Su An had expected this answer, but he was still sad when he heard it.
Really not?
Is there no chance at all?
In a few months, this child will grow hands and feet and become a complete little life!
Maybe she will look like Gu Jingchen, or maybe she will look like herself...
How could she give up so easily!
"Doctor Zhang, can you...can you help me think of another solution? Maybe there's a treatment plan that's the best of both worlds? I really want to keep this child..."
Su An was silent for a while, looking at Dr. Zhang almost pleadingly.
Doctor Zhang met Su An's eyes and sighed helplessly.
"Miss Su, I'm not cold-blooded. I understand your feelings as a parent, but if you keep the child, even if you can barely make it to the birth, your kidney cancer will have already progressed to the late stage by then, and no medicine can save you. You'd better think it over as soon as possible."
"I see……"
This was the second time Su An had heard these words.
She nodded, stood up from the chair, and rushed out of the clinic door like a lost soul.
"Miss Su."
Doctor Zhang called Su An back and finally frowned and warned, "Hurry up, you don't have that much time."
"Taiwanese, I'll think about it again. Thank you..."
Su An agreed weakly and turned to walk out.
There were many people in the corridor, and they were of all kinds.
Su An just passed by the bench beside him, and suddenly he seemed to have no strength left and sat down abruptly.
She looked ahead expressionlessly, her mind full of the doctor's words.
“You don’t have that much time…”
yes……
She is now a person racing against death.
Just like the doctor said, if she could really hold on until the birth of the baby, by that time, her body would have been at its end.
If Ruo really couldn't survive, would her child be born without parents?
But……
Su An closed his eyes tiredly, and placed his palms lightly on his lower abdomen.
It seemed as if one could still feel the warmth of Gu Jingchen's palm yesterday.
If this child is gone, will he be sad?
Would you be willing... to give birth to another life with her?
Su An couldn't think of an answer and just wanted to be alone.
She opened her eyes, stood up from her chair, and prepared to leave.
But just as he moved, he suddenly seemed to be frozen in place, standing there in a daze.
Not far ahead, two figures that she couldn't be more familiar with were standing together.
Ye Kexin seemed to be holding a test report in her hand and handed it to Gu Jingchen for inspection.
Then, as if he couldn't stand steadily, he suddenly swayed and fell straight towards Gu Jingchen!
Su An's nails dug into his palm in an instant!
Gu Jingchen also hesitated for a moment and firmly protected Ye Kexin who was about to fall.
Then he took her and disappeared around the corner.
Su An felt cold all over, and once again experienced what it felt like to feel completely devastated.
When Gu Jingchen went out today, he said he was going to the company, and she didn't doubt it at all.
But unexpectedly, he came to see Ye Kexin again.
So what did he say yesterday?
He said he would always be with her.
He said he would solve Ye Kexin's problem.
Is that... how it's solved?
Su An blinked his eyes, his heart aching as if it was being torn into pieces.
But my eyes were dry and sore, and I couldn't shed a single tear.
She had shed enough tears for Gu Jingchen.
The previous entanglement and the persistence in front of the doctor seemed to have become a joke, turning into slaps in the face, making Su An's cheeks hot.
She was still stupid.
For a man who doesn't love her.
However, there is still room for regret.
Yes, she can still regret it.
Why should she give up her life for a man who doesn't love her at all?
Su An's hands were shaking, but he still managed to control them and clench them into fists.
She glanced deeply at the corner where the two people disappeared, turned around calmly, and stepped back into the clinic.
Doctor Zhang was sorting out the documents and was stunned when he saw Su An.
"Why are you back again? Have you considered it?"
"Um."
Su An responded and sat down in front of Dr. Zhang.
"I've been thinking about it. I'm going to have an abortion. Please help me arrange the surgery."
There was no trace of emotion in her tone, she was completely different from before.
Shouldn't have hesitated.
Why hesitate?
Why give Gu Jingchen another chance to hurt her?
When Doctor Zhang saw this, a hint of confusion flashed across his eyes, but he didn't ask any more questions. He happily wrote a prescription and handed it to her.
"This is the prescription I wrote for you. Don't lose it. I'll have someone arrange a time and confirm it. I'll call you and you can come for the surgery then."
"thank you."
Su An didn't even look at it. He just stood up with the surgical form and turned away.
She left the hospital directly.
The sun is shining brightly outside.
Su An only felt cold all over, as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
Half an hour later——
Su An returned home in a daze.
She went straight back to her bedroom, the scene she had just seen in the hospital kept appearing in her mind.
The way Gu Jingchen cared for Ye Kexin was so eye-catching.
Like a thorn, it pierced Su An's heart.
Just then——
A slight discomfort suddenly came from her abdomen, making her frown.
Su An subconsciously covered his lower abdomen with his hands, his face full of pity.
Is it that little guy who has not yet formed a form, who has realized his fate?
"Baby...Mom is sorry..."
"It's Mommy who didn't protect you..."
"Mom can't even protect herself..."
Su An couldn't help but choke up a little, and this time, the tears finally burst out uncontrollably.
"Gu Jingchen...why did you lie to me again...why..."
Su An murmured softly, only heartbreak remained.
It was unknown how long it took before she finally calmed down.
She won't trust him anymore.
Never again.
Su An wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, stood up, and hid the surgical form that he had been holding in his hand into his backpack.
Almost as soon as the door was opened, footsteps were heard in the corridor.
Gu Jingchen pushed the door open and walked in.
The moment he saw him, Su An's nose suddenly felt sore again.
Gu Jingchen also noticed Su An's expression and appearance, and frowned slightly, "An An, are you planning to go out? You look so bad, is there anything you want to do? I'll help you with it."
He was still as gentle as he was yesterday, looking so gentle that tears could drip out of him.
Su An's heart was calm without a single ripple.
"nothing……"
She turned her eyes away indifferently, not wanting to look at Gu Jingchen, and casually made an excuse, "Nothing, I just felt a little bored, so I went out for a walk, and then suddenly felt unwell, so I came back..."
"I see."
Gu Jingchen breathed a sigh of relief and coaxed softly, "Next time you want to take a walk, you can ask me to go with you..."
"Um."
Su An responded casually, took a step back, and said in a light tone, "Jingchen, I'm a little tired and want to lie down for a while. You go and do your own thing, don't worry about me."
Gu Jingchen paused when he heard this, and a strange feeling suddenly arose in his heart.
Why did he suddenly feel that Su Antu seemed a little strange?
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