There was dead silence in the room.
Su An burst into tears, with only despair in his eyes.
“Lele…”
She looked at Zhu Zhile devastated, begging her for the umpteenth time.
"Please, let me go and accompany Senior... I'm really in so much pain... so much pain..."
She was gasping for breath, and it seemed that even breathing was extremely difficult for her.
“An An…”
Zhu Zhile's tears also fell. She hurriedly bent down to pick up the letter on the ground, but inadvertently glanced at the last few lines of the letter and suddenly froze.
After seeing clearly what was written on it, her eyes lit up instantly and she hurriedly sat next to Su An!
"An An, have you finished reading this letter?"
Unsure whether Su An had finished reading, Zhu Zhile spread the letter out in front of her again and said excitedly, "Did you see what Senior Lu wrote at the end? He said he hopes you will be safe and happy, and have no worries for the rest of your life..."
"No...I don't deserve it!"
Su An's emotions suddenly burst out, tears falling again, "Le Le, senior is gone! He died because of me! How can I deserve happiness... I am the most damnable person in the world!"
"But this is his daily wish!"
Zhu Zhile thought about the last short line of words in the letter, as if he had grabbed the last straw.
She held Su An's shoulders and forced her to look at herself.
"An An! This is Senior's birthday wish! Do you understand the meaning of a birthday wish? This is his last day... If he knew in heaven that your reaction to this letter wasn't just a wish to die, how could he feel at ease? Are you really unwilling to fulfill his last wish in this world?"
Zhu Zhile's emotions were already stretched to the limit.
For so many days, neither she nor Gu Jingchen could change An An's mind.
What if it was Lu Ziting!
What about the wish written by Lu Ziting himself?
She looked at Su An nervously, waiting for her answer.
Su Anguo fell silent because of her words.
She stared blankly at the letter in Zhu Zhile's hand, as if thinking about what he had just said.
A glimmer of hope suddenly ignited in Zhu Zhile's eyes, and he hurriedly continued, "An An, I know you definitely don't want to let him down, right?"
"I……"
Su An opened his mouth, uttered a broken syllable, shook his head gently, and whimpered.
"I... I owe you so much... I owe you so much to your family... How can I..."
"you can!!!"
Zhu Zhile knew that her determination had been shaken a little by him, so he hurriedly took advantage of the situation and pursued her.
"An An, put aside those pessimistic thoughts for now. Think about it...what if Senior hadn't saved you that day? If it was you who got into trouble that day, would you be willing to see him give up his life for you?!"
"No……"
Su An shook his head subconsciously.
"Since you don't want to, how can you make him feel at ease like this?"
Zhu Zhile continued to ask, pointing his finger at the last two sentences at the end of the letter.
"His wish is right before your eyes. Even so, don't you want to live? I don't know if the Lu family has said anything to you, but you have to believe that even if everyone in this world wants you to be responsible for Lu Ziting's death, they are not qualified!"
"Because the person who loves you the most wants you to live well and live a long life! Just carry his wishes for you and live well. Just think of it as fulfilling his wish, isn't that good..."
"Lele, I..."
Su An cried silently, his mind was blank.
This letter from Lu Ziting had a huge impact on her.
Or perhaps, redemption.
It was as if it transcended time and space and dragged her out of the darkness.
If the senior's last wish was for her to live well...
The next second——
"Lele, I'm sorry..."
Su An suddenly hugged Zhu Zhile and burst into tears.
But compared to her previous depression, her crying this time was more like a release.
"It's okay, there's nothing to be sorry about. I'm glad you're okay... I'm glad you're okay... Promise me you won't do anything stupid again, okay..."
"Um……"
Su An finally nodded gently.
Although the response mixed in with the crying was very small, Zhu Zhile still heard it.
She patted Su An's shoulder gently, and her heart, which had been hanging on the cliff for many days, finally came back to her senses.
After crying for a long time, Su An finally calmed down.
His eyes were no longer the same as before, but like a pool of stagnant water.
Zhu Zhile wiped her tears, looked at her red and swollen eyes, and stood up.
"I'm going to get you some ice packs for your eyes, okay?"
"Um."
Su An nodded slightly.
Although she still looked a little dazed, she responded to Zhu Zhile faster than ever before.
Zhu Zhile was delighted and asked hurriedly, "Then... I'll make some sweet soup later. Can you have a small bowl?"
"good."
Su An agreed again.
Even if it was just one word, Zhu Zhile was instantly ecstatic!
An An is willing to eat on his own initiative!
She actually changed her mind!
"An An, then you take a rest for a while, I will do it now!"
Zhu Zhile said this, and hurriedly turned around and went downstairs. He quickly took out the ice pack and handed it to Su An, then went straight into the kitchen, wanting to make some soup to nourish Su An.
The clanging sounds she made in the kitchen quickly attracted Gu Jingchen.
"What are you doing?"
Gu Jingchen stood outside the kitchen door, looking at Zhu Zhile in confusion.
Then I heard her excitedly reply, "An An is willing to eat! I'm making soup for her!"
"What?"
Gu Jingchen was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't react to what he said.
After two seconds, he confirmed again in disbelief, "You said An An..."
"She's willing to eat!"
Zhu Zhile repeated it again.
Gu Jingchen stood there, almost wondering if he was dreaming.
An An... suddenly changed your mind?
"How did you do that?"
He was also a little excited and took two steps to stand beside Zhu Zhile.
Zhu Zhile's hand movements suddenly paused for a moment.
She would never tell anyone about Lu Ziting.
But how to explain...
After thinking for two seconds, she said this.
"I was just trying to persuade An An, and I couldn't help crying. Maybe I cried so hard, she suddenly started crying too. Then... she hugged me and said sorry. Maybe she saw how exhausted I was recently and didn't want to make me sad. Anyway, it's a good thing that she's willing to eat!"
Zhu Zhile was afraid that Gu Jingchen would find out something, so she quickly told him the reason she had prepared.
As soon as the words fell——
Gu Jingchen suddenly turned around and said, "I'll go up and see her..."
"Wait a moment!"
Zhu Zhile immediately spoke up to stop him, a hint of panic flashing across his eyes.
An An might still be reading Lu Ziting's letter upstairs.
It’s better not to be discovered by Gu Jingchen!
She thought about it and spoke hurriedly.
"An An is finally willing to eat. If I see you're in a bad mood again and suddenly don't want to eat, all my efforts will be in vain! If you really care about her, why not... stay and help me!"
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