade me to stay in Penglai. I really don't believe that no one was behind this. But now, you're saying that he tricked me and deliberately wanted me to risk my life for him. You probably don't know that when I lost control, that idiot could have stayed quietly in my space and avoided me, but he ran out because he was worried about me, and almost died at my hands."
Just because Song Xiwei didn't say it explicitly doesn't mean she was unaware.
It doesn't mean she's blind or can't even see people.
"Do you know? When I lost control back then, everyone was afraid of me, hated me, and even ostracized and isolated me. Although you protected me, can you honestly say you didn't feel ashamed that I embarrassed you? During that time, you sealed off that courtyard and didn't allow anyone to contact me. Besides protecting my safety, wasn't it because the negative impact of my loss of control made you feel ashamed?"
Looking back, at that time, she was out of control, very sad, confused, and in great pain. She didn't want to commit such a large-scale massacre more than anyone else.
She didn't want to...
However, no one can truly empathize with you.
Even the gaps...
She longed for someone to give her a warm embrace.
But it didn't happen.
This time, she lost control again, but there was someone who warmed her heart regardless of life or death.
Most memories from the time when things went out of control are indeed lost forever.
But the warmth that was given to her at that time did exist.
That idiot used the most clumsy and self-defeating method to gradually pull himself back to reality.
The price he paid was that he almost died by his own hand.
But he didn't utter a single complaint from beginning to end, nor did he use it to make her feel guilty or to make her repay him.
How could someone who gives so much to another without complaint not deserve our empathy and protection?
He was speechless in the gap.
He always thought that no one knew his secret thoughts.
But he suddenly realized that this girl was actually very perceptive and extremely intelligent.
Otherwise, she could not have achieved such accomplishments at such a young age.
Such a girl kept all of this to herself.
So many years...
If it weren't for today's opportunity, she probably would never have said it.
Yes, that's what happened after she lost control back then.
He never even gave her a warm hug.
I did feel embarrassed.
He was also afraid that her loss of control would be exposed, and that people would know that she was his love tribulation.
Subconsciously, he didn't approve of her.
Even though she is exceptionally talented.
Even with all her efforts, she couldn't undo the consequences of her one mistake.
Although he didn't want to admit it, it was true.
The gap was that he didn't fall in love with her when she was an obedient little girl.
But just when she was about to lose his affections, he fell madly in love with her.
Essentially, this isn't love; it's resentment at having something that belongs to you taken away, and because of the emotional entanglement, you see her as something that's already yours, and you can't accept that things have gone wrong.
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