Chapter 274: It’s better not to show your feelings
"Doctor Shu, why don't you go and have a rest? I'll take over your morning consultation."
Doctor Ouyang saw that Shu Quan's eyes were bloodshot.
"No need. You took the night shift for me last night, and I have to prepare for Pei Xiao's surgery tomorrow. How can I let you take my place again?" Shu Quan refused.
He still has to do his own job well.
Doctor Ouyang looked at him and sighed, "You don't have to work so hard."
Shu Quan didn't say anything and continued working. Dr. Ouyang glanced at him, got up and left his office, and went to Pei Xiao's ward.
"How was your day? Did you have a good lunch?"
Pei Xiao was playing games with the child in the next bed. He stopped when he saw Dr. Ouyang come in and said, "Eat it."
"You will have to fast after dinner today. Don't eat or drink anything except water. You will be preparing for surgery tomorrow. Keep a good attitude, everything will be fine." Doctor Ouyang instructed.
"Doctor Ouyang, what is the exact time of the surgery tomorrow?"
Pei Xiao asked.
"Not sure, but tomorrow..." Doctor Ouyang thought about Ke Xin's condition, "The surgery can be performed tomorrow."
Although as a doctor I am used to seeing life and death, I still feel sad every time I think about the loss of a living life while I am powerless to do anything about it.
"Take a good rest and don't think too much."
After giving his instructions, Dr. Ouyang left the ward.
"Sister Pei Xiao, after you have the surgery tomorrow, will you become a healthy person?"
The little girl stared at Pei Xiao.
"yes."
"Okay, then I can dance all the time. Can you dance for Dr. Shu? When I grow up and become beautiful, I will dance even better. If Dr. Shu sees you dancing, he will be fascinated by you." The child's eyes are big and round, very cute.
Pei Xiao smiled and pinched her cheek, "You are so young, how do you know so much?"
"Because I'm a little adult."
Ke Xin was not able to get up until three in the morning of the next day. Shu Quan was resting in the dormitory arranged by the hospital. He changed his clothes and rushed over as soon as he received the call.
Even though they knew Ke Xin had given up her life, as doctors they would not waste even a single minute to save her.
"how's it going?"
When Shu Quan arrived, a doctor happened to come out of the operating room.
"There are no vital signs. She pulled out the oxygen tube herself... Doctor Ouyang just came in, and Pei Xiao's surgery will also be moved up."
"This was found by the nurse on Ke Xin's bedside table. She said it was for you." The doctor handed the envelope to Shu Quan.
Shu Quan took it and opened the envelope.
Dr. Shu, actually I had prepared to leave a long time ago, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. During the few hours I rushed from Fuyuan City to Haicheng, I thought a lot. Looking back on my life, it seems that I have nothing to be nostalgic about. But when I think that someone will be reborn because of my heart, I seem to have the courage again.
She will definitely be happier than me.
Also, I hope Dr. Shu can tell me my wish to see the Golden Mountain in the Rise.
Ke Xin had little strength and the words she wrote were crooked. Shu Quan looked at her words over and over again before he could understand them.
Ke Xin is also a pitiful person. She is helplessly trapped in the dark swamp of her original family and can hardly save herself.
At six o'clock in the morning, Pei Xiao was woken up by the nurse, who asked her to change into surgical clothes and prepare for surgery.
Pei Xiao knew this day would come, but he didn't expect it to come so soon.
"Where's Dr. Shu?"
She hasn't seen Shu Quan in the past two days.
"The dean has approved leave for Dr. Shu. He should go home. Change your clothes and let's go." The nurse took Pei Xiao to the operating room.
She took a deep breath, trying to dispel the tension in her heart. The road to the operating room was not long, but every step was difficult.
This road is a fear of the unknown and an expectation of new life.
"Doctor Shu? Aren't you on vacation today? Why didn't you go home?"
As soon as the nurse took Pei Xiao to the door of the operating room, she saw Shu Quan standing there.
He took off his white coat and changed into his casual clothes. He looked brighter and his eyesight was evident. He also carefully groomed his hair and tidied up his appearance.
"I've been back, but I'm still worried, so I want to come and have a look."
Shu Quan looked at Pei Xiao who was following the nurse, "The operation will start soon, don't be nervous, everything will go well."
Pei Xiao stared at Shu Quan and smiled at him. Her smile was very bright.
"I was a little nervous just now, but after seeing Dr. Shu, I felt relieved."
The two looked at each other for a minute, and the nurse coughed to remind them.
"It's time to go in."
Pei Xiao followed him into the operating room and couldn't help but look back at Shu Quan. Seeing Shu Quan standing there, she felt a lot more at ease, and the previous fear was swept away.
"Brother, how did the surgery go?"
Shu Yue brought Fu Jingshen to change the medicine and came to see Shu Quan by the way.
"We've just been in there for an hour, and we don't know what the situation is." Shu Quan glanced at Shu Yue, his fingers tangled together, looking a little nervous.
"Don't be nervous. Now that we've come this far, the operation will definitely go smoothly." Shu Yue said, looking Shu Quan up and down.
"Brother, is this dress of yours new?"
"How do you know?" Shu Quan was surprised.
"The tag is still there." Shu Yue pointed at the tag that had fallen off the corner of his clothes. Shu Quan looked down and quickly removed the tag.
"You used hairspray on your hair, too. I've never seen you like this before." Shu Yue leaned over with a gossipy look on her face. "You wore new clothes especially for Pei Xiao, right?"
Shu Quan, whose thoughts were exposed, subconsciously moved to the side and kept a distance from Shu Yue.
"no."
"It would be strange if it wasn't."
"If Pei Xiao's operation goes well, have you ever thought about your relationship?" Shu Yue asked.
In the original plot, Shu Quan never confessed his love to Pei Xiao before she died of a heart attack due to untimely rescue. He had always been in a state of secret love for her. If the operation was successful this time and Pei Xiao survived, Shu Quan would not go back to get drunk and would not make the same mistake again. Then their relationship would change.
Shu Quan stared at the door of the operating room and said, "Let's wait until she finishes the operation."
Shu Quan knew that it was not easy to fight against the plot. Pei Xiao was just a minor character with few scenes. Whether she was alive or dead might not matter to Tian Dao, but Shu Quan's role was more important.
He thought that maybe at some point in the future, he would also be like He Qilin, and would suddenly die due to the plot.
It would be better not to express your feelings, just like now, it’s okay to be just ordinary friends.
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