"When I first graduated, I was full of hope and longing for the future. I thought it was okay to endure a little hardship now, and that things would get better in the future if I just gritted my teeth."
"But life is like a mountain. It will really squeeze your spirit away little by little."
"So I understand her choice, but I think the way she used it was a little unkind."
"I'm not the type to pester her. She could have just spoken openly instead of bringing people to my house and asking me to sign as if it were alms."
"Because from the moment she brought someone to her door, she was telling me that I was no longer her closest person, but someone standing outside her circle."
Yes, outsiders!
The lover who once swore to be forever with you suddenly stands opposite you one day, looking at you with strange and wary eyes. This is what Chen Bei finds most difficult to accept.
That agreement was more like a loud slap in the face, which made Chen Bei face the reality completely.
Ruanruan on the other side of the screen was silent for a moment and then said:
"Do you still think of her? Will you still try to contact her?"
"Of course not. After all, we're separated. I think the most qualified ex must be as if he or she is dead."
"Since we can't support each other for the rest of our lives, let's just forget each other!"
When saying these words, Chen Bei's tone became noticeably lighter.
Ruanruan is right. Some words do make you feel more comfortable after you say them out loud.
Ruanruan fell silent again, as if she was savoring what Chen Bei said.
After a long while, she sent another barrage:
"Is it worth it to lose the one you love in pursuit of your dream? Do you ever regret it?"
"Pursuing music was a dream for both of us. She was the first to jump out of the car, so I have never regretted it."
"I've also been mentally prepared. I know it's not going to be a smooth road. There will be bumps along the way, and I'm sure I'll fall from time to time."
"I just didn't expect it to hurt so much this time. It hurt so much that I almost couldn't breathe..."
After saying this, the two fell silent again, not knowing what each other was thinking.
After a while, another visitor came into the live broadcast room.
Looking at the silent Chen Bei, the other party asked directly:
"The host isn't singing? Is this playing it down? A new livestreaming tactic?"
Chen Bei came back to his senses, smiled at the camera and said:
"Yes, since we're already live streaming, I can't just sit there and do nothing. Let me sing a new song for you guys."
I have had countless cold winds blow through my chest.
I was once forced by a distant dream to look up at the stars.
I was ridiculed countless times and was forced to give up my musical dream.
I was once drowned by countless loess, my surging waves...
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