This question has been hidden in Su Yiren's heart for a long time.

So long that when Mo Jingchuan showed kindness to her for the first time, she already had many doubts in her heart.

After all, she has been with Mo Jingchuan for many years and knows his temperament very well. After all, when she left two years ago, Mo Jingchuan did not show any signs of softening.

In his eyes, she is still just a tool to be used.

How come time flies, and it only takes two years to shape him into a gentle, considerate and considerate big warm man?

Whenever she thinks about it carefully, she always feels weird.

Maybe she was used to Mo Jingchuan's ruthlessness at the beginning, and when he suddenly shows boundless kindness and pampering now, she always feels a little creepy.

It was as if he would turn hostile at any time and tell her coldly that this was just a game.

If that was the case, she would rather not have the warmth now.

"It's not sudden."

Mo Jingchuan looked at her, and there was shyness in his eyes, which were always calm and deep. He seemed to want to say everything in his heart, but was a little embarrassed.

Seeing Su Yiren looking at him quietly and posing as if she was all ears, he had to cover his mouth and cough, "Well, I always feel that talking about this topic is a bit hypocritical. Do we have to say it?"

"Hmm?" Su Yiren raised an eyebrow.

"Okay, okay, I said," Mo Jingchuan walked out holding her hand, his soft whispers floating lightly in the moonlight night, "I can only blame myself for waking up too late, and not realizing that I loved you before you left."

"There were countless children in the secret service camp back then, but I only took you away. Later, when I retired from the organization, I gave up all fame and fortune. The only condition was to keep you by my side."

"Maybe I had a vague feeling for you at that time, but I didn't know it myself."

At this point, Mo Jingchuan couldn't help but sigh slightly, full of regret. During the countless sleepless nights in those two years, he would carefully recall all the time he spent with his beloved, and carefully analyze what he was thinking. The more he pondered, the more he understood.

It's nothing more than being young and energetic, and I can't shamelessly admit it.

How hateful.

The Sui people listened quietly and did not interrupt.

Mo Jingchuan led her for a walk in the courtyard and said quietly: "Later, my career needed strong support, so Fengzi suggested that I marry Ling Ruiya. Of course, Ling Ruifeng and I both consulted Ling Ruiya's opinion at that time, and she agreed. As for why she ran away later, I don't know the reason."

"Perhaps it is very possible that she knows that I only married her for my career."

Ling Ruiya can naturally feel whether he has love for Ling Ruiya.

After a pause, he continued, "In fact, I had many choices at that time. After all, I was already the head of the Mo family, and I had no shortage of ladies around me. But after Ling Ruiya left, I even felt a little bit of inexplicable joy in my heart, and immediately drafted a so-called contract to find you." "

In fact, after you left two years ago, Fengzi once said to me, if I didn't like you, how could I love you? From the special agent camp to Mrs. Mo, I have only you by my side." "

Moreover, if it was really a casual affair, I would not sleep with you or have a relationship with you."

He is not a lustful person. He

is willing to go out with her every night, but it is nothing more than coveting her for a long time.

After he finished speaking, he looked at Su Yiren anxiously, while Su Yiren lowered her eyebrows and looked silently at the gray courtyard path under her feet.

Mo Jingchuan was a little anxious, and put his hands on her shoulders, forcing her to look at him, "Baby, do you believe me?"

He said the truth, otherwise he would be struck by lightning!

"It's not that I don't believe you."

Su Yiren raised her eyes, with a glimmer in her almond eyes, "I just want to know, how did you wake up?"

"The book said that I should reflect on myself three times a day."

Mo Jingchuan's eyebrows and eyes drooped, showing a pitiful meaning, "You have been with me for nearly ten years, and you have rarely left me since the day we met. You suddenly disappeared, how could I not reflect on myself? In addition, Fengzi scolded me a lot, and I also realized my problem."

Su Yiren listened with a light laugh.

There was a hint of sarcasm in the glimmer in his eyes, "Why didn't you reflect on yourself back then? Or, why didn't you say it clearly when you found that you had vague feelings for me?"

Why did he have to make her feel hopeless before he woke up?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Mo Jingchuan apologized softly with a guilty look on his face, and Su Yiren sneered when she heard it, "What's the use of saying sorry? Tell me the answer?"

"I just... I just have too much self-esteem..."

When facing orders worth hundreds of billions or even trillions of dollars, Mo Jingchuan could remain calm and composed, and when he saw Su Yiren angry at this moment, he panicked, "You also know that I was very career-oriented at that time, and I also cared about my reputation. I liked everyone to listen to my orders, so, I just..."

He didn't know how to describe himself at that time.

I guess he was young and full of energy at that time, and really wanted to be a high and mighty king, and loved to see everyone submitting to him?

How could he admit that he fell in love with a little agent guard?

His self-esteem would never allow such a thing to happen, so he subconsciously blocked all his feelings for her, but his body couldn't control his attachment to her, so he took advantage of the darkness and entangled with her every night.

I think it was all his fault.