Afternoon——
Su An woke up from his dream again.
“Senior!!!”
She called out Lu Ziting's name and sat up abruptly, her forehead covered in sweat.
In her dream, she returned to the day when she was kidnapped.
The last frame freezes the moment he puts the ring on her finger.
And that gentle "I love you".
Su An's nose felt sore and big tears rolled down his eyes again.
For the past few days, her eyes have been swollen and painful from crying.
But when she thought of Gu Jingchen, she was overwhelmed by the huge sadness that she could not escape.
“Senior…”
Su An murmured softly, took a deep breath, and felt a dull pain in his heart again.
Why?
Why is she still alive?
Isn’t it said that people will die if they don’t eat or drink in seven days at most?
She was in a coma for three days, and today is the fifth day...
Although her stomach felt uncomfortable, why did she still feel that her body was not as weak as that of a dying person?
Is it so difficult just to want to die?
She really didn't want to continue living with all this pain!
Su An thought about it, and his fingertips unconsciously dug into his arm.
A few seconds later, she suddenly felt a touch of warmth.
Su An was stunned for a moment, then lowered his eyes with a dazed look.
Then I saw a glaring red.
She hadn't noticed how much strength she was using and ended up scratching her arm, leaving a deep red mark.
Soon, the tiny wound began to feel hot.
It was only a fingernail-sized mark, but it carried almost all the heat from his entire body, stimulating Su An's nerves.
Blood……
The senior also bleeds a lot that day.
He must be in pain...
As if possessed by a ghost, Su An stretched out his hand again and scratched the wound with his nails!
The dense tingling pain was even worse than before, instantly invading all the nerves.
But it also cleared up her confused mind.
Pain is the most subjective feeling.
But when she thought of Lu Ziting's injuries that day, she grabbed the bloodstain on her arm again!
Oh……
What is this little pain?
The senior was shot in the chest that day, and the pain was a thousand times, ten thousand times, more than hers!
Su An's tears fell like beads from a broken string, but her hands did not hesitate at all. Her ten fingers moved frantically, leaving traces of finger marks on her arms.
Soon, countless marks were left on her fair skin, almost all of which were broken and bleeding, and she was almost insensitive to the pain.
But she still felt it was not enough.
He then slowly shifted his gaze to the bandage on his wrist.
Then he suddenly pressed the button!!!
Through the layers of gauze, you can still feel the tightness of the wound being sutured.
The bright red blood almost soaked through the gauze.
Su An looked at it expressionlessly, quietly feeling the blood flowing, with despair in his eyes.
She shouldn't be able to live any longer.
She deserves to die.
Soon, the snow-white gauze was soaked through.
A dark light flashed in Su An's eyes, and his fingertips touched the wound again. He was about to press it again, but at this moment——
“Knock, knock, knock.”
There was a sudden knock on the door.
Su An froze, and then he heard the sound of the doorknob turning.
It’s Gu Jingchen!
She was suddenly startled and without thinking, she immediately grabbed the quilt beside her and wrapped herself up to cover the scars on her arm.
The next second——
Gu Jingchen pushed the door open and walked in.
Then came the aroma of food.
Su An's eyebrows jumped suddenly. He just glanced at the plate in Gu Jingchen's hand and then closed his eyes.
This is what it feels like to slowly starve yourself to death...
So uncomfortable...
It felt like my whole stomach was on fire.
But a dying person does not deserve to eat.
"An An, are you feeling better? Do you want to eat something?"
Gu Jingchen's voice came with the sound of the dinner plate falling.
After the first time, he would never put food directly in front of Su An again, but put it a little further away from her.
Su An didn't say anything, nor did she look at Gu Jingchen. She just curled up quietly in the quilt.
Gu Jingchen frowned.
Even though I knew this would be the outcome, I still felt a sharp pain in my heart.
It's been two or three days.
She actually chose to use hunger strike as a method to end her life.
He could find a way to secretly feed her nutrient solution every day.
But how long can this last?
Who can tell him what else he can do...
How can I change her mind?
A while——
He took a deep breath, walked slowly to the bedside, and tentatively pulled the quilt wrapped around Su An.
"install……"
"Get out of here."
Su An interrupted her in a deep voice, her breath so light that it seemed as if any gust of wind could blow her away.
Gu Jingchen fell silent again.
Such scenes have occurred frequently in the past few days.
Su An refused to eat, drink, or communicate with him.
I don't even want to hear his voice.
Gu Jingchen's eyes slowly passed across Su An's happy face.
She has always had a pointed chin, but now because of her sudden weight loss, her face looks even more delicate and petite, and her eyes look a bit bigger, making her look pitiful.
But those eyes, which were always filled with tenderness, were without a trace of life.
You can't do this anymore.
Even if I could persuade her to drink a glass of water...
Gu Jingchen thought about it, took two steps forward, and tentatively asked, "An An, if you don't want to eat, would you like to drink some water or milk..."
"I said no."
Su An interrupted him silently again, then wrapped the quilt around her body.
That was an action that could no longer be taken casually.
It only took a moment.
A dark stain on the light-colored bed sheet suddenly flashed before Gu Jingchen's eyes, causing his heart to skip a beat.
That is...
Blood?
Gu Jingchen's breathing froze for a moment.
Then he took two steps forward and pulled away the quilt wrapped around Su An!
Then he froze to the ground.
Wherever he looked, Su An's arms were covered with red bloodstains.
The snow-white gauze on her wrist was already mostly soaked with blood, and blood was dripping down her fingertips drop by drop.
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