Su An was in a daze and didn't speak for a long time.
Gu Jingchen didn't realize that he had been exposed. His desire to stay by her side all the time and do everything with her inadvertently paralyzed his vigilance at the moment.
"An An, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing that Su An hadn't said anything, Gu Jingchen asked nervously.
Su An woke up from his memories, slowly raised his eyes, and looked at him without blinking, his eyes going from confusion to a hint of coldness.
"Gu Jingchen..."
Her voice trembled slightly. She took a deep breath mid-sentence before continuing, "How do you know...the top cabinet in the salt room?"
As soon as these words were spoken, Gu Jingchen's expression froze instantly, and it was obvious that he also realized that he had been exposed.
Su An, however, had calmed down. He looked at him without any fluctuations in his tone and continued to ask, "So... actually you remember what happened before, or... you already remember it, right?"
Once this possibility was considered, Su An instantly understood why the person in front of him looked so abnormal in the past few days.
Because he had already remembered.
No matter how much he remembered, he was no longer the Gu Jingchen who didn't remember anything when he first lost his memory and only had the thought of "liking her" in his eyes.
So he became silent and worried, and maybe even became very cautious and thought before saying anything to avoid exposing himself.
"An An, I..."
Gu Jingchen wanted to explain.
It would be enough to just find an excuse and say that I only recovered my memories from a while ago.
But he couldn't say it.
Qi Wei didn't want to continue deceiving Su An.
Once you tell a lie, you have to cover it up with more lies.
He had spent many days like this with An An for no reason. Now, maybe this was God's punishment for his dishonesty...
Gu Jingchen thought about it, and suddenly released all his strength. He whispered softly, "I'm sorry, An An, I'm really sorry... I..."
"When did you remember it?"
Su An understood something from his expression and asked calmly.
"After I woke up from fainting that day."
Gu Jingchen told the truth.
"So it was that day..."
Su An nodded and silently took off her apron.
It seems that everything is similar to what she guessed.
The doctor said it might take about a month to recover.
Gu Jingchen only took three days.
She was worrying too much.
She put the apron aside without saying a word and walked towards the bedroom in silence.
"An An!"
Gu Jingchen was completely panicked and turned around hurriedly to stop her.
Su An didn't even look at him, but walked around him and went back to his room.
Gu Jingchen lied to her.
Su An thought silently in his heart.
What she hated most in her life was deception.
Why...
At this moment, besides feeling sad, why don't I feel angry at all?
Maybe it was because... She might be able to guess why Gu Jingchen did this.
She thought she would leave once he recovered.
This is a new unspoken bond between the two people.
It is also the final knot between the two of them.
From now on, there will be no more entanglements.
"Bang!"
Su An slammed the door shut, leaned his back against the door, and slowly squatted on the ground.
Um.
It's time to leave.
What to do next?
She should pack up the things here, and then talk to Gu Jingchen about the child's issue after he calms down.
There is no way she would give up custody of her child.
As long as Gu Jingchen wants, he can have as many children as he wants.
She only had the little guy.
So there is no room for negotiation on this matter.
But what if Gu Jingchen doesn't let her go?
After all, she had promised him before that she would agree to any of his requests as long as the child could be rescued.
Su An didn't know how long he had been sitting alone in the room.
It was not until the light gradually dimmed that she subconsciously wanted to turn on the light.
The door happened to be pushed open at this moment, and the aroma of food wafted in.
"An An...eat something first, okay?"
Gu Jingchen asked tentatively.
Su An shook his head. "No need. I'm not hungry."
She refused so calmly that it was impossible to tell what she was feeling at the moment.
Gu Jingchen frowned, but didn't leave. He just stood at the door. After a long while, he suddenly asked, "An An... are you planning to leave?"
Although he wasn't asking, his tone was very firm, and a sharp pain like a needle piercing his heart arose.
Su An clenched his fingers suddenly without making a sound.
Gu Jingchen felt more and more uneasy. He took a step forward, almost uncontrollably, to make a final effort for himself.
"An An, I know I've done a lot of wrong things, and I've apologized countless times. I don't dare to ask you to forgive me, I just hope you can give me a chance, let us get along like we do now, I... I will let you see my changes, please don't leave, even if you really have to leave, don't disappear right away, okay... give me another chance..."
When Gu Jingchen finished speaking, his voice trembled a little.
Because he could feel it.
This time, Su Anru left, and it was really over between them.
There will no longer be any possibility.
He was unwilling and reluctant.
But I don’t know what else to do.
“An An…”
Gu Jingchen took another step forward, his eyes reddening uncontrollably and misting up.
If it were before, he would never allow himself, a grown man, to cry in front of the woman he loved.
But when you feel deeply in love, you realize that you can’t control your tears.
He willingly exposed his helplessness and vulnerability to her.
I just hope I can get her to soften her heart a little bit.
Su Anzi did not miss the flash of light in his eyes.
She was stunned for a moment, and her heart suddenly tightened.
Gu Jingchen... is crying?
Tears shed for her...
But... she really couldn't accept him...
It has nothing to do with feelings.
Just for the hurdle in my heart that I can't get over.
When she was most sad and upset, it was her senior who saved her.
Such a gentle person like a ray of sunshine, but she gave her life for him.
She still remembers the scene of him handing the ring to her while covered in blood.
So, no matter what, he could no longer accept Gu Jingchen.
Even if I have to live alone for the rest of my life.
So...
It was she who promised Gu Jingchen that she would agree to anything as long as the child was rescued.
What should she do?
Su An took a deep breath, and his head felt stuffy and swollen.
Gu Jingchen remained silent, like a nervous prisoner awaiting sentencing.
Su An's light words could instantly send him to hell or heaven.
A while——
She finally let out a long breath, and Gu Jingchen's heart instantly rose.
Su An did not give the answer he wanted, but asked softly, "Gu Jingchen, I want to be quiet for a while, is that okay?"
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