Chapter 41 Chapter 41 Lu Yanlin felt that he was...
Lu Yanlin felt that he was too indulgent towards Jin Man.
No one has ever been able to hurt him like this. He has tasted all the bitterness and embarrassment he has never tasted in his life in these days, but does Jin Man care?
He watched coldly and would never forgive him.
Even if Lu Yanlin moved out his relatives, his friends, and Lu Zhi, it would probably be useless.
Why would an ordinary person be so stubborn? Why would a poor person struggle so hard, even at the cost of starting over?
Are those tenderness and love fake?
Lu Yanlin couldn't believe that the person who was willing to love him like a god five years ago would let go without hesitation, letting him fall to the ground and experience the feeling of his heart being torn into pieces.
He wanted the Jin Man who would hug him with a smile, he wanted the boy who would let him into the house to keep warm on snowy days in winter, he wanted the Jin Man who would pamper him, love him and trust him, he wanted the Jin Man who would hug him when he was sad and let him touch his head.
How can such love just disappear?
Lu Yanlin didn't want to believe it. He tried to be as free and easy as Jin Man, but he couldn't even remove the mark. How could he watch Jin Man hug someone else?
Habits are really terrible things.
Jin Man spent five years weaving an invisible web, and Lu Yanlin was entangled and bound unknowingly. After Jin Man left, Lu Yanlin found that she could not accept other people, not just anyone.
Since he knows he can't leave, he won't let go.
Perhaps as long as Jin Man can return to his original position, all the troubles can be solved.
"Manman, come back."
He said this with difficulty, it was a compromise and also a way to save the relationship.
But there was no trace of strangeness on Jin Man's face. His calm eyes remained steady, and his tone was extremely calm: "Lu Yanlin, you really have never listened to me seriously."
"You also... have never respected me."
Jin Man didn't know why, but he suddenly felt extremely disappointed. He turned around with the child in his arms, his face icy with frost: "Go away!"
Lu Yanlin's heart felt like it was being burned on fire. He wanted to deny it, but his clever lips and tongue seemed to have lost their effect, and his expression couldn't be uglier.
Jin Man actually wanted to say, "Go away." He wanted to get angry, but Jin Duoduo looked at him with watery eyes, puzzled, which softened his heart.
never mind.
Considering the child, he put his hands into his pockets and clenched them tightly, without saying anything unpleasant.
Lu Yanlin raised the corner of his mouth, his eyes fell on his neck, and suddenly became sharp.
There was a small red swelling near the gland on Jinman's neck. Considering the smell of pheromones on his body, what exactly happened?
Lu Yanlin's face remained calm, but the corners of his lips couldn't help but droop coldly. The darkness and jealousy in his heart grew like poisonous weeds. His heart felt like it was on fire, burning him so painfully that he couldn't speak. It was as if he had been stabbed, and his heart was cold. However, his tone remained gentle: "I just wanted to see you."
Jin Man suddenly felt annoyed. He had never heard Lu Yanlin say such words before, but now that he heard it, he no longer wanted to hear it.
He lamented his own changes and said calmly: "What's so good about it? You've seen it for five years, and you should have seen enough."
"Lu Yanlin, I don't want to say anything so harsh, but I really don't want to see you at all. We made everything clear when we divorced, and you agreed. What are you doing now?"
He really wanted to say, isn’t this cheap?
But the two words lingered between his lips and teeth, and he swallowed them back silently. Jin Man couldn't say them.
Lu Yanlin's Adam's apple throbbed, and a huge despair enveloped him. He endured the pain in his heart for a long time before he opened his mouth and said bitterly: "Manman, Xiaozhi is sick."
Jin Man was stunned: "Sick? Didn't you see a doctor?"
Lu Yanlin glanced at him, as if he wanted to say something, but stopped and hesitated, feeling so embarrassed. However, he did not speak again.
Jin Man turned around and asked, "Is Lu Zhi seriously ill?"
He wanted to ask, but he pursed his lips in silence. Jin Man's belated epiphany also included his own family.
Lu Zhi didn't like him, or even rejected him, so it was very likely that his illness had nothing to do with his leaving. The season, bacteria, or wind were all possible reasons. The Lu family had the best doctors, and they would protect the Lu family's only child. Jin Man knew that he was nothing.
But he had also pinched the child's little hand, wiped his tears, and heard him call dad. When the child was very young, he would stick to him and look for him all day long.
If possible, Jinman hopes that he will grow up healthy and happy and have a good life in the future.
He frowned and said, "So what are you doing here, why don't you go take care of him?"
Jin Duoduo didn't understand what was going on. He leaned against Jin Man's chest and whispered to him, "Manman."
Jin Man glanced at the child whose face was filled with worry, and a warm feeling flowed through his heart.
This child is the one he should be responsible for.
He sighed and rubbed Jin Duoduo's hair: "Be good, go back first, there are too many mosquitoes outside, I will be back soon."
Jin Duoduo looked at Lu Yanlin, then at Jin Man, and obediently slid off him: "Then I'll go make the bed first, Manman, you have to come quickly."
Lu Yanlin looked at Jin Man's gentle expression, lowered his eyes, and took out a card from his pocket: "The person Xiaozhi wants to see most is not me."
All the little red flowers on the card were torn off. When Jin Man was performing the operation, he was afraid that Lu Zhi would not be able to adapt, so he told him to tear off all the sunflowers and then he went home.
Lu Yanlin looked at him quietly with deep eyes: "So, Manman, can this invitation card allow you to go home and visit Xiaozhi?"
Jin Man felt that Lu Yanlin might not be as heartless as he thought, and did not understand him as much as he thought. He clearly knew Jin Man's weaknesses, knew how to make him give in, and knew which knife would hurt him the most.
The wind blew the young man's hair, and tears slowly gathered in his quiet, dark eyes. At this moment, he really hated Lu Yanlin.
"Lu Yanlin, you did it on purpose."
The sadness and grief in the young man's eyes were like a fog that could not be wiped away.
"Why the hell are you doing this?"
Jin Man's chest was shaking and rising and falling uncontrollably.
He was breathing heavily, almost violently, and his face quickly turned pale, obviously not in a normal state.
Lu Yanlin's face changed: "Jin Man!"
Jin Man wanted to break free from his hand, but it was like iron and he couldn't get rid of it. He was shaking excessively and his body temperature was abnormally low. The terrifying feeling of almost suffocating made him unable to take care of his own emotions.
Lu Yanlin held his shoulders and let him bury his head in his shoulders to breathe. The perfume on his haute couture suit mixed with the omega's pheromones, and Jin Manqing couldn't help but move further away.
He felt so miserable that he was about to die.
"Lu Yanlin, please let go..."
A big hand gently pinched the back of his neck, and Jin Man subconsciously let out a cry. The hot breath gently swept across Jin Man's ears, causing him to tremble uncontrollably.
Lu Yanlin's voice was calm: "Manman, your susceptible period."
Alpha's pheromones filled his nasal cavity. The skin on the back of his neck was clean and soft, without any teeth marks. The slightly raised redness made that area of skin appear thinner and more sensitive.
Lu Yanlin stared at the skin, his eyes gradually darkening, and he lowered his head slightly.
Jin Man suddenly raised his head, leaned back hard, and covered Lu Yanlin's face with his hands.
There was no way, his current strength was simply not enough.
As long as they could stay away from Lu Yanlin, no one expected that the delayed susceptible period after the operation would break out today.
Jin Man thought that he might lose his susceptible period. After all, his glands did not recover well after the operation.
His forehead was soaked with sweat, and he said word by word: "Let go!"
Lu Yanlin's face looked a little ugly. Jin Man was not polite at all when he pushed him.
He frowned, slowly loosened his hand, and reminded in a gentle voice: "Stand firm first."
Jin Man got through the initial period and was fine after adapting.
He didn't look at Lu Yanlin, ignoring what had just happened. After a moment's pause, he said, "I remember you told me before that Lu Zhi was a child of the Lu family. You were right."
Jin Man thought clearly: "I shouldn't go to see him, and you shouldn't come to see me."
Lu Yanlin suddenly grabbed Jin Man's hand and said, "Manman, you are susceptible to infection now..."
Jin Man shook it off and said coldly: "I can find someone else."
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