32. REBIRTH: 25D Boss: Although...
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"Oh."
Furukaya Rei suddenly chuckled, shook his head, and laughed in the helpless eyes of Miyama Chaodeng.
"Mr. Fangtani?"
Fūya Rei held his shoulders, his expression and tone were very gentle: "Why do you need to apologize?"
Yushan Chaodeng didn't say anything.
Fūya Rei leaned forward slightly, so that he and his adjutant were at about the same height, and he could clearly see his own reflection in those beautiful golden eyes.
Even if it's fake, pretend that there's only him in Yushan Chaodeng's eyes.
In the past few days when he confirmed his feelings, Furuya Rei took some time out of his busy daily life to think about his relationship with Miyama Asato.
The adjutant obviously had no feelings for him, otherwise he would not have rejected his joke so directly in the hospital that day, and he might even be disgusted by such a thing.
I really tried very hard to make him say those words in front of Gin.
If he really went after that person, Fūya Rei thought that even if the adjutant didn't like men at all, he might still succeed with his methods.
But he was not willing to use that kind of love means, especially since he was the boss and their relationship was inherently unequal. In this case, Yushan Chaodeng had no power to refuse at all.
When he likes someone, he hopes that he can become a better person, not just that he can stay by his side.
Even so, Furiya Rei wants to try to change the relationship between them.
Even if they were just friends, he would rather be like the tenth generation of Vongola, a friend he wanted to meet even at the end of his life.
Of course, if possible, he would like his adjutant to be healthy. He is six years younger than himself, so it is only natural that he should live longer than him, right?
In short, if he wanted to improve their relationship, his position as a superior was superfluous. But now he had to rely on this position to escort Miyama Chao Deng to the hospital, so he could only try to change the way they got along.
Hiro had previously told him to be gentler towards his juniors, but that only scared the other person so much that he ran away.
Now that I think about it, there was something wrong with his execution.
In the eyes of the adjutant, it was natural for him to be afraid when his boss, who was usually very strict with him, suddenly smiled at him as if he had been deprived of his body.
If it were him, if his friend, who used to be naughty with him every day, suddenly handed him a cup of hot water, he would have to consider whether there was half a cup of salt in it.
In short, if you want Yushan Chaodeng to change his perception of him, you have to start from the most basic point.
First of all, be sure to use less imperative tone.
Fūya Rei and his adjutant have been working together for almost four years. They have become accustomed to many things and sometimes overlook the adjutant's efforts. At such times, he should be praised more.
As expected, Hiro is still a god.
"Don't apologize to me again." Furuya Rei's tone was very gentle. He looked at the adjutant in front of him and asked in a negotiating manner, "Okay?"
Yu Shan Chao Deng stared at him blankly without saying anything.
"You don't need to apologize to me all the time. You've done a great job. It can be said that no matter who is in this position, they can't do better than you. Because of you here, I've been much more relaxed these years than when I first started."
He reached out and tidied the hair around Yushan Chaodeng's ears.
"No matter what decision you make, I will believe in and support your judgment. Even if you make a mistake, I can help you correct it."
What Fūya Rei said now was absolutely what was in his heart. In fact, he had done the same in the past, but this was the first time he said it so clearly.
It turned out that he was too slow and really didn't notice anything.
Whether it is Chao Deng’s illness or the other party’s emotions.
"So, don't apologize anymore."
His voice was very gentle throughout, but just when he finished the last sentence, he saw Yushan Chaodeng looking up at him, and something sparkling condensed from those beautiful eyes and slid down her cheek.
Then came the second and the third.
Just like he saw Yu Shan Chao Deng smile at him for the first time a few days ago, today was also the first time he saw Yu Shan Chao Deng cry to him.
She didn't cry uncontrollably, she just looked at him quietly, tears falling down.
Fūya Rei suddenly became panicked. He had been really fierce before. The worst time was when he called his adjutant and scolded him for nearly twenty minutes.
But even at that time, Miyama Asato just maintained his cold and aloof personality, listened quietly, and apologized to him after it was over.
But now he was praising his adjutant very gently, and he was speaking from the heart, so how could he make him cry?
He held Yushan Chaodeng's face in both hands, and patiently wiped away the tears on the adjutant's face with his thumb, but it seemed that he could not wipe them away completely, and the corners of his eyes where he wiped were a little red.
"Chao, Chao Deng?" Furiya Ling looked at him and said, "Did I say something wrong? Did I make you angry?"
"No." There was a very obvious nasal tone in Yushan Chaodeng's voice. He seemed to be trying to stop himself, but to no avail. "I just feel that I am really... despicable."
Fūya Rei was slightly startled when he heard his words, and immediately retorted: "No, do you have any misunderstandings about yourself? You are the best I have ever seen..."
Yushan Chaodeng interrupted him: "It's not that. It's just now that I realized that I am really..."
He didn't say anything else. Furiya Rei paused and spoke in a slower tone: "Can you tell me?"
Yushan shook his head at the lamp.
Furiya Ling did not press the issue. He lowered his head slightly, resting his forehead against that of his adjutant, and in a very mature manner, gently comforted him: "Okay, then I won't say anything."
He had completely forgotten about keeping his distance, or rather he forgot about it on purpose.
Fūya Rei used a little strength in his arms to hug the other person, and patted Miyama Asato's back gently.
"As long as one is human, it is inevitable to have negative emotions. Even I sometimes do selfish and despicable things." Fūya Rei sighed.
He was telling the truth. He felt that he was taking advantage of someone's misfortune. When Yushan Chaodeng was in a bad mood, he should have kept a distance from him, but he couldn't control the urge to hug him.
Even though he actually believed in his heart that 99% of this was just the way to appease Yushan Chaodeng, he couldn't deny the 1% that wanted to get closer.
"It's human nature to want to be happy. There's no need to put such a high moral standard at this moment."
Yushan Chaodeng had been listening to his comfort in silence until the last sentence, when he suddenly asked, "Really?"
"Yeah." Seeing that he still had a reaction, Furuya Ling was relieved, "Occasional indulgence won't affect anything. I believe you."
The next second, Miyama Asato hugged him tightly and buried his face in his neck. Soon, Furuya Rei felt a little cold on his shoulders, which had already soaked through to the skin inside.
He also put his arm around the adjutant, just as he comforted himself and indulged himself occasionally.
Probably... there won't be such an opportunity again in the future, right?
Holding the person you like, who will never like you, like this.
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The two people with ulterior motives hugged each other for a long time until a wild cat passing by sat in the best viewing seat and stared at them without blinking. The two people separated with a little awkwardness.
Yushan Chaodeng's eyes turned red, and on his body that was almost entirely white, even a little bit of red was very conspicuous.
He didn't know what to say, so he could only ask, "Why did Mr. Fūya come here suddenly?"
No matter what, Furuya Rei had entered society earlier than him and was much more shameless. He pretended to be nonchalant and explained, "It was Conan who told me that a strange deliveryman came to your house."
For a moment, Miyama Chaodeng felt that the little detective seemed quite useful, and repented for a second for his intentional bullying behavior at home just now.
"...Is that so?" But he didn't know how to respond. He suddenly remembered that he forgot to bring out Zhufu Jingguang's clothes. "I forgot to take out Zhufu Senior's clothes. Please wait for a few minutes and I will go back to get them."
"This is not urgent." said Furuya Rei, but did not refuse.
"I forgot your dress when I sent it to the dry cleaners. Can I return it to you in a few days?"
Since he went back specially to get clothes, he pretended very deliberately that he forgot to take his boss's clothes and found an excuse.
Of course, if the boss says it’s okay if you don’t wash it, then it’s over.
Fortunately, Furuya Rei agreed and completely forgot about his clothes: "Ah, it's okay. It's okay for you to stay."
Miyama Asato tried hard to resist the urge to ask "Really?"
He nodded to Fūya Rei and hurried back to get Morobushi Kagemitsu's coat.
It seemed that he didn't get the clothes back at that time, but Yushan Chaodeng was not the kind of person who would ask for it actively, so he could only pretend that nothing happened. Anyway, he didn't need this clothes.
All the way he was thinking about what had just happened.
Miyama Asato himself had not expected that he would cry in front of Mr. Fūya. He was indeed a very emotional person in private, but he had never shown it in front of anyone except his childhood sweetheart, who grew up with him and knew his true face.
But I really couldn't control my emotions at that time.
Yushan Chaodeng glanced at his remaining health value displayed by the system, which was only twenty-five days. His heart felt like a basin of cold water was poured on a blazing fire, and it suddenly calmed down.
He finally told himself to keep his distance from Mr. Fūya. No matter how nice the other person was, he would be disliked if he revealed anything.
But he didn't expect what would happen today.
From the first day he stood behind Fūya Rei, he very much hoped that the other party would praise him, but when this day finally came, Miyama Asato realized that this was clearly a punishment for him.
His heart, which had finally calmed down, was suddenly beating hard again. Even though the other person was praising him and comforting him, he was so despicable as to cling to this tenderness.
But he couldn't control the feeling of saying "I like him so much".
It wasn't sudden. Now that he thought about it, it was probably a long time ago, when he first met Furuya Rei. That memory was like a close-up shot in a movie, and he could never forget it.
I have liked him since then, but he has never dared to admit it.
If I continue to pretend that I am not aware of my feelings, will I feel better now?
He was very sure that he would be hated. No matter what, he still hoped that Mr. Fūya would look at him.
Miyama opened the door and took the paper bag on the table and prepared to leave. The system that had started using the home theater to watch "Death Note" on the huge wall looked back at him, picked up the whiteboard, flipped two pages forward, and asked him with the old "Are you okay?"
Miyama Chaodeng's eyes were red, and he didn't want to pay any attention to him. He took a glance and was frightened by the huge Grim Reaper on the screen, so he pretended not to see the system note and ran away.
After handing over Morobushi Kagemitsu's clothes to his boss, Furuya Rei asked him where he was going next.
"Let's go to work." Miyama Chaodeng didn't want to go home and face the Grim Reaper on the big screen, so he said simply.
Fūya Ling seemed to be hesitant to speak, and after looking at Miyama Chaodeng and hesitating for a long time, he said, "Why don't you just rest at home for a day?"
"My injury is almost healed." Miyama Asato remembered that Furukaya Zero was very concerned about this matter, and took the initiative to speak.
Fūya Rei paused, took out his cell phone from his pocket, switched it to selfie mode, and showed it to Miyama Asato.
My whole body is very white, except for the red circles around my eyes, making me look like a rabbit.
Miyama Chaodeng felt a little embarrassed for a moment, but Furuya Ling advised, "Go tomorrow. I'm not busy these days and I can handle it by myself."
Miyama Chao Deng was still a little hesitant. Furiya Ling felt that he didn't want to go home, so he suggested: "Then let's go to my house."
Yushan Chaodeng raised his face and looked at him.
Furutani Rei, who really only considered a safe place, felt that he couldn't convince himself that he was innocent, and coughed: "I won't go home at noon, so you can help me take Hello for a walk. It rained around four in the morning, so I didn't take it out."
"Is that so?" Yushan Chaodeng couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or relieved, but he still agreed, "I understand."
Furiya Ling tried to calm himself down and said, "Would you like to have dinner together tonight?"
After he finished speaking, he realized that he had accidentally spoken his true feelings, but it was not a big problem because the adjutant would most likely refuse.
"Okay." Yushan Chaodeng also tried to say it expressionlessly.
Hearing his words, a smile appeared on Furiya Rei's face again. He felt that he could no longer conceal the look in his eyes. Fortunately, the adjutant lowered his head again and did not see it.
"Then, wait for me to come back." Fūya Rei frowned and said as expressionlessly as possible.
*
Watching Miyama Chaodeng and Bourbon leaving hand in hand, Deep Blue Whiskey got into the car angrily and slammed the door of the pickup truck shut.
The man sitting in the driver's seat blew out a smoke ring. He was wearing the same gray-brown work uniform as Dark Blue Whiskey, and his long white hair was tied into a high ponytail and taken out from the ring behind his hat.
Seeing Deep Blue Whiskey's distorted face, he smirked and said, "Is this the scene you wanted me to witness with my own eyes?"
"Shut up! Gin!" Dark Blue Whiskey glared at Gin, then kicked him in the front in hatred, "****, this is my first time failing!"
Then he groaned and tried to save face: "This is not my problem. That little beauty is a love-brained person. She loves Bourbon too much. I really don't know what's so good about that black guy——"
Gin sneered: "At least he likes Scotland very much."
Dark Blue Whiskey's defense was instantly broken, and tears of humiliation fell from his eyes: "It's okay that I can't beat Bourbon, but how can I be inferior to that Scottish rat?"
Gin put out his cigarette, looked in the rearview mirror, started the car and left.
"Why do you insist that Scotland is a rat? The one with the same shape as you is Bourbon." Gin was amused to see him like this, and he didn't even think it was a waste of time. "That gentleman trusts him."
"Get lost." Deep Blue Whiskey cursed and stopped pretending to cry. His voice became gloomy. "There is definitely something wrong with Scotland. I knew it the first time I saw him. That gentleman was deceived by him. Sooner or later, I will..."
"Skyy." Hearing the tone in which Deep Blue Whiskey mentioned that gentleman, Gin called out his code name in a warning tone, and the latter shut his mouth tightly.
"I won't give up." Dark Blue Whiskey raised his hand and patted his face. He took out a tablet from the side and took notes on it. "Looking at his personality, I thought he would like enthusiastic and cheerful people. It turns out that this is how he and Bourbon get along... Does he like strong people?"
Gin raised his eyebrows. Dark Blue Whiskey's analysis was not completely unreasonable. From what he knew about Miyama Chao Deng's rumored girlfriends, except for the last pink-haired one, he had no idea about the others, and none of them were good people.
How many gangsters have soft personalities?
"The last time you saw him, he was checking into a hotel with Scotland, right? Tsk tsk, I didn't expect Bourbon to be so incompetent. He would even take drugs to get a beauty like this, so how could Scotland succeed? My skills are definitely better than Scotland's. You'll know after he tries it once." Dark Blue Whiskey muttered, and Gin got a headache.
But he still needed the dark blue whiskey, so he said nothing.
"Wait, Gin." Dark Blue Whiskey suddenly looked at him suspiciously, "This mission was originally supposed to be yours. You didn't ask Bourbon to do it because you wanted to avoid suspicion, and you asked me because you didn't want to do it... Aren't you also trying to avoid suspicion?"
Gin:?
"Because you were reluctant to kill him according to that gentleman's order, you had no choice but to find an innocent passerby like me... Just tell me if it's true or not, I don't mind. He's so handsome, just looking at his face is worth it..."
Gin's face became darker and darker. He stopped the car on the side of the road, walked over to Dark Blue Whiskey, opened the door, and then...
He kicked his colleague out of the car.
"If you are sick, get treatment."
Gin said to Dark Blue Whiskey who was sitting on the road with a confused look on his face, and drove away.
Dark Blue Whiskey was stunned for a long time, then jumped up in anger. He called Gin and shouted, "Homophobia means being in the closet, Gin, you're done! You are definitely gay!"
Then the call was hung up and could not be reached again. Perhaps he was indeed blocked.
Dark Blue Whiskey walked around with his hands behind his back, almost crawling in anger.
Fortunately, he finally remembered another person and avoided using such a handsome face to do anything that violated public order and morality.
He called another person and started making up rumors on the spot: "Vodka, did you know that Gin had a relationship with that beautiful white-haired slut?"
Vodka:……???
"Ah? Isn't this orthopedics?"
Dark Blue Whiskey: Grassy, big melon.
"Yeah! I never thought he was this kind of person. Even I, a psychopath, think he's abnormal.":,,.
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