Before the reform and opening up, he constrained himself, even if he lived a half-human life, he had to stick to himself, reject the advances of female comrades, not be honest about his family affairs, and not delay the other party. At the same time, he also set a good example for the younger generation in the family and did not cause trouble for his younger brothers and sisters.
After his grandfather left and the reform and opening up began, he didn't think about that at first until his business expanded to Hong Kong City.
The people who led him knew his identity and were full of compliments.
He would no longer be so foolish as to feel pity for his followers, nor would he embarrass them innocently. At first, he just sat in the dance hall with a lack of interest and poured himself a glass of wine.
Until the compliments I had received before came again, and the lesbians' admiring gazes fell on me.
He knew that these were vain and wrong.
But who doesn’t want to get back to the top after hitting the bottom? Isn’t the purpose of getting back to the top to enjoy these false prosperity?
Even though he knew that they were attracted by the power behind him, he still couldn't help but fall.
It was right not to return to Beijing, and it was also right to be a businessman. Only in this way could I vent my inner frustration.
Once there is the first woman, there are countless others.
They were after his money, but he just wanted his fake admiration.
There was no look that transitioned from admiration to disgust, no behavior that showed contempt or deliberate avoidance.
Money is what keeps them faithful.
He has plenty of this stuff.
Here, no one knows his past and everyone praises him.
He returned to his youthful vigor.
Full of energy and vigor, full of might and power...
Grandpa, it’s not that I don’t want to get old that I’m upset, but I can’t refuse the gentleness of the country.
Grandpa, you have seen the prosperity here, you will definitely forgive me, right?
Grandpa, you have been used to being an ascetic these years, and once the door is opened, you can’t stop!
Grandpa, please forgive me.
…
Obviously.
Grandpa didn't forgive him.
He was not allowed to burn incense, burn paper money, or kowtow.
hey-hey.
More excited.
Especially the way his younger sister scolded him.
More excited.
He became a pervert.
A pervert who is secretly happy.
He didn't understand why he was getting happier and happier even though what he was doing was so ridiculous.
It was not until my younger sister forced me to do charity work that my excitement was somewhat dampened.
How long had he been in this world of drinking and feasting? He didn't remember.
Until the body started moving again, the next day the soreness from the skin to the bones was unbearable, but it also brought a spontaneous pleasure from the heart.
The pleasure of sweating.
As soon as his little sister left, he could not help but throw himself into the feasting and carousing again, and found that those pairs of admiring glances were filled with a bit more surprise and sincerity.
In the past, they were attracted by his money, but now these lesbians are attracted by his figure.
The vanity grew even more.
It was filled tightly.
Even if it was fake, he could still feel happy.
As a result, he became even more of a scumbag and had many descendants.
These women and their children and grandchildren all stayed in the port city, waiting for him to visit occasionally.
He also stopped going to brothels. After all, he had so many young families waiting for him and he couldn't take care of them all.
Do charity and build a small family; on one side you are a Buddha and on the other side you are a scum.
He thinks he is awesome, not insane, and is a good guy wherever he goes.
It wasn't until the charity project expanded to the south that he encountered a mudslide.
Probably a life without regrets.
In fact, I want to live up to my grandfather's promise (after all, he left behind so many children and grandchildren).
I have done my best to be worthy of my younger sister (I have never stopped doing charity and saved the Zhang family's reputation).
He gave his only chance of survival to a lesbian and let himself be washed away by the mudslide.
What was he thinking before he died?
Fortunately, my family didn’t know about those things.
At the same time, he also retained the last bit of his dignity as a human being.
At the final moment, he also understood why he was happier the more ridiculous he acted.
Absurdity can cover up many things.
…
Behind every ridiculous person there is a truth that ordinary people cannot accept.
He is that ridiculous person.
The rest of my life was absurd.