Chapter 180 Are You Willing
She said she couldn't wait to meet him.
Hearing this, Xiao Xuanjin was stunned for a moment. He had waited for so long, the only thing he was unsure about was what she meant. He still wanted to hear her decision in person.
"Why do you want to see me?"
The two of them were so close that they could observe each other's delicate and subtle emotions.
Su Mi could clearly feel that he was expecting her answer. "I was afraid that you would be angry about my breaking the appointment, so I wanted to explain to you. Now I know that you have a big misunderstanding. No matter what you hear or see, you must believe me. There is nothing between him and me."
Xiao Xuanjin looked at her steadily, his hand covering the back of her hand, "How can I trust you?"
He wanted her to express her opinion.
"That's it..." Su Mi lowered his head, considering what to say, his palm still against his face, the warmth of his palm on the back of his hand.
"That's what it is." Xiao Xuanjin pinched her fingers and urged her.
"Actually... I have something I want to tell you. I originally planned to tell you on your birthday."
"What?"
Su Mi raised her eyes, still holding his face with her hands, looking at his deep brows and eyes, and nervously adjusted her breathing several times. Finally, she made a decision and said:
"You asked me, besides wanting to make up for it, what else did I want to marry you for... Now I finally understand that I have selfish motives. I am on your side and I care about your selfish motives. Do you understand?"
She thought that from the beginning to the end, she had been different towards him. She had not been willing to let herself go all these years, but on the other hand it also showed that she was unwilling to let him go and did not want the memory of him to disappear, so she was so stubborn and true to herself.
Love had already grown silently, but she just didn't notice it.
After hearing her words, Xiao Xuanjin's eyes deepened and he held her hand a little harder. "Do you care about me?"
"Well, I care about you...I just like you."
After he finished speaking, Su Mi's face turned red with heat. He lowered his head, not daring to look at him. His eyes were wandering around, trying to hide his nervousness.
"No regrets?"
What is he talking about? How could he regret it? She answered without hesitation, "No regrets."
She hesitated and asked, "So, can you trust me now? I will treat you well and be responsible for you in the future."
Seeing her like this, Xiao Xuanjin felt as if something had hit his heart. His limbs were all numb. His throat rolled and his voice became a little hoarse. "How can you be responsible? And it's a responsibility that you take for yourself?"
It turns out he still remembers these words.
Su Mi raised his eyelids slightly, smiled seductively, and moved a little closer, touching his nose, "So, are you willing?"
Xiang Xiang's smile froze, and he added, "Whether you are willing to forgive me now or not, I want to make it clear to you what I mean. Even if you reject me, I will accept it."
At this point, she was afraid that he would reject her, and she felt insecure. However, when she thought about his attitude towards her now, she encouraged herself silently in her heart.
After saying that, Su Mi anxiously waited for his reaction, and then the world spun before his eyes, and the two of them switched positions.
She was pressed under him, their bodies pressed tightly together through their clothes.
She raised her eyelids and met his gaze. Xiao Xuanjin was looking down at her, his eyes filled with lingering passion, and his voice was so tingling that it made her ears numb. "Where's the gift?"
Gift? It occurred to me that he was asking about the amulet, but now it's lost.
Su Mi felt a little guilty, "It's late now, let's go to bed early."
"Hmm?" His voice had an air of not allowing any slacking.
"I… lost it."
Su Mi glanced to the side, not daring to look at him, "I didn't mean to lose it. After I fainted, I couldn't remember anything, and when I woke up, the things were gone."
Xiao Xuanjin turned her head to prevent her from escaping, "Something is lost, what do you say we should do?"
"I'll give you some, okay?"
"Okay, then I'll owe you that first."
Su Mi was marveling at how easy he was to talk to.
He pressed down and held her lips, biting and grinding them. His movements were extremely fierce, but also revealed excitement.
Su Mi thought, wait, it seems that he hasn't expressed what he meant yet, nor did he say whether he forgave her or not.
Is it the default?
Never mind. I'll ask you later.
She raised her arms and put them around his neck in response.
The two haven't seen each other or been intimate for almost ten days.
Xiao Xuanjin was a little anxious, and Su Mi was also very proactive.
The two of them were immersed in it unconsciously, and the light on the bedside table was brightly lit.
After finally finishing the job, Su Mi was so tired that he fell asleep.
Xiao Xuanjin picked her up, went into the bathroom, and then they both slid into the large bathtub.
Su Mi felt all the pores in his body dilated in his dream, and he moaned unconsciously.
Xiao Xuanjin was frightened by her charming voice. He buried his head in her ear and teased her. His hand slid down from her waist, and his fingertips lightly touched her softness. She bent her body and gasped softly.
The water in the bathtub ripples and overflows.
…
Because he had almost no sleep the whole night, Su Mi was severely sleep deprived.
So, she decided to stay in bed forever.
Xiao Xuanjin seemed to have recovered from his cold. He was in good spirits and got up early.
Before leaving, he whispered in her ear, "Wife."
Su Mi was sleeping soundly. He had no strength left and didn't want to talk, so he ignored him.
I turned over, pulled the quilt up and covered my ears, and told him not to disturb me.
Seeing her ruthless look, Xiao Xuanjin licked his lips and closed his eyes slightly, "Wife, after you confessed your love to me and ate me up, you don't recognize me anymore?"
Su Mi did not hear these words, as his consciousness had fallen into dream again. Meimei went on a date with Zhou Gong.
When she woke up again, Xiao Xuanjin was gone and the room was empty.
After getting up and packing, she pushed open the door of the cloakroom just like she did in the Su Mansion, and saw the double-layer glass-structured cloakroom inside, which was filled with all her clothes, jewelry, and ornaments.
Sigh, even the cloakroom was replicated.
After she changed her clothes and went downstairs, she saw Aunt Niu waiting for her.
"Madam, you are up now. Let's have dinner first."
"good."
After dinner, Su Mi walked around the yard. She could see things more clearly during the day. She observed everything inside carefully. Every blade of grass and every tree was perfectly restored.
Walking into the glass greenhouse, due to climatic reasons, it is not like Jiangcheng where it is spring all year round, so they have to bring in hot springs and provide special care to keep these flowers and plants evergreen all year round.
Smelling the fragrance of flowers that does not belong to this season, I thought to myself that this must have taken a lot of thought. The construction of the Su Mansion must have cost a lot of time and money.
Was this Xiao Xuanjin's idea? When did he start planning this...
She was lost in thought when Aunt Niu came over from a distance and said, "Madam, someone is looking for you outside."
Who knows her in this place?
Could it be that...
"I'll go and take a look."