Chapter 154 She Will Go Crazy

Su Mi could tolerate his words. She could not forget the purpose of marriage. Only by compensating him could she feel better.

I asked proactively, with a somewhat attentive attitude, "Do you want me to help you dry your hair?"

Xiao Xuanjin paused, then said nonchalantly, "No, save your energy for later."

Save energy...Su Mi understood instantly and buried his head in the quilt, wrapping himself more tightly.

Boys have short hair, and the temperature indoors is high, so the action is quick. After a short while, he climbed onto the bed from the other side.

Feeling the collapse on the side, Su Mi froze for a moment, and then he turned off the lights in the room.

It was pitch black, without a single ray of light in the new house.

Su Mi couldn't see Xiao Xuanjin, but he could feel the empty space between their quilt.

No one came near.

The air was eerily quiet, and all the restlessness was put on hold.

By now, Su Mi also understood that he was just joking and had no intention of touching her at all.

Yes, he hated her in his heart too late.

Thinking back to what he said when the fireworks were in the sky, he still cares about the past very much and can't let it go.

That was how it should be. Su Mi turned over with his back to him and slowly closed his eyes.

While she was half conscious, she repeatedly told herself that she must do what she said in three years.

Can't let him think she's still deceiving him.

Being in a foreign country, I thought it would be difficult to fall asleep, but maybe my body reached a point of fatigue, so falling asleep was not that difficult anymore.

However, before going to bed, her past memories were triggered and the nightmare flooded into her mind again.

The dream still showed the scene that had appeared many times before: Xiao Xuanjin was holding a Russian knife and trying to cut her throat.

She still remembers the doctor telling her that these were all illusions and not real.

She tried to find an opportunity to comfort him, groping for the source of heat and hugging his waist.

I said words of comfort and apology countless times before.

I thought this time would be like before, even if I had to wait longer, he would eventually drop the knife.

But this time it was different, she was pushed out of his arms and fell to the ground.

The knife was at her throat.

…

Xiao Xuanjin was a light sleeper, and he woke up when she turned over. He was wondering what she was doing, and then she suddenly climbed onto his waist.

Hearing her mumbling indistinctly, Xiao Xuanjin was sure that she was talking in her sleep.

I don’t know what she was dreaming about, but she was hugging him tightly.

The softness in his arms struck his nerves and aroused his passion.

But he was very clear-headed and knew that she was dreaming and this was not reality.

I just don’t know who she is dreaming about, which man…

Thinking of this, Xiao Xuanjin felt unhappy and pushed the person out.

Fortunately, she didn't come back.

However, this also destroyed his sleepiness.

He raised his hand and turned on the light with a click.

The room suddenly lit up, and after his eyes adjusted to the light, he looked to the side.

I saw that she was not awake, her eyes were closed, her face was full of fear, and her body was shaking, as if she was having a nightmare.

Xiao Xuanjin didn't call her. He got out of bed and pulled a stool to sit next to her.

He sat casually, his legs open, his hands clasped, his elbows resting on his legs, his eyes fixed on the person on the bed with curiosity and amusement.

I just watched her with sweat on her forehead, haunted by nightmares, unable to escape, and even more unable to be saved.

He picked up the lighter beside him and pressed it intermittently, thinking that life after marriage would be quite interesting.

The fun is yet to come.

Su Mi dreamed that Xiao Xuanjin's knife pierced her throat. She suddenly woke up, sat up and breathed heavily.

Then I saw the unfamiliar environment and Xiao Xuanjin in front of me.

She didn't immediately react to the fact that she was already married.

The person in front of him overlapped with the one holding the knife in the dream. Su Mi thought he had fallen into a deeper dream. He backed away repeatedly, his back pressed against the headboard.

Xiao Xuanjin put down the lighter in his hand and moved closer.

Looking at her frightened eyes, it was obvious that she had not yet woken up from her dream, which meant that her dream was very similar to reality. Could it be that the person she was afraid of in her dream just now was him?

Why, when I dreamed about him, I had such a look of horror on my face?

Then who was the person she was hugging in her dream just now? Could it be him, or someone else, or maybe her fellow villager?

Thinking of this, Xiao Xuanjin's expression turned a little colder.

I thought, since she is not awake yet, I might as well take this opportunity to test her, "Are you afraid of me?"

He was getting closer and closer. Su Mi picked up the quilt and wrapped herself in it, her voice trembling. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

Why are the words she said the same as last time when she was drunk, an apology again?

"Is sorry helpful?"

Yes, being sorry can't make up for the damage that has been done.

Su Mi looked at the man who was getting closer and closer to her, and thought about what she had done in the past. He still refused to forgive her. Tears welled up in her eyes and she burst into tears.

"I can make up for it. I can give you whatever you want."

Xiao Xuanjin stopped and looked at her with tears in her eyes. The sound of her crying was particularly heartbreaking, as if she had suffered a great injustice. He had never seen her like this before.

His heart seemed to be tugged at, "Why did you hug me just now?"

"I... want to apologize... to you." She hugged her knees, her voice intermittent due to sobbing.

It looks like it's him. Why does he have to make such a fuss just to apologize? It's obvious that he wants to take advantage of him.

Fortunately, she didn't dream about other wild men.

Xiao Xuanjin decided to let her go out of her way and said, "Take a good look at where this is."

After saying that, he picked up his lighter, walked to the window and lit a cigarette.

Su Mi closed her eyes, wiped away her tears, and looked around. Looking at the bright red sheets and the decorations in the house, memories flooded into her mind. She remembered the scene of her wedding, and then she calmed down.

He swallowed hard, so, that was not a dream.

She collapsed on the bed again, the memory just now came back to her. She lifted the quilt to cover her head, with only one thought in her mind: she was finished.

She had fallen into a deeper dream before, but it was never as intense as this one.

If this continues, she will definitely go crazy.

Originally, she didn't have many dreams because the doctor's treatment had improved her. But since she reunited with Xiao Xuanjin, the frequency of these dreams began to increase, and her dreams became more and more troublesome. Fortunately, the method the doctor prescribed was still effective, and she was able to comfort him in her dreams.

But, just now, if I guessed correctly, she crawled to Xiao Xuanjin and hugged him, but was pushed away by him, which caused the world in the dream to begin to change drastically.

It has become uncontrollable, and I am afraid that even deeper dreams will haunt her in the future.

The doctor had told her to have less contact with him, but now that they were married, it was inevitable.

I looked at the clock on the wall and it was only eleven forty.

She plans to consult Dr. Daniel tomorrow to ask what to do about her situation.

After a while, Xiao Xuanjin came back and turned off the lights again.

The room was dark again.