The confusion in Su An's eyes deepened, and his brain, which was already in a state of confusion due to his physical discomfort, was now even more chaotic.
Why……
Why did Gu Jingchen start to be gentle to her again?
Was it because he was satisfied that she had "obediently" aborted the child, so he gave her a little "reward"?
No……
She doesn't need this kind of thing!
Su An lowered his eyes, his palm subconsciously placed on his lower abdomen, the emotions that he had been suppressing suddenly surged out, and his eyes suddenly felt sore.
Then——
She suddenly struggled hard!
"An An? What's wrong?"
Gu Jingchen was startled by her sudden resistance and almost threw her to the ground!
Afraid that Su An would get hurt, he just let go and put her down.
Su An didn't say a word. As soon as his feet touched the ground, he turned around and headed towards the ward without looking back!
But his steps were a little unsteady. After taking two steps, his body suddenly shook!
“An An!!!”
Gu Jingchen was so frightened by her that his heart skipped a beat. He immediately stepped forward and held her arm.
Su An still wanted to break free.
But Gu Jingchen's strength was surprisingly great, which made him feel helpless.
"An An, you just had surgery, so be obedient, okay? If you don't like me holding you, then I won't hold you. I'll hold you and we'll slowly walk back home. Is that okay?"
Gu Jingchen's tone was almost cautious.
As he said this, he tentatively helped Su An forward.
Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, but he said nothing in the end and continued to walk forward in silence.
By the time the two of them finally returned to the ward, her face had become even paler than before.
Even his lips were bloodless.
As soon as he entered the room, Gu Jingchen immediately asked Su An to lie down on the bed.
"An An, you should rest first. Just take good care of yourself these few days and don't do anything. I'll ask someone to prepare some supplements. You don't look very good right now..."
Su An listened to Gu Jingchen's caring words, but felt nothing in his heart.
The next second——
She suddenly interrupted him, "Gu Jingchen, are you relieved now?"
"What?"
Gu Jingchen was still thinking about what to eat after the miscarriage, and was a little confused for a while.
Su An couldn't help but have tears in his eyes.
She held back her tears, her eyes filled with rare stubbornness. She just stared at Gu Jingchen and repeated the question again.
"I said, are you relieved?"
Gu Jingchen's whole body stiffened suddenly, as if he was suddenly frozen in place.
My heart was aching.
If possible, he wanted to go up and hug Su An and comfort her.
If she wanted to cry, she could cry in his arms.
He will take on all her negative emotions.
But now, she should hate him to death, right?
He is the source of her negative emotions!
Gu Jingchen opened his mouth, as if he wanted to speak.
But I don’t know what to say.
He couldn't answer Su An's question.
I guess I feel relieved.
Without this child, she can focus on treating cancer.
But... apart from this, there is also a strong sense of unwillingness.
The little life they had created together had disappeared under the cold machine.
A while——
Gu Jingchen's eyes flickered for a moment, and he did not directly answer Su An's question.
He met Su An's gaze and saw that her eyes were red, as if she was trying hard to suppress something. His heart suddenly moved slightly.
"An An, don't think too much right now. Just take a rest first. I'll ask someone to find something you can eat."
After Gu Jingchen finished speaking, he turned around and strode out of the room.
With a "click".
The door was gently closed.
The huge space suddenly became quiet.
Su An still maintained the same posture as before, sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the direction where Gu Jingchen left, his eyes somewhat empty, as if he had lost his soul.
for a long time--
She suddenly raised her hand slightly and touched her lower abdomen again.
It's flat there.
Obviously, my belly didn't bulge during pregnancy before.
But Su An knew in his heart that there was nothing there anymore.
The little guy who enjoyed the same heartbeat as her is no longer here.
"Baby……"
Su An suddenly murmured.
His eyes were still blank.
But tears suddenly burst out from my eyes as if a floodgate had opened!
“Woo…”
The whimpering sound instantly left his lips.
Su An's fingers suddenly clenched the bed sheet at hand, and his teeth bit his lower lip tightly. Even though he tasted blood, he did not relax at all.
pain.
Stomach pain.
Headache.
My heart also aches.
It felt like there was no part of his body that didn't hurt.
But no pain can compare to feeling that little guy slipping away from my body bit by bit.
"Baby...my child..."
She growled through gritted teeth, almost overwhelmed by the overwhelming sadness.
No matter how prepared you are.
It turns out that the moment you really lose someone, the heartache is so irreparable that it is hard to bear.
That's the little guy who is connected to her life!
She doesn't even know its gender...
"Woo...baby..."
Su An finally couldn't hold it in any longer, buried herself in the quilt, and cried loudly.
Outside the door——
Gu Jingchen leaned against the door dejectedly, listening to the intermittent suppressed crying coming from the room. He felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife, and his eyes suddenly turned red.
He and An An's child is gone.
Disappeared from this world.
He knew that An An didn't have him in her heart.
But any mother who loses her child experiences pain that others cannot understand.
He couldn't even come in to offer comfort.
I can only sit here and listen quietly.
Listening to An An venting all his emotions...
After that, she could focus on her treatment, divorce him, and start a new life.
From now on, the name "Gu Jingchen" will no longer appear in her life.
An hour later—
Gu Jingchen heard that the noise in the room gradually quieted down.
He waited for a while, and then someone sent the supplements as quickly as possible, and then he opened the door of the ward again.
In the room, Su An was leaning quietly on the bed.
When he heard Gu Jingchen come in, there was no special reaction.
Gu Jingchen pretended not to see her red and swollen eyes. He walked over and put the things in his hand on the table. He said softly, "An An, I asked someone to send over some bird's nest. You can eat some first and then take a nap. Okay?"
As he spoke, he opened the package and handed the bird's nest to Su An.
Su An didn't even look at it, and replied indifferently, "I have no appetite."
Gu Jingchen paused for a moment, and seeing that she was still immersed in her emotions, he gently coaxed her, "But you need to replenish your body now. Just eat a little bit, it will help your body recover..."
This time, Su An simply didn't respond, but just glanced at the thing in his hand.
She really has no appetite...
I also don't want to accept Gu Jingchen's sincerity anymore, whether true or false.
I just doubted her, and now she is so considerate to me...
What exactly does he want to do?
That's all.
She was too lazy to think about it.
Anyway, it won't be long before they can get divorced.
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