Chapter 182: Carrying more than a dozen lives on his shoulders
The messages in the group were constantly refreshing and making dinging sounds. Fu Jingshen basically did not want to be disturbed in all irrelevant groups. Other groups were also groups that were temporarily created because of the project. Generally, they would not send messages unless the project started, then they would send some progress or something in the group.
This time the phone kept ringing, I was afraid it wasn’t just about the project group.
Fu Jingshen put down his work and turned on his phone.
As soon as I entered, I saw the eye-catching red 99+.
It was Shu Chen who invited him to join the group, which contained people who were currently known to be able to hear Shu Yue's thoughts.
He had a bad feeling, so he clicked on it and climbed the stairs to get a general idea.
Only then did I know that He Qilin had died, and he died saving Shu Yue.
Shu Chen mentioned Shu Yue's guess again, and now the heroine of the novel might have been replaced by Shu Yue.
Fu Jingshen: Which hospital?
Fu Jingshen, who had been quiet in the group, suddenly sent a message. Everyone was stunned for a moment before they realized who this stranger was who they had not mentioned.
Chen Xueer: Kangyang Hospital, she must need you really now.
When Chen Xueer's message popped up, Fu Jingshen had already asked Secretary Tang to buy a plane ticket.
"Mr. Fu, the only flight to Haicheng today is at 8pm. It will probably be early morning when we arrive in Haicheng. Why don't we buy a ticket for tomorrow morning? It will be just in time..."
"Just buy the one for 8pm."
As Fu Jingshen spoke, he picked up his coat and walked out.
“Please change all my meetings for the next week to online meetings, and remember to report any important matters to me in a timely manner.”
"yes."
After Chen Xueer sent the message, she didn't see Fu Jingshen reply for a long time, so she put away her phone. When she looked up, she saw Shu Chen walking towards her.
He looked at her from afar, without saying anything, just spreading his hands. Chen Xueer felt her nose sore and trotted towards him.
She buried her head in Shu Chen's chest, crying uncontrollably.
"Do you think Qilin will hate me?"
Chen Xueer never thought that He Qilin would die because of her. If she didn't chase him, if she didn't insist on catching Lisa herself, the result would not have been this.
Shu Chen patted her back gently to comfort her.
"He definitely won't. You're his favorite sister. How could he hate you?"
"But...I was the one who killed him..."
Chen Xueer has always been very strong-willed and never shows her vulnerable side in front of others, especially in front of Shu Chen. He rarely sees Chen Xueer cry, and doesn't know how to comfort her, so he can only clumsily wipe her tears.
In fact, they all knew very well that He Qilin could not escape this. Even if there was no this time, there would be a next time. His script had already been written long ago.
But when it really comes to this, it makes people feel scared and helpless.
To them, this was just another living life being ruthlessly destroyed.
"By the way, where's Shu Yue?"
As Chen Xueer cried, she felt like she had forgotten something, and suddenly she remembered Shu Yue, whom they had just talked about in the group.
"Shu Huai is with her, don't worry."
"Sister, let's go down. This place is very dangerous."
Shu Huai looked at Shu Yue who was sitting on the edge of the rooftop. He wanted to persuade her to come down, but he was afraid of upsetting her and making her feel depressed.
The rooftop of the hospital isn’t that high, maybe a dozen floors. When I looked down, it didn’t seem as scary as I’d imagined.
"Shu Huai."
"I am here."
Hearing Shu Yue calling him, Shu Huai hurried over and sat down with her.
If she really wanted to jump down, he could jump with her.
Anyway, his life was saved by Shu Yue, and there was nothing or anyone worth clinging to in this world.
"Do you think that this is considered indirect murder?"
Shu Yue has been thinking about this problem.
[He Qilin died to save me, and it was forced. Does my behavior count as indirect murder? How could I, a mere cannon fodder, become the heroine? 】
She still finds it difficult to accept this setting.
He Qilin's death was not her intention, but she could do nothing about it. She thought that she would never be able to walk out of this shadow in her lifetime.
Shu Huai frowned and stared at Shu Yue's profile.
"I don't think so. He is just one of the millions of heroes. Heroes die to save others. He saved you and the millions of you. This doesn't count as murder."
"If there were no heroes like him, many people in this world would lose their lives due to force majeure, and a family would be destroyed because of the loss of life, and there would be more unhappy things. This is a kind thought. If you encounter this situation next time, will you go up and push her away?"
Shu Huai asked Shu Yue in return.
This was something she hadn't thought of.
Shu Yue looked up at the setting sun which was about to set over the mountain. The glow of the sunset was so beautiful that it was beyond words.
She already had the answer.
"meeting."
One word, very firm.
She actually cherishes her life very much, but if it is to save other lives, she suddenly feels that she would do the same. It is a subconscious kindness.
"So you are not considered to be indirectly murdering someone."
Shu Huai smiled and reached out to Shu Yue.
"So, are you coming down?"
Shu Yue turned her head to look at Shu Huai, an eighteen-year-old boy. She had always treated him as a younger brother, but at this moment she realized that he was much more like a mature adult than she was.
After being comforted by Shu Huai, Shu Yue's mood did improve, but she still couldn't let go of the matter.
After such an incident, Shu Yue could no longer live in Chen Xueer’s house, and had to return to her own home.
Shu Huai wanted to send her back, but she refused because she wanted to be alone.
She spotted a bicycle on the side of the road and started her cycling journey.
Winter was not over yet, and the cold wind penetrated through her collar when she rode her bike, making her shiver, but it seemed that this was the only way to clear her mind.
"Host, there is no need for you to punish yourself like this, right?"
The system can’t stand it anymore.
Shu Yue's face was blown red and she looked very cold.
"I'm not punishing myself. I'm clearing my mind. My previous thought was that I could go home no matter what happened. But now it's different. I'm the heroine, so I should consider how the plot will develop in the best way."
He Qilin's death awakened her.
According to the plot development, Shu Quan and others will all die later. They died before for Qin Niaoniao, but now it's because of her. It feels like she is carrying more than a dozen lives on her shoulders. How can she not feel pressured?
"And that Fu Heming, am I going to date him now?"
It turns out that not everyone can be the heroine. Her head hurts whenever she thinks about these things.
She parked the car temporarily at the beach. Although it was cold, there were still many people having fun at the beach. She squatted on the ground looking at the ocean, wondering what she was thinking.
"Beauty, can you add me on WeChat?"
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