Su An was startled, and a hint of panic flashed in his eyes.
Before I could think about it, I heard Gu Jingchen say in a doting tone, "You're so young, and I've already made it so hard for you to eat. If you grow up, it will definitely be more difficult..."
There was a hint of worry in his tone, as if he was genuinely concerned about whether her body could handle it.
Su An was startled, and the softest part of his heart seemed to be hit hard again.
Gu Jingchen...what do you mean by saying this?
Didn’t he say before that he didn’t want this child?
Su An stared blankly at the man in front of him, his already confused brain suddenly becoming even more dizzy.
Gu Jingchen was amused by her expression and suddenly lowered his head to press his lips against hers.
But he didn't make any further moves. He just put his lips against hers in an extremely ambiguous manner and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear, "An An, why are you looking at me like that? If you do this... I can't help it..."
As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Jingchen slowly deepened the kiss.
Su An's whole body froze, and he finally came to his senses, but it was too late.
Gu Jingchen kissed her again...
What does this kiss represent?
Why is he so gentle?
His lips and teeth were being rubbed gently, and Gu Jingchen seemed to have used up all his tenderness.
Su An's thoughts couldn't help but drift away again, and she suddenly had a momentary illusion, as if to Gu Jingchen, she was an invaluable treasure who should be cared for with all his heart.
Gu Jingchen's kiss became more and more passionate, but his movements were not as forceful as in the car.
He just gently exchanged breaths with Su An, and his eyes couldn't help but gradually become deep.
After an unknown amount of time, he finally let go of the person in his arms.
Su An panted slightly, but didn't say anything. His heart was about to jump out of his throat.
Gu Jingchen smiled and reached out to wipe away the moisture on her lower lip. He suddenly asked, "An An, tell me...is that little one in your belly a boy or a girl? Will it look more like you or me?"
Su An was stunned by his question, and an image of a cute little dumpling instantly appeared in his mind.
Then I suddenly remembered what the doctor said.
With her poor health, she simply can't survive the ten months of pregnancy and give birth to the child!
I must have surgery and chemotherapy as soon as possible!
But... she really couldn't bear to part with this child!
Even if he had come into her body because of a mistake, it was a relationship she and the man she had loved for thirteen years had created together...
Does Gu Jingchen have the same expectations of him as himself?
But didn’t he say last time that if she wanted to keep the child, she could keep it, and if she didn’t want to keep it, she could abort it?
"Jingchen..."
Su An pursed her lips slightly, and suddenly asked tentatively, "Don't you want this child? What if one day... the child suddenly dies..."
"An An, what nonsense are you talking about?"
Gu Jingchen interrupted her halfway through her words and couldn't help but hug her tighter.
Su An was stunned, and suddenly a light appeared in his eyes.
Gu Jingchen㱕 means that he wants this child?
Su An couldn't help but tighten his fingertips a little bit, not daring to give himself too much expectation.
Then I heard Gu Jingchen continue to speak gently.
"It's not that I didn't want this child before. I just felt that since I was the one who initiated the divorce, I didn't dare and didn't have the right to decide whether the child should stay or go. I wanted to leave it to you to decide..."
As Gu Jingchen spoke, he lowered his head and kissed Su An on the forehead, and suddenly pinched her cheek affectionately.
"So stop overthinking it. How could the child suddenly disappear? I love this child and want this child. Have you been feeling unwell recently? How about I go to the hospital with you for a checkup tomorrow..."
"No."
When Su An heard the word "hospital", she felt frightened and shook her head hurriedly. She found an excuse and said, "I'm just asking casually. I don't feel unwell. I will go for a prenatal check-up on the day."
"That's it."
Gu Jingchen didn't force it, but just reminded her worriedly, "If you really feel unwell, you must tell me, okay?"
"Thang..."
Su An answered him stupidly, his mind completely confused.
Has Gu Jingchen really changed?
She originally thought that after returning here, the dream would end.
But now all of Gu Jingchen's behavior told her that he really seemed to care about her and take care of her with all his heart.
If that's the case, then why did he...
"Gu Jingchen, why did you suddenly want to divorce me last time?"
Su An suddenly spoke up and asked the question that had been weighing on his mind for a long time.
“…”
When Gu Jingchen heard this, his expression changed slightly and he suddenly hesitated.
Su An did not urge him, but just waited quietly, staring at his eyes without blinking, as if trying to see something from them.
A while——
Su An withdrew his gaze.
She sighed in her heart and pushed him away slightly, "If you don't want to talk, then don't say it..."
“An An!!!”
Gu Jingchen hurriedly grabbed her hand and explained, "It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just... I promise you that when I can tell you, I will tell you everything. Give me some more time, okay?"
"Tuo."
Su An agreed readily and didn't ask any further questions, with only indifference in his eyes.
never mind.
If Gu Jingchen doesn't want to say it, then let him be.
What she wanted was never his explanation.
Neither of them spoke again.
Gu Jingchen also seemed to be relieved. He hurriedly let Su An lie down and pulled the quilt over him. "An An, sleep for a while."
"Tuo."
Su An agreed, lay down obediently, closed his eyes and dozed off.
But he noticed that Gu Jingchen had not left for a long time.
She couldn't help but open her eyes and asked in confusion, "Don't you have to go to work?"
"Need not."
Gu Jingchen answered without hesitation. He was originally just sitting by the bed looking at her, but as he spoke, he suddenly lay down next to her.
He let her rest her head on his arm and whispered, "I want to accompany you..."
Su An's eyes froze, and he felt as if an electric current instantly spread throughout his body.
But then Gu Jingchen suddenly covered his hand.
"Why are your hands so cold?"
Gu Jingchen said as he covered both of her hands in his palms. He suddenly tucked her feet between his legs and complained with a frown, "Your feet are cold too. Why didn't you tell me you were so cold?"
"Still..."
Su An didn't know what to say.
At this moment, my hands and feet are warm.
He warmed her body, and that warmth seemed to spread throughout her body, making every cell clamor for the emotion towards the man in front of her.
This was the first time in thirteen years that she felt such tenderness from Gu Jingchen.
Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, and thinking of the man's gentle look when he mentioned the child just now, she couldn't help but reach out and touch her abdomen.
The next day.
Gu Jingchen went to the company, and Su An took advantage of him being out and went to the hospital alone.
She made an appointment and found the familiar doctor, Dr. Zhang.
As soon as he sat down, he asked directly, "Doctor Zhang, I'm pregnant. Is there any way to save the baby?"
Dr. Zhang was stunned by Su An's question.
Then he came to his senses, frowned suddenly, and spoke in a serious tone.
"Do you know what your father said? With your current physical condition, you can't have children! Abort the baby as soon as possible before it's full-fledged, and prepare for kidney cancer surgery!"
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