Chapter 61 Why
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[My god was distracted for a moment, but he quickly came to his senses, quickly pulled his hand back, and didn't forget to slap me.
"Don't use your beauty to seduce me," Wushen said coldly, then murmured softly: "After all, I am not that strong in resisting temptation..."
I stared into my god's evasive eyes, as if I had found the most precious treasure in the world: "After all, this little bit of beauty is all I have left to seduce the god."
I calmly pulled down my shirt on my chest, exposing my chest muscles that I had maintained for many years. The contact with the cold air made me shiver a little, but then my heart warmed when my god looked down at me, and my body naturally moved towards my god so that his gaze would stay on me longer.
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the spotless furnishings on the dome of the hall and thought: What a nice day today.
"My God!"
Suddenly, a sharp male voice accompanied by the creaking sound of the door being pushed open came into my ears.
I looked in the direction of the voice and saw a familiar figure standing in front of the hall. The movements of his hands clearly indicated that he was the culprit of all the commotion just now - Hua Rong.
I looked at Hua Rong with an unhappy expression, and I hated myself for not killing Hua Rong in advance despite all the planning.
But seeing the doubt and surprise on Hua Rong's face, I quietly clenched my hands on Wu Shen's slender waist, and turned to look at Hua Rong with eyes full of provocation and pride.
I know that this may seem a bit mean of me, but I have already achieved what I wanted, so why can't I show off a little?
At this time, Hua Rong could no longer maintain his image and glared at me fiercely.
I actually didn't care about this unintimidating look, but when I thought that my God would protect me, I cowered in my God's arms, like a delicate dodder, longing for my God to make decisions for me.
My god looked up and said nothing. Hua Rong turned around and closed the temple door. His figure left in disgrace, like a defeated soldier fleeing in panic, which was extremely ridiculous.
I saw Wushen heaved a sigh of relief, and as the temple door closed, a blush rose on both sides of his cheeks at a speed visible to the naked eye.
It was also at this time that He seemed to realize that His posture was inappropriate, and He hurriedly got off me, waved His sleeves, and left in a hurry.
The temperature in my chest gradually dropped due to the departure of my god, and I felt an indescribable feeling of emptiness in my heart.
I tried to hold her back, but in the end my outstretched hand froze in mid-air, turning into silent words that vanished into the air.
Well, there is still a long way to go, and my God and I still have a long, long time to get along with each other.
But no one expected that the change would happen so quickly, so quickly that no one was prepared...
In the evening of that day, my God appeared before me again, holding a sharp knife in his hand.
The dagger, as sharp as a knife through iron, pierced my chest and, as if it wasn't enough, it turned half a circle.
I looked at my god who had come back before me. His eyes were firm, and his pupils, which were so dark that they were almost deep, seemed to be telling a thousand words.
I opened my mouth, wanting to ask Him why, but in the end I could only cough up scarlet blood and gasp helplessly.
I stroked the slightly messy hair on his temples with one hand and placed the other hand on his hand holding the dagger.
If this is what my God wants, I am willing to fulfill it.
I just don’t understand. I don’t understand why He lied to me. If He really wanted me dead, why didn’t He do it when I confessed in the morning?
After all, at that time, no matter whether Hua Rong found the formation or destroyed it, I was no match for my god.
I never activated the so-called formation that could suppress divine power from the beginning to the end.
I think my God and I both understand this point.
I thought my God was willing to play this scene with me because he loved me.
But now it seems that it is not what I imagined.
My God dodged my hand that was touching His temple and took a step back.
I staggered after him, tightly gripping my god's hand holding the dagger, fearing that he would escape again.
I clearly felt that my vision was beginning to blur and I might die soon.
I don't know where I got the strength from, but I pulled my god's hand and pushed the dagger, which was already inserted into my body, deeper by an inch.
The excruciating pain of torn flesh briefly brought me back to my senses and clarity. I seized this final moment to get the answer.
"Why?" I asked with all my strength.
Why do you pretend to love me when you clearly don't love me, making me fall into your trap?
Why do you always want to pull me onto the right path and let me see the beauty and light of this world even though you clearly don’t love me?
Why did you kill me when I thought you were in love with me and I was the happiest? Why?! Why?! Why?!
I suddenly felt so pathetic, never before had I felt so pathetic.
Even at this moment, with so many questions in my mind, the one I want to ask the most is: "Why don't you love me?"
The loss of blood soon made me lose control of my body.
In the final seconds of this death march, I heard my knees thud.
Seeing my god standing there looking at me indifferently, I could smell the faint fragrance at the tip of my nose, the faint fragrance of my god...
At the moment when all my senses were lost, I thought of the reason why the God of Light came to earth - and also the reason why I became Zhu Qing.
It is said that the thirteen gods in heaven were arguing about one issue - survival or destruction, of course, the survival or destruction of mankind.
They voted, but each got half of the votes, and the final decision fell into the hands of the God of Light who was the first to abstain from voting.
In order to gain the support of the God of Light, the two major factions began to scramble to win over the God of Light.
Seeing that the God of Light chose destruction in the first round of voting, my God, who supported the survival of mankind, made a bet with the God of Light during the pause of the meeting.
My God said mysteriously, "If you go to the mortal world and come into contact with humans, you will never be able to remain indifferent again."
The God of Light was silent for a while, then happily accepted the offer and reincarnated as Zhu Qing.
It's ridiculous that a bet between gods created me.
What's even more ridiculous is that what I thought was redemption was actually just a gamble from beginning to end.
Now, the Council of Gods is about to begin. If the God of Light does not return by the deadline, the Council of Gods will make a judgment based on the attitude of the God of Light during the first vote.
Perhaps, it is because of this that my God is so eager to kill me and welcome the return of the God of Light.
I shouldn't blame my God. Between all living beings and me, He chose all living beings. This is as it should be, isn't it?
I'm just a little unwilling, just a little.
Why couldn't you wait for me a little longer? Why... did you abandon me so easily?】
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