Lingluo held his hand: "Last time, I didn't mean it, I was just afraid--"
Yue Liangze interrupted her: "I said, no matter what you become, I still like you."
He spoke more seriously than ever before.
Ling Luo's eyes were red, but she was smiling. Something filled her heart and made her feel that this world was so beautiful that it made her want to cry.
She opened the Death Mist Gate and took Yue Liangze away from Tianji.
The Death Mist Gate opened and closed, and Lingluo brought Yue Liangze back to Amaterasu Mountain.
There was a grand moonlight in the mountains. There were some small puddles in front of the dilapidated bamboo house. The little spirits gathered by the puddles to drink water. Suddenly they saw the two people coming back and surrounded them happily.
Lingluo asked them to go away and was about to let go of his hand but Yue Liangze grabbed it tightly.
She looked back and saw Yue Liangze gently stroking her face with his other hand, wiping away the blood on her face.
"Have you been here all these days?" he asked.
Ling Luo hummed, "Mount Amaterasu is very beautiful, you will like it here."
Yue Liangze's eyes reflected her appearance: "When did you know about Yun Shouxi?"
The words sounded a bit dull.
He had always felt that it was awkward to see Yun Shouxi and Ling Luo standing together. It was an indescribable subtlety that he could hardly ignore.
But this man is Lingluo's master, so he can't say a word.
Even if it was Yun Shouxi who blocked the letter, it could be considered that he did not want to have any dealings with the Holy Sword Sect.
Ling Luo answered honestly: "At the beginning."
Yue Liangze was silent.
He recalled Yun Shouxi's perverted behavior, and asked with a dark look in his eyes: "Who taught you how to kiss?"
Ever since he talked it out with Lingluo, he didn't want to remember or guess about these things. Anyway, the person Lingluo liked now was him, and he was the one who stayed with her.
Even if it was really Yun Shouxi, Yue Liangze would only think that this man was despicable and shameless, and would immediately pick up his sword and return to Tianji to kill him.
Lingluo thought Yue Liangze would be angry, but she didn't expect that he was jealous.
Then the well-behaved and honest look disappeared, and he smiled mischievously.
"It's really hard to say." Lingluo pretended to be thoughtful, "Are you jealous now?"
Yue Liangze's cold fingers rested on the corner of her lips: "Yes."
Ling Luo couldn't stop smiling, and took out the Feiting Pearl and handed it to him: "Then you can see for yourself who it is. I wanted to give it to you when I took it away. Anyway, it can't revive those dead people, but it can let you know who taught me, so it's not completely useless."
Yue Liangze felt a little depressed after listening to this.
You don't tell me, but you insist that I see it with my own eyes. And with this attitude, do you really think I'm invulnerable and won't feel any pain?
He was angry and aggrieved, he lowered his brows and kept silent, but he held the Feiting Pearl with such force that it seemed as if he wanted to crush it.
Ling Luo observed his expression and knew that she had pissed him off, so she said in a soothing tone, "I swear, the person I love the most is definitely you, it will always be you, and it will only be you."
Yue Liangze felt his chest getting hot when he heard this. He reached out and pulled the person into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her. He said in a hoarse voice, "I don't want to watch it anymore."
Ling Luo: “…”
That won’t work! You have to show me!
Ling Luo grabbed his shoulders and said, "I won't let anyone touch me casually. No one can do that unless I want to. You'll regret it if you don't watch it."
Yue Liangze was convinced by her, or perhaps Lingluo's confession just now gave him confidence, and he silently sent his soul into the Feiting Pearl.
Ling Luo helped him sit down on the eaves, and used her spiritual power to transfer the flower of suffering given by Heaven into the Feiting Pearl. The boat in the pearl that led to the underworld swayed gently, carrying a wisp of ghost wandering in the underworld.
Yue Liangze was taken to the water's edge by a boat, where he saw fields of flowers blooming along the way. The flowers on the ground were colorful, and they carried every bit of his life.
The previous life and this life overlap one by one.
He and his father traveled all over the world until he was taken to the sky by a demon in human skin. His world became distorted, and the curses and hatred of all the demons overlapped and blurred with the woman's face.
The woman named Mother would always smile at him, gently stroke the top of his head, and watch him eat the food she gave him bite by bite.
Yue Liangze faced these painful memories that tormented him day and night in his childhood with a calm expression.
Before the demon died, it tried to pull the child with it, but was stopped by a force. That force was gentle, powerful, and sad. It sealed the demonic energy in Yue Liangze's body and weakened his spiritual vein power.
The demon was dead. The second sect leader was in seclusion due to a matter concerning his disciple. The third sect leader was out and unaware of this. Mu Hengtian looked at him with a condescending gaze mixed with disgust.
Mu Hengtian did not kill him for the sake of his mother, but exiled him to the outer gate, leaving him to fend for himself.
The two people who loved him most in the world were dead. He was at a loss during his days in Tianji, but he slowly got used to it over time. Yue Liangze lived in a state of confusion.
He doesn't care if he's bullied or ignored.
He calculated day by day how long he would have to live before he could see his parents again.
All turning points are at the celestial pole.
Separated from his father, he met Lingluo.
In his previous life, he just watched Ling Luo silently, and felt the power he was trying to pursue from her practice.
In this life, it was Lingluo who found him.
They therefore had different endings.
When Lingluo was out for training, Yue Liangze was driven down the mountain by Mu Hengtian because he gradually couldn't control his devilish aura. He would never allow anyone to find out that Tianji had taken in a monster that was even more disgusting because of the devil.
After the suppressing force disappeared, he was devoured by the devil's breath and was considered a spirit demon.
He was hiding in Dongdao City.
Unlike his previous life, he had a clear purpose in this life, just to wait for Ling Luo to come back and see her again. He also wanted to say goodbye properly, but he didn't dare to get close to her because of the demonic aura on his body and found it difficult to speak.
He really said he didn't want to hurt anyone.
It’s also true that people are scary.
Maybe Lingluo meant it unintentionally, or maybe she was joking when she asked him to persevere and believe that he could do it, but to Yue Liangze at that time, every word in these words was the strongest curse in the world, trapping him tightly and giving him a goal to work hard and persevere.
Not long after he left the city, he was taken away by the Guai Ci Immortal Leader.
Join the Holy Sword Sect, learn to control your own strength, and gradually subdue and eliminate the uncontrollable evil spirit in your body.
The young man plucked up his courage and wrote a letter to the girl who was still in Tianji to express his gratitude and also sent a lot of thank-you gifts.
But I didn't receive a reply.
So when they met Ling Luo many years later in Taichu, Xihai, he did not dare to disturb or approach her.
Yue Liangze looked at his past life, his eyes always following Lingluo, always following behind her, watching her guiding him dazzlingly ahead.
Watch her go from protecting the human world to becoming possessed by the devil in Xuehe.
Watch her use Sui Wu to fight against herself.
Listen to her sarcasm.
But every scene only made him feel heartbroken.
After the battle at Snow River, Lingluo left alone.
Yue Liangze looked at her back as she walked into the Death Mist Gate, and a corner of his heart suddenly collapsed.
He had let go of Wusheng since that battle because Wusheng would affect Lingluo's unstable demonic nature.
He returned to the mountain gate and knelt down to reflect on whether to choose the devil or the human world.
Master said: "This is a decision you cannot regret. You need to make it carefully and cautiously."
Yue Liangze chose Lingluo.
The master didn't want him to make such a choice, so he asked the eldest senior brother to guard the mountain gate.
But he also knew that the eldest disciple could not stand the younger disciple showing weakness.
Yue Liangze, who couldn't defeat his senior brother even if he tried his best, was still let go by his senior brother.
He left the Holy Sword Sect and went to Nanjiang City.
Even though he was left behind by Suzura several times, he still followed her all the way to Mt. Amaterasu.
Ling Luo gradually stopped associating with those demon lords, and devoted herself to cultivation in Mt. Amaterasu, not caring about the conflicts among the three realms. However, the thought of destruction in her heart became stronger and stronger, and in the end there was no turning back.
Yue Liangze knew it was too late.
At this point, it would be useless even if I told Lingluo about my feelings, and she might even ridicule me.
Maybe he was wrong from the beginning.
If you have anything to say, you should have said it earlier.
He fought against the four forbidden beasts, exhausted all his strength, and met his end in the raging black flames.
When her spirit consciousness dispersed in the world, Yue Liangze thought, she hoped that she would not suffer so much in the next life, and would grow up with the love of her parents and relatives, and live a life without illness, pain, disaster or trouble.
His wish has not yet come true.
When Yue Liangze woke up, Ling Luo beside him was picking up several little spirits that had climbed onto his shoulders and head. He was stunned when he was caught off guard and met the man's open eyes.
The look in her eyes seemed familiar and long-lost.
Ling Luo smiled and waved her hand in front of his eyes, narrowing her eyes and saying, "Are you still jealous, Master Danshui?"
Yue Liangze grabbed her hand and pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly. At this moment, she was his lost treasure that he had found again.
Ling Luo smiled in his arms: "The person who taught me didn't teach me well, right?"
Yue Liangze responded from his throat, reluctant to let her go. He bent his head and kissed her tenderly and lingeringly. They stayed like this for a long time. As dawn was approaching, the two of them watched quietly under the eaves.
Ling Luo felt a sense of security that everything was settled. She grabbed Yue Liangze's sleeve, then held his hand and interlocked their fingers. She looked at the weeds and puddles in the yard and said, "The flowers I asked Mu Xujing to take care of have sprouted, and some have even formed buds. I'll go pick them up in the morning."
"All the courtyards and houses you gave me are gone. Only this broken bamboo house is left."
Yue Liangze said: "Rebuild it."
Ling Luo raised her head and looked at him: "Why did you like building houses so much before?"
Yue Liangze tilted his head slightly and said, "You said you wanted to build a detached palace, and that it would have many beautiful gardens and flowers and trees."
Oh, she had no idea.
At that time, Lingluo really didn't care too much about Yue Liangze. Although she did care about him, she suppressed her concern.
"This is your mountain, and it's the courtyard I built. It can be considered a place to return to. Sometimes you go out for a long time and don't come back. If I build the courtyard of Amaterasu Mountain more beautiful and please you more, you may miss it and want to come back no matter how far away you are."
Yue Liangze spoke softly, and at the end he curved the corners of his lips in a silent smile.
In the past, he would never have told Lingluo these things clearly.
I was afraid that she would say she was childish, afraid that she would look down on me, afraid that she would not even look at me.
Although it was rare, Lingluo's occasional ridicule could really hurt him. Every time he got bored, Lingluo would feel something was wrong not long after. After vaguely realizing what was going on, she would clumsily and helplessly try to make him happy and calm him down.
Lingluo really doesn't know how to coax people.
Yue Liangze was satisfied just by seeing her walking towards him.
Everything else is icing on the cake.
"This life is no easier than before. No matter what, I am a demon." Ling Luo looked at the darkening night, fell down with him and lay on his lap, saying softly, "It's hard to be a good person."
Anyone who does bad things is a bad person.
A person who does good things and then does bad things is also a bad person.
What should a good person be like?
Don't do anything bad.
You can't be with people who do bad things.
Yue Liangze stroked her hair gently and watched the gradually brightening sky with her.
"Lingluo, don't live in anyone's shadow or judgment. They can't bear the pain for you, and they will never be able to empathize with you."
In her previous life, Ling Luo went on a killing spree and attracted a lot of hatred. There were countless cultivators who wanted to kill her for revenge or to get rid of her.
Lingluo welcomes everyone who comes.
She didn't care who wanted to kill her, as long as they could do it.
Yue Liangze said: "I never thought you were wrong, but others thought you were wrong from the beginning. These comments are just what different people think, but you only exist in your own eyes."
Ling Luo felt better after hearing what he said, and asked with a smile: "So that's what you think, so you always look like you don't care and don't want to talk to anyone?"
Yue Liangze nodded.
"If you must care about others, then only care about how the people you care about see you." He lowered his head to look at Ling Luo, "For example, you will never see anything you don't want to see in my eyes. It doesn't matter what other people think. You just need to look at me."
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