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Although Lin Yan's words gave Zhou Ningning more confidence, she still decided to let go of this relationship.
No one can predict what will happen in the future. Zhou Ningning cannot imagine Song Jing having three thousand beauties in his harem, nor does she want to be trapped in the palace, even with Song Jing's promise.
Sister also said that people will meet more people in their lives, so don’t hang yourself on a tree.
Zhou Ningning thought that maybe she would meet other men she liked in the future, but she just couldn't bear to let him go. After all, this was the first time she had liked someone in her life, and it ended like this.
After Song Ting's rebellion was over, Zhou Ningning planned to discuss with her mother to leave the capital and go to Wenzhou to find her uncle, open a clinic there, and become a leisurely little doctor.
Song Jing, who was drunk last night, was sent back to the palace by the secret guards.
Song Yizhou learned a general idea from Song Xi. Mrs. Zhou urgently called Lin Yan away last night, probably because of this matter.
Song Yizhou knew very well about Song Jing and Zhou Ningning's acquaintance. At first, he just thought that there was no need to interfere too much in the relationship between the two children.
But now seeing Song Jing's heartbroken look, Song Yizhou couldn't help but have a headache. He was not surprised that Ningning would reject Song Jing. That girl was naive by nature and it was impossible for her to stay with him in the treacherous palace.
If I had known this would happen, I would not have allowed Song Jing to see Zhou Ningning, nor would I have let him fall deeper and deeper into trouble.
After hearing the palace maid report that Song Jing had not eaten for a day and no one could persuade him, Song Yizhou rushed to Song Jing's bedroom, looked at the bulge on the bed, and raised his voice, "Zhou Ningning is here."
The next moment, Song Jing jumped up and looked around: "Where, where?"
But when he saw Song Yizhou alone behind him, Song Jing instantly dejected, "Uncle, it's already this time, and you're still lying to me."
"Song Jing, you just got rejected by a girl, and you ended up like this. I'm afraid your royal grandfather will crawl out of the imperial mausoleum and beat you up." Song Yizhou looked at the dark circles under Song Jing's eyes, his messy hair, and his red and swollen eyes. It was a horrible sight.
"I hope that the emperor will come out and choose someone else to inherit the throne. If he had passed the throne to my uncle Prince An, I wouldn't be crying here today," Song Jing muttered.
When Song Yizhou heard this, he hesitated to speak.
Song Jing grew up under his care, so how could he not know that this child was not suitable for this position? But he was appointed by the late emperor and raised by him personally, so he was more suitable than anyone else.
Besides, there is no heir in the Song Dynasty that he can trust.
The reason why Song Jing was not stopped from looking for Song Xuan was because Song Yizhou also felt that Song Xuan could be a qualified emperor, but the result was obvious, Song Xuan did not agree.
Once Song Ting is eliminated, the only crisis of the Song Dynasty will be resolved, and Song Jing will be able to slowly support the Song Dynasty without his assistance.
Song Jing always has to face everything alone.
"Uncle, why me? Why me?" Song Jing's eyes were filled with tears. "In fact, you all know that I am not a qualified candidate for the emperor. I hate all those intrigues. If it weren't for you, uncle, I would have been eaten by this treacherous palace until there was nothing left."
"I know you're all going to leave, and I'll be the only one left. You don't want me anymore."
"Ajing..." Song Yizhou's Adam's apple rolled and he wanted to say something, but the words did not come out of his mouth.
"Uncle, I don't blame you, I don't blame anyone. You were supposed to travel the world with Sister Lin. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have missed so many years with Sister Lin."
"It's all my fault. If I had done better, you wouldn't have to worry so much about me."
"But uncle, I'm still sad. Why, why me, trapped in this palace for so many years, dying alone, unable to even get the girl I love?"
"Do you know why I like Ningning? Because she has the freedom that I will never get in my life. She is innocent and kind. She can do whatever she wants. She has countless people supporting her and can do whatever she wants."
"We are obviously quite similar. I have many people helping and protecting me, but in fact, we are not the same. I have no freedom because of that position. I am trapped there and cannot get out. I want to live freely and find the life I like, but I can't because I am the emperor and the pillar of the Song Dynasty."
"Uncle, do you know why I like to leave the palace? Because to me, the palace is a cage, dark and gloomy, making it hard for me to breathe, so I try every possible way to escape."
“I hate it here”
After listening to Song Jing's heartfelt words, Song Yizhou finally truly understood the child he had raised.
He used to think that Song Jing's love of escaping from the palace was nothing more than a child's playful behavior, but he never imagined that everything here would make him so sad.
But Song Yizhou can help him solve the danger, but he can't take that position in his place. Over the years, he can help Song Jing with any trouble, but this is the only thing he can't help with.
Song Jing obviously knew that no one could help him, and he also knew that after Song Ting's rebellion was over, he would be the only one left.
"Uncle, please go. I want to be alone. Don't worry, after you leave, I will work hard to become a qualified emperor and will not let you worry," Song Jing said sullenly.
Song Yizhou sighed, touched Song Jing's head, and said softly: "The emperor's uncle will come back to see you often in the future. If you have any trouble, the emperor's uncle will always be there."
Zhenguogong Mansion
Lin Yan looked at the collected evidence and fell into deep thought.
Ever since she asked Song Jing that time, and learned that he was not familiar with Gu Shi and that Tang Yuelin was responsible, her doubts grew deeper and deeper.
She still kept the note that told Lin Yan that Song Xi would die, and the handwriting on this note was different from the previous two times.
Lin Yan had a very good memory. He remembered the appearance of the little beggar who slipped the note to him, so he ordered someone to find him.
The little beggar described the appearance of the person who asked him to deliver the note. That person was Tang Yuelin.
So, Tang Yuelin can really predict the future. Then, could the first two notes be from her?
Thinking about the day when she sent Xiao Bai away, and Tang Yuelin's strange reaction when she mentioned Xiao Bai some time ago, she knew something.
Once people become suspicious, the strange things that happened before will be explained.
Lin Yan reviewed his experiences since arriving in Beijing and discovered that Xu Zhitong's illness, Lao Zhao's arrest, and Zhong Yuxi's background were all related to Tang Yuelin's involvement.
It is unknown whether Tang Yuelin wanted to help Zhong Yuxi or stop Zhong Yuxi.
Lin Yan was not completely sure that the person who wrote to her the first two times was Tang Yuelin.
If so, that would be great, as it means Tang Yuelin is here to help them. If not, everything is open to question.
It’s not that Lin Yan is too suspicious. Although Tang Yuelin is Ayi’s wife, Lin Yan has only known Tang Yuelin for less than a year and she cannot completely trust her.
She didn't dare to gamble whether Tang Yuelin was the same type of person as Zhong Yuxi, the so-called person who traveled through time and space to steal luck.
But how to find out the secret behind Tang Yuelin has become a difficult problem.
If she is really the same as Zhong Yuxi, then what should Ayi do?
In the end, Lin Yan decided to meet Tang Yuelin in person, hoping that she would not be the same as he thought.
Lin Yan took advantage of the fact that Lin Yi went to work at the Dali Temple and Chongming Academy was on ten-day closure to sneak into the Lin Mansion.
Seeing Tang Yuelin playing the piano in the pavilion, Lin Yan walked over quietly, asked the maid behind her to leave, and stared at her back silently.
Tang Yuelin seemed to sense something, turned around and looked, and said in surprise: "Why did you come to visit suddenly, sister? But you are looking for Ayi, but he hasn't returned home yet, so I'm afraid I have to wait for a while."
Lin Yan forced a smile and placed the note saying that Princess Yong'an would die on the zither, "I'm here to find you, Yuelin."
Seeing the familiar note, Tang Yuelin's face changed. Then she remembered that she had not had time to shut up the little beggar.
Then, Lin Yan reported a series of names of people and places, all of which were related to Tang Yuelin.
"Miss Tang must be familiar with these people," Lin Yan said slowly, "I came here today to ask what your relationship with Zhong Yuxi is, or in other words, whether you can steal some luck like her."
Tang Yuelin's face turned pale and she clutched the hem of her skirt. She knew that once Lin Yan found out that she was involved in all those things, he would definitely suspect that she had other intentions, but she couldn't explain herself by saying that she was reborn.
Lin Yan gradually approached, "What role does Miss Tang play in this?"
As Lin Yan pressed harder and harder, Tang Yuelin made up her mind and said, "Because I was reborn."
When these words were spoken, both of them were stunned.
Tang Yuelin was surprised that she could say that she was reborn. After all, she had tried to tell others before but couldn't say a word.
Lin Yan didn't understand what she meant.
Realizing that she could talk about rebirth, Tang Yuelin was surprised. Did this mean that she could talk about the future?
In that case, Tang Yuelin spilled the beans about everything that had happened since her rebirth, as well as her purpose.
After hearing this, Lin Yan was in a daze for a moment. She had never thought that there was such a reason.
It turns out that there really is such a thing as a second life in this world.
Tang Yuelin breathed a sigh of relief. Now Lin Yan should not suspect that she had other intentions.
She was just being questioned by Lin Yan, and she didn't have time to think about why Lin Yan knew that Zhong Yuxi could steal luck. Only then did she realize how Lin Yan knew it.
I thought this in my heart and said it out loud, "You are also reborn."
Lin Yan came back to his senses and said helplessly: "No, I know Zhong Yuxi can steal luck because I can hear her thoughts."
"Hearing the voice of the heart" Tang Yuelin was shocked, and then calmed down. The fact that she could be reborn was incredible, and hearing the voice of the heart was not so strange.
Lin Yan clasped his fists in thanks: "Thank you very much. If it weren't for that letter, I would probably be dead now."
"It's not you who should thank me, it's me who should thank you." Tang Yuelin hurriedly pulled down Lin Yan's hand, looking lonely: "If you weren't here in this life, I wouldn't be able to stop Zhong Yuxi with my strength. Maybe, just like in the last life, everyone would die."
"What does it mean that everyone died a violent death?" Lin Yan's throat rolled, and he couldn't believe it when he thought of the dream.
Since she had told Lin Yan about her rebirth, she would naturally not hide what happened in her previous life from her. Tang Yuelin's eyes were red: "In the previous life, Zhong Yuxi stole Aning's luck, joined forces with Song Ting, and killed everyone, everyone you and I knew..."
In this way, Tang Yuelin told Lin Yan everything she had experienced in her previous life.
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