As soon as Lu Ziting was mentioned, Zhu Zhile fell silent instantly.
Indeed, if the two of them were to be together like this, then what would Lu Ziting’s previous sacrifice mean?
If it were someone else, they might not care about these things for their own happiness.
But An An can't do that.
Her personality was destined to be like this, and she had no way to overcome the hurdle in her heart. Even if she chose any other man in the world, she would never choose Gu Jingchen again.
She'll feel guilty...
Zhu Zhile opened her mouth, not knowing what else to say for a moment, but she felt an indescribable bitterness in her heart.
Su An, on the other hand, comforted her and said softly, "Le Le, I know you are thinking about me, but don't worry, even if I am alone, I can live well, and don't I still have you? It's not like I'm really alone."
"I……"
Zhu Zhile said one word, then finally sighed helplessly and said nothing more.
"Okay, go to bed early. If you have anything to say, we can talk another day. Now that you know I'm fine, you should be relieved."
Su An smiled at her, indicating that he was really fine.
Zhu Zhile had no choice but to stop talking and started chatting with her about other topics. After talking for a while, they both fell asleep.
In the other room, Gu Jingchen was still tossing and turning in bed.
The empty space around him made him unable to sleep for a while, and a very small buzzing sound came from his ears, almost turning his brain into a mess.
This state has continued since dinner.
It's just that he didn't want to be discovered by Su An, so he had been holding it in until now.
"call……"
Gu Jingchen exhaled deeply, familiar yet unfamiliar images flashing in his mind.
Perhaps because of meeting Zhu Zhile, this time, she also frequently flashed in his memory.
And just like An An, in every memory, she never smiled, but mostly showed ridicule and anger.
Therefore, the hostility he felt from her was not fake...
Gu Jingchen thought about it, and couldn't bear the sharp pain deep in his mind, so he simply raised his hand and knocked his head hard.
I don't know how long it took before I finally fell asleep.
But he didn't sleep well, and fell into the vortex of memories again.
The dream I had last night was much clearer than last night.
It is no longer a hazy picture, but more fragments with sound.
"Su An, I'm very disappointed in you."
"Su An, let's get a divorce."
Every word he spoke was in his cold voice.
No……
He loves An An so much, how could she bear to divorce him?
Gu Jingchen looked at the indifferent self in his dream, rushed up anxiously, stood in front of Su An and tried his best to explain, "An An, I don't want to divorce you, and I don't want you to die. Can you stay?"
But no matter how loud he shouted, Su An in her dream couldn't hear him.
Then he calmly nodded and agreed, "Okay..."
"An An!"
Gu Jingchen shouted anxiously.
But the picture suddenly changed and was replaced by a scene that made him feel unfamiliar.
This time, it was Zhu Zhile who stood in front of Su An.
“Get out of the way!”
She seemed to want to take Su An with her.
"An An, stop it!"
Gu Jingchen looked at Su An anxiously, but found that she didn't even give him a glance.
That face that was always filled with tenderness was now lifeless.
Why?
Why does she have such an expression?
Gu Jingchen had no time to think, because the scene in front of him changed again.
This time, he found himself at the door of a dilapidated warehouse.
In the distance, Su An was crying heart-wrenchingly, holding a man covered in blood in his arms.
Who is that?
Gu Jingchen's heart suddenly skipped a beat and he fell completely into endless darkness.
"An An!"
He yelled and suddenly sat up from the bed, covered in cold sweat.
It was already bright outside.
Gu Jingchen glanced at the sunlight outside the window in confusion. His head hurt even more than before he fell asleep last night.
I can still seem to hear the messy sounds in my dream.
He seemed to... remember.
He was really mean, he did a lot of bad things to An An and made her sad.
But……
Gu Jingchen frowned suddenly, trying to find the cause and effect from the fragments he remembered and connect all the memories together, but he still couldn't do it.
Where is An An?
After being silent for a while, he suddenly became a little flustered and started looking for the person in his dream. He almost jumped out of bed and opened the door.
Then I instantly smelled the aroma of food.
"Are you awake?"
Su An was preparing lunch. When he heard the noise, he looked over and said in the same gentle tone as yesterday, "I called you once this morning, but you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't disturb you. Go wash up, it's time for lunch soon."
"good……"
Gu Jingchen responded subconsciously, his eyes were complicated and his heart ached slightly.
After he did those bad things to An An...
But An An is still so nice to him...
Gu Jingchen turned around and went to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water.
The cold stimulation made his mind clearer, but he still felt a little dizzy.
Those disorganized memories came flooding back, severely irritating his nerves from time to time.
Even when eating, he was distracted frequently, not as clingy to Su An as before.
"Are you feeling unwell?"
Su An keenly noticed his condition.
"Um……"
Gu Jingchen was really exhausted and had no energy to continue covering it up.
He is so sleepy...
It seems like I can fall asleep in the next second.
But I don't want to be trapped in those disturbing dreams again.
While he was thinking, a slightly cool palm suddenly touched his forehead.
Gu Jingchen was slightly stunned, but the comfortable feeling disappeared in an instant.
"You don't have a fever. You probably just didn't get enough rest. Eat and then go back to sleep for a while."
Su An said.
Gu Jingchen almost immediately asked, "Can you accompany me?"
"I……"
Su An was not too surprised by what he said, so he only paused for a second before agreeing, "Okay, but I'm not sleepy. I'll just sit on the sofa next to you and keep you company, okay?"
She still wanted to keep as much distance between the two of them as possible.
Gu Jingchen was very happy to hear that she was willing to accompany him, and immediately agreed, "Okay."
He felt really uncomfortable. After Su An agreed, he ate a few bites of food and planned to go to the room to rest.
Su An also fulfilled her promise and followed him into the room.
There was a desk not far from Gu Jingchen's bed. Su An sat down on the chair and picked up a book.
"You sleep, I'm right here."
"An An, you..."
Gu Jingchen suddenly called her, and then there was no further words.
You will always stay with me, right?
The question was on the tip of his tongue, but Gu Jingchen couldn't ask it.
In the end, he just shook his head under Su An's puzzled gaze and said, "It's okay."
"Well, go to sleep."
Su An saw that he had something to say, but did not ask.
Soon, Gu Jingchen's breathing became long and deep.
Su An put down the book in his hand and looked at him seriously, wondering what he was thinking.
Just then—
Her phone suddenly lit up!
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