Chu Yinlong found that something was wrong with Jiang Dao.
This feeling of something being wrong seemed to have started after Tang Yao and Zhou Wei got their marriage certificate.
Ever since learning that Tang Yao and Zhou Wei had obtained their marriage certificate, Jiang Dao used the excuse of feeling tired to postpone several tasks. He often sat there in a daze or typed on his phone, but no one knew who he was chatting with.
Chu Yinlong was curious and leaned over to take a look, but Jiang Dao immediately covered the screen. Obviously, she was keeping some little secret from him.
Chu Yinlong asked Jiang Dao, but Jiang Dao didn't say anything, so he had to ask Tang Yao.
"You mean, he acted like this after he heard that Weiwei and I got our marriage certificate?" Tang Yao asked with a smile on the phone.
"...It seems so. But I can't be sure. It's just that when I found out, it was almost when you got the marriage certificate." Chu Yinlong was a little distressed.
"Does he want to get married too?" Tang Yao guessed. "I'm talking to you guys. You guys are obviously progressing faster than Weiwei and I at the beginning. Why haven't you thought about getting married yet?"
"Probably not." Chu Yinlong sighed, "He... said before that he was not ready to get married. I thought he was still young and there was no rush."
The two discussed it for a while, but couldn't guess anything.
Tang Yao simply invited Chu Yinlong: "How about this, when Weiwei and I have our wedding, you and Xiaodao can be best men. Let Xiaodao feel the atmosphere of a wedding, maybe he won't be so hesitant."
This might be a solution, Chu Yinlong agreed without much hesitation.
Tang Yao and Zhou Wei's wedding was held on a cruise ship.
The blue sea, blue sky and bright sunshine created a warm atmosphere at the wedding.
Jiang Dao and Chu Yinlong were wearing the same silver-gray suits and standing next to Tang Yao and Zhou Wei who were wearing white clothes. The relationship between the four of them was already very good, and they were also two rare same-sex couples in the entertainment industry. When they stood side by side in their suits, someone joked that they might as well just have a wedding together.
There was no flaw in Jiangdao's smile. He held up the wine glass, gently clinked it with the person who brought the blessing, and then drank it all in one gulp.
At the wedding banquet, Jiang Dao drank a lot of wine.
At first, everyone thought he was drinking one cup after another because he was happy. But later on, Jiang Dao's way of getting himself drunk scared everyone present. Chu Yinlong snatched the wine from Jiang Dao's hand, apologized to everyone, and took Jiang Dao out of the wedding banquet.
"What happened?" In the corner of the deck, Chu Yinlong stared at Jiang Dao's eyes with a serious expression.
"Nothing..." Jiang Dao lowered his eyelashes.
Even after drinking so much, he still didn't feel drunk at all, as if his soul was still out of tune with this world. I want to get drunk but I can't, and I feel only depressed and anxious.
——After this wedding, the original story will come to an end.
Of course Chu Yinlong didn't believe Jiang Dao's perfunctory response.
"Nothing? But you're like this..." He held Jiang Dao's cheek and whispered, "Xiao Dao, what are you afraid of? Tell me, okay? I'm your lover, no matter what happens to you, I will face it with you."
Jiang Dao looked into Chu Yinlong's eyes but couldn't say anything.
In the end, he could only reach out and hug the man in front of him, tightening his arms, feeling the other's living body and hot temperature, and trying to imprint all the feelings of this moment in his mind.
The hug lasted for a long time, and then Chu Yinlong heard Jiang Dao ask in a very soft voice in his ear: "If one day, I am gone...you..."
Chu Yinlong felt a sudden chill in his heart.
He grabbed Jiang Dao's shoulders and pulled him in front of him, his tone a little flustered: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Jiang Dao lowered his eyes in silence for a moment, then suddenly raised the corners of his lips and pulled out a strange smile.
"...Yeah, what nonsense." He exhaled briefly and looked at Chu Yinlong, "I just wanted to try if I could get drunk. Unfortunately, no matter how much I drink, I don't seem to get drunk."
Although Chu Yinlong knew that Jiang Dao was trying to change the subject, he did not expose him.
During this period of time, Jiangdao has been avoiding his questions. If he asked too many questions, Jiangdao would bite his lip and refuse to speak, which made him feel very frustrated.
Chu Yinlong sighed, stretched out his hand and gently pinched Jiang Dao's face: "No matter if you will get drunk or not, you can't drink too much. It's not good for your health."
Jiang Dao smiled at him and nodded obediently.
After the wedding banquet, Chu Yinlong and Jiang Dao returned to the cruise ship guest room. Before Chu Yinlong had time to clean up and take a shower, Jiang Dao grabbed Chu Yinlong's tie and pushed him onto the bed.
After an almost crazy indulgence, Jiang Dao hugged Chu Yinlong tightly and bit his shoulder hard.
Chu Yinlong groaned, but did not push Jiang Dao away.
Only when the sharp pain was covered by a layer of warm wetness did he raise his hand to smooth Jiang Dao's hair and called out hoarsely, "Xiao Dao..."
Jiang Dao kissed away the blood from Chu Yinlong's wound, let go and fell back into the quilt, looking at Chu Yinlong's face so close to him, his eyes blurred.
"Xiaodao!" Chu Yinlong was shocked. "Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?"
"...No." Jiang Dao stopped Chu Yinlong from looking down, sniffed, and said with a smile, "I'm fine, it's just... I just... I really like you too much..."
Although he was smiling, his tears kept flowing. He didn't have time to wipe them away, and they fell on the quilt, leaving a wet mark.
Chu Yinlong didn't ask any more questions.
He hugged Jiangdao back tightly and kissed him.
"Chu Yinlong," Jiang Dao's voice was slightly trembling, "... Come again, I want more. You... don't be so gentle, be a little harder, a little rougher, be a little more harsh to me, make me hurt... okay?"
After a long silence, Chu Yinlong responded in a low voice: "...Okay."
Chu Yinlong still didn't ask any further questions.
He followed Jiang Dao's request, held the person in his arms, and did whatever he wanted to her, almost torturing her.
Until Jiang Dao fell asleep exhaustedly, Chu Yinlong reached out and stroked the wound on his shoulder that was still aching dully, slowly closed his eyes, and sighed.
After a moment, he turned over and looked at the mobile phone that Jiangdao placed on the pillow. He hesitated for a long time, and finally reached out and picked it up.
"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't do this, I know it's wrong." Chu Yinlong kissed Jiang Dao's forehead, his eyes full of pain, "I'm sorry, but I'm really... worried about you."
He held Jiang Dao's phone, hesitating and struggling, and finally decided: "If you don't change the password, I will take your previous words 'You can look at my phone at will' as true?"
Jiang Dao didn't sleep very well, his brows were furrowed, but he was obviously not awake.
Chu Yinlong took two deep breaths and swiped the screen of Jiang Dao’s phone.
Surprisingly, Jiangdao cancelled the password protection at some point.
The screen lit up and the standby screen expanded directly into Chu Yinlong's eyes.
There aren’t many things installed on Jiangdao’s phone, just some built-in software and necessary social platforms.
Chu Yinlong did not flip through the pages randomly, but opened the list of apps that Jiang Dao had used recently.
Surprisingly, Jiang Dao has been using Memo frequently recently, even more than WeChat and Weibo, and it is ranked first in the list.
memorandum?
Chu Yinlong clicked in puzzledly.
The next second, his pupils suddenly constricted, his breathing choked, and panic spread across his heart, causing his entire limbs to ache.
There was only one item in the memo, but it was——
Chu Yinlong looked at the lines of text on the screen, his fingers trembling slightly uncontrollably.
"If one day, I really disappear, I know you will be sad, but don't be sad for too long. You have your life and dreams, so you must keep moving forward and fulfill them."
"Although I can't make Xia Tian forget him when I die like Little Gray Wolf did, I still hope you can remember me. But I also don't want you to be unable to let go. I don't mind you falling in love with someone else. If there is someone who can stay with you, just let go and love. Remember, whether I am by your side or not, I hope you can always be happy."
…
"I don't know if I will leave any trouble behind when I disappear, but I can only ask you to deal with it. If it is just a body, I believe you still remember that I said that I love the sea."
"But if I become a complete stranger to you, or if I look like I have lost my memory, I will have to trouble you to take care of the "me" that is left behind. Of course, if he is too willful, you don't have to give in to him. Just beat him when he deserves a beating. I have trained my body to be so strong that I can take a beating."
"You can fall in love with him, but make sure he won't hurt you."
…
"I'm reluctant to part with the bullet, so you must always be nice to it. Remember, we are its parents. No matter what happens to me, you are responsible for taking good care of it."
"Remember to hire someone who can cook for Bullet, and never cook for yourself."
…
"Actually, I thought about marrying you."
"But I'm too scared. I'm afraid that if I leave this world too soon, you'll go from being a handsome, unmarried young man to a pitiful widow."
"That's really unfair to you."
…
"You actually watched me typing secretly."
"I wonder if you'll sneak a peek at my phone while I'm asleep. I really don't have much motivation at work lately, and I'm usually in a daze. I know you must have noticed it and you're worried. But there are some things I don't know how to tell you."
"I'd better cancel the password. Otherwise, if you forget my password, you won't be able to read these words written to you."
"If you really peeked at my phone in advance, remember, don't ask anything."
…
"If I don't disappear after the wedding tomorrow, I will delete these things and agree to your proposal."
"If you've already peeked, just pretend you haven't!"
"Don't! Ask! Anything!"
Chu Yinlong gently placed the phone back on Jiang Dao's pillow.
He stretched out his arms and embraced the young man beside him, holding him tightly in his arms, caressing and kissing him... He had never been so frightened before, afraid that in the next second he would lose the most important treasure to him.
"The island..."
Chu Yinlong murmured in a low voice.
"...No matter where you come from, no matter who you are or what you have been through, even if you...disappear...I will only recognize you as my lover in this life."
A sleepless night.
It was not until the morning sun jumped out of the sea and sprinkled a piece of golden fragments in the blue that Jiang Dao slowly opened his eyes.
Chu Yinlong stared at him quietly.
"...What time is it?" Jiang Dao's voice was slightly hoarse.
"Eight twenty-six." Chu Yinlong didn't even look at his watch, but he gave the time accurately, and added, seemingly superfluously, "The morning after the wedding."
Then he saw that Jiang Dao's eyes seemed to be lit up by the morning sun, becoming brighter and brighter, sparkling with joy that could not be concealed.
"The next day!" Jiang Dao shouted.
"Yes, the next day." Chu Yinlong emphasized again, "The wedding was over long ago, you..."
After a pause, he remembered what was written in the memo and changed the way he asked: "...Are you willing to accept my proposal now?"
Jiang Dao looked at him with a smile, his eyes filled with the morning glow outside the window: "I do!"
The author has something to say: So the island will not disappear!
As for the origin of the island, he would not explain it clearly, otherwise it would be too cruel to the people in the book. At most, he would keep it tacitly with Dragon Dad like now QwQ
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