"happy……"
Su An answered almost subconsciously.
But in my heart... I can't describe how I feel.
Afraid that Gu Jingchen would continue to ask, she hurriedly and deliberately changed the subject and asked, "How about you? Are you happy?"
"I?"
Gu Jingchen was stunned when he heard this, and his expression suddenly became deep. He looked straight into Su An's eyes, as if he wanted to see the other her hidden under the mask through those eyes.
Su An felt a little uneasy under his gaze, and suddenly became a little nervous. Just as she was about to avoid his gaze, she heard——
"Happy, I haven't been this happy for a long time..."
Gu Jingchen actually answered, and his tone was filled with melancholy.
Su An casually brushed the hair by his ear and suddenly felt that this seemed to be a good time to chat.
After a while, she asked tentatively, "Have you...always been unhappy?"
Gu Jingchen paused.
The two people happened to be standing at the entrance of an alley, and the afterglow of the setting sun created a clear boundary line on the ground.
Su An waited for Gu Jingchen's answer nervously.
Her question did not cross the line. It all depended on Gu Jingchen's answer: whether he would just give a perfunctory answer or choose to cross the line and speak his mind to the person in front of him.
Each second seemed to be stretched out extraordinarily long.
Just when Su An finally couldn't help but want to skip this topic——
"Um."
Gu Jingchen actually responded!
His eyes still held an incomprehensible emotion, his gaze fixed on Su An as he continued, "It's not that I'm unhappy, it's just... I haven't gotten over some things. I've made a lot of mistakes before..."
As Gu Jingchen spoke, he couldn't help but reveal some caution in his eyes.
He wanted to apologize to An An.
I want to make it up to An An.
But these words can only be expressed in this way now.
Can she... understand?
The two people looked at each other silently.
Su An naturally understood what he meant.
Or perhaps, through their time together, she had seen and felt that he was deeply trapped in the past.
only……
But she didn't want to pursue it any further.
The love affair had passed, and all she was thinking about now was the little guy who was still far away in the hands of others.
The child is now the entire focus of her life.
Other emotions will eventually fade away with time.
Just like Gu Jingchen.
He will also fall in love with "Xia Xiaomo," and just feel guilty towards "Su An."
So, what should "Xia Xiaomo", who only has Gu Jingchen in her heart, do?
Su An thought about it, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips.
The hand she was holding with Gu Jingchen was intertwined, and then she whispered tentatively and with a little "temptation," "Ru... is someone trying to pull you out of those memories?"
Her smile was so warm that it made Gu Jingchen's heart tremble slightly.
only……
If the person in front of him didn't have the face of "Xia Xiaomo", he would almost think that he was forgiven by An An.
Gu Jingchen smiled bitterly in his heart and read some expectation in Su An's eyes.
What does she expect?
Are you looking forward to starting over with him as "Xia Xiaomo"?
No matter what she wants to do, he is willing to cooperate...
Gu Jingchen's eyes darkened, and he suddenly took Su An's hand and walked towards the alley beside him.
The two crossed the sunlight and came into the shadows.
The next second——
The tall man suddenly turned around, protected the back of the woman's head with one hand, and suddenly put his other hand around her slender waist and kissed her directly!
Su An's eyes suddenly widened.
The familiar scent came overwhelmingly, instantly invading all the senses.
Gu Jingchen's kiss came suddenly, but it was not aggressive at all, and seemed to be just a test.
It was as if fireworks were exploding in Su An's mind. There was uneasiness, trembling, and surprise, but they all merged into one emotion in the end.
That is...
The opportunity she had been waiting for finally came!
Su An closed her eyes, grabbed the collar of Gu Jingchen's shirt with her fingertips, stood on tiptoe, and pushed herself forward, deepening the kiss.
Gu Jingchen's eyes suddenly darkened, and he finally stopped hiding his surging desire and attacked the soft lips he had longed for.
He had been thinking about the smell of the woman in his arms for too long...
At this moment, he just wanted to indulge in the feeling of holding her in his arms.
I don’t know how long it took—
Gu Jingchen finally let go of the person whose breathing was a little unstable in his arms.
The lipstick on Su An's lips had already smudged, and she was slightly breathless, but her eyes were bright as she looked at the person in front of her.
so……
Is this a confirmed relationship?
Gu Jingchen would not kiss a woman for no reason...
She wanted to ask about their relationship.
But she was a little hesitant. Before she figured out what Gu Jingchen meant, she finally chose to remain cautious.
After all, some men hate it most when women ask them for a stable relationship.
It’s best to say nothing…
As long as she can get pregnant, she can leave.
Su An thought about it, and suppressed the words that were about to come out of his mouth, just looking straight into Gu Jingchen's eyes.
Gu Jingchen did not avoid her and looked back at her.
A while——
"Let's go back..."
Su An took Gu Jingchen's hand again and gave him a gentle smile.
It seemed to tell him that there was nothing more to say.
Two people walked out from the shadows and stood under the sunset.
Gu Jingchen lowered his eyes and looked at the two people holding hands, his expression was gloomy.
so……
Is this what An An wants?
He moved his mouth, but in the end he said nothing and swallowed his words.
Although he really wanted to tie her to his side and proposed to her again, he didn't dare.
He didn't dare to suggest any idea that might bind the person before him.
Afraid she would leave again.
Let's wait and see.
He was very happy about her initiative just now, but... he was also worried.
The only thing I can do now is to take good care of her and see what she really wants to do.
A few days later——
The two people seemed to have entered a sweet "love" stage.
Hugging and holding hands no longer seem to require concealment or justification, but are the most natural actions.
A few days before the show, the two had no work.
We get together almost every day and walk around every corner of the city.
Every night when we parted, we would exchange a sweet kiss at the door of the room.
Even though the two people's residences were separated by only one wall.
But no one went any further.
Su An was afraid that if he moved too fast, it would arouse Gu Jingchen's suspicion.
Gu Jingchen was afraid of scaring people away.
Along with it, the "relationship" that the two never mentioned was also drowned out.
Whether it was a lover, a girlfriend, or something else, Su An didn't ask a single word.
Gu Jingchen was also sensible enough not to mention it.
Only those extremely natural intimacy can bring two people closer and closer.
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