The neighbor's child put a candy into Suan's palm.
"Thanks……"
Su An hurriedly thanked him.
The neighbor was also amused and laughed. He said a few words to Su An, and then took his own child to talk and laugh with Qian Yuan.
Su An's eyes couldn't help but follow their backs, and the softest part of his heart was suddenly poked by something tiny.
Su An didn't look away until the man disappeared from his sight.
The expression on his face was no longer confused.
She seemed to have the answer suddenly.
She wants to keep this child!!!
Must stay!!!
No matter who its father is, it will still have her blood in it!
It was also a piece of flesh that fell from her body!
She has lost too many relatives...
Maybe even God couldn't stand her anymore, so he wanted to give her some "compensation"...
It allowed her to have a blood-related "family" in this world again.
She will keep the secret from Gu Jingchen!
She wanted to give birth to this child alone, grow up with him slowly, and give him all her love!
A hint of determination flashed across Su An's eyes, and he suddenly felt that life had hope again.
It doesn’t matter whether there is love or not.
Now she just wants to wait patiently for the day when the little guy in her belly will be born.
Su An thought about it, folded the test reports in his hand neatly, put them back in his bag, and headed towards home.
But when he went downstairs, he saw a familiar figure waiting there.
Su An paused.
Lu Ziting was also looking over here.
As soon as he saw her, he immediately took two steps forward and said worriedly, "An An, I'm still a little worried about you, so I came to check on you. You..."
He was halfway through his words when he saw Su An with empty hands. He couldn't help but feel puzzled, "Didn't you buy medicine?"
"I……"
Su An was startled, remembering his excuse for perfunctory treatment, and hurriedly found another excuse, "The doctor said that my current insomnia does not require medication, and I should try to adjust it myself, so he did not prescribe me any medicine..."
"I see. If that's the case, then it's better to avoid taking medication if possible."
Lu Ziting had no doubts. As he spoke, he stuffed the bag he had been holding into Su An's hand and gave him gentle instructions.
"There's vegetable porridge specially cooked by my aunt at home. I also bought some fruits you like. During this time, you don't have to think about anything. Just eat and sleep properly. Leave everything to me, okay?"
"Senior..."
Su An felt the weight in his hand, as if it was hanging heavily on his heart.
Now, there is no need to hesitate any longer.
Even if Lu's father agreed that they could be together, she couldn't drag down her senior any longer.
Because she has decided to keep the baby in her belly.
And the father of this child is Gu Jingchen.
She couldn't talk to her senior.
We must not be so shameless as to ask him to accept a child who has nothing to do with him.
If it weren't for the little life in her belly, maybe she would have had her own child after being with her senior.
But now, is he going to cruelly abandon his own flesh and blood again?
The mood and feelings I had during my last abortion are still vivid in my mind.
Every time she thinks of it, she feels palpitations.
She doesn't want to go through this again!
So, I had to give up on my senior.
Su An's eyes flashed for a moment, and he slowly raised his hand and stuffed the things Lu Ziting brought back into his hand.
Lu Ziting's expression froze, and his forced calmness collapsed in an instant.
“An An…”
He grabbed Su An's hand eagerly.
"I know I was too anxious yesterday, so I came up with such a stupid idea as proposing to you. Can you please not reject me so quickly? Give me some more time, and I will give you a satisfactory answer! I've already missed you once, and it's not easy to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Do I have to miss you a second time?"
Lu Ziting's tone was almost pleading.
Su An's heart ached suddenly, and he was almost overwhelmed by the overwhelming sense of guilt.
sorry……
She felt sorry for the senior...
But……
Really, there is no other way.
They are destined not to be together.
"Senior."
Su An gently patted the back of Lu Ziting's hand, his expression somewhat moved.
But she still firmly pulled his hand away and said softly -
"I remember everything you've done for me, but... I really don't want to destroy your family because of my own reasons. You've done enough for me!"
"Your family is also very kind. I don't hate my uncle and aunt. They are also for you, so you should cherish them even more. In the future, you will meet a prettier girl... I'm sorry, let's... forget it."
The last three words floated past Lu Ziting's ears lightly, and then hit his eardrum heavily.
Su An's voice also passed by his eyes.
Lu Ziting watched her leave with his own eyes, but only heard those three words.
Forget it.
This was the cruelest sentence he had ever heard from Su An.
Lu Ziting clenched his fists suddenly, and boundless resentment and sadness welled up in his eyes.
Why should I forget about it...
How could he just let go of the person he had been waiting for for so long and had liked for so long?
An An is such a beautiful person...
Are those prejudices between families so important? !
Lu Ziting took a half step forward, trying to catch up with Su An.
But suddenly stopped.
Then he turned and walked away in the direction he came from, his eyes full of determination.
An An's heart knot is with her father.
Only when he solves this problem can he get An An back!
upstairs--
Su An entered the room and was sitting on the sofa, looking at the test report, with his palm gently resting on his lower abdomen.
Even though it’s only been two months...
However, she didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but she seemed to be able to feel that the little life was connected to her by blood.
Even this house no longer seemed empty.
Because she is no longer alone here.
Can……
Thinking of Lu Ziting's injured expression just now, Su An's heart suddenly tightened.
I'm sure you'll come again...
She has made up her mind to live alone in the future.
But repeated rejection would only hurt him more.
And there's also Gu Jingchen who might show up at any given moment...
As the little guy in her belly grows bigger, her secret will be exposed sooner or later!
How about...
Su An's mind moved, and suddenly an idea came to his mind.
She looked up at the room in front of her.
What was originally just a fleeting thought suddenly grew into a towering tree, occupying all my thoughts.
She wants to leave!
Change the city and start a new life!
Anyway, there is nothing here worth her staying for...
In this way, I can avoid seniors and Gu Jingchen.
This house, which my brother had chosen specifically, has a great location and a nice environment. If he wanted to sell it, he'd probably be able to sell it quickly...
After she leaves home, she can buy a smaller house, just enough for the two of them to live in.
The remaining money, plus the money her parents left before her death, was enough for her to safely get through her pregnancy and the time after giving birth, and then slowly find a job.
Then, accompany your children to grow up and live a peaceful life.
Apart from this, she no longer wanted anything else.
This should have been done a long time ago...
Now all this, so much.
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