Chapter 134 This is not what I want



"I will report to my father and ask him to allow me to go to the war. I will bring the prince back safely." Prince Yun looked at her, with heartache gradually in his eyes. The incompetent generals in the court forced her, a woman, to go far away to the border. "Junior sister, will you wait for me to come back?"

Jiang Ruhua was silent for a moment, and silently pulled her hand out of his: "What about the capital?" "

Senior brother didn't even have time to change his clothes in order to pursue me. I've stayed in the palace for so long, I know the emperor's current situation. If you leave, who will take charge of the capital? Who will be in charge of the overall situation?"

"I will arrange all these." Prince Yun said.

But Jiang Ruohua didn't believe it. She sneered and said, "Brother, if you are determined to lead the troops and fight for the country, I will not stop you and will listen to you and stay in the capital."

"But it's obviously not the case. You are going to the border and leading the soldiers to fight. You are not doing it for the Great Qi Dynasty or for the people living on the border. You just don't want to see me go, so you want to replace me with yourself."

Prince Yun was touched on his thoughts, and his once handsome eyebrows were stained with sorrow: "Yes, I don't want to see you get into trouble even more."

"Junior sister, the border is too hard, let me go instead of you."

"But I don't need anyone to do anything for me." Jiang Ruohua shook his head, "Brother, I want to go to the border, not because I have no choice, but because I feel that I must go."

"Besides, given our relationship, I don't need you to do this for me."

Yun Wang was stunned, his eyes dimmed, and after a long time he said, "I have already made it clear to the daughter of the leader of the alliance, she has nothing to do with me."

"This is a good thing, but it has nothing to do with me." Jiang Ruohua said, "Brother, you don't have to explain this to me."

After all, she knew in her heart that she didn't love the man in front of her.

Even though he was indeed very good.

"I have never had anything with anyone, never before, and never again." The voice of the King of Yun was trying to retain her. "Junior sister, my heart and eyes are already filled with you, and there is no room for anyone else."

"Can you stay for me?"

He said with expectation: "When we return victorious, I will ask my father to grant us a marriage. From now on, it will be just you and me, no one else, okay?"

Such words may be very tempting to many women.

A lifetime of one person, communicating with each other.

"You want me to be your princess consort and your queen in the future." Jiang Ruohua met his expectant gaze, "But what if this is not what I want?"

"I will not accept any other woman."

"This has nothing to do with whether other women have been after you. You can do it. I have never doubted this." She knew what kind of person King Xiaoyun was, but as she walked step by step to where she is today, she has realized a lot. "I also have things I want to do, and they are waiting for me to do them myself, not waiting for you to give them all to me."

"Many men in the world take concubines. It may seem exciting that you are leaving a harem empty for me under the pressure of the powerful in the court, but this is not enough to constitute the reason for me to respond to you. If I become the queen, I will definitely never have the chance to see the scenery outside the Great Wall in my life, and I will never have the chance to be as bold as today and fight on the battlefield as a woman."

"Brother, both men and women have the loyalty to serve the country. When you let me stay in the capital for safety reasons, have you ever thought that perhaps the battlefield is a better destination for me?" "

Similarly, perhaps in a few years, you will be the new emperor of the Great Qi Dynasty. This is your lifelong wish and what you deserve after all your hard work over the years. Are you willing to give up the throne for me?" "

Now I am more certain that you should love yourself before loving others. A person must satisfy himself first before he will have the energy to satisfy others. If I stay in the capital, perhaps I will be sighing every day for the next few decades. If I had been bold at the time, at least I would have fulfilled my wish. If you want to give up the throne and live a leisurely life, I am afraid you will inevitably regret that your efforts were wasted."

"It's hard to have everything in this world. No matter how powerful a person is, there are things he can't do." Jiang Ruohua thought of the poisoning incident that day, and she also truly understood the meaning of the three words "hard to accept" that Luo Yu said. She gently stepped back two steps and came to the side of the horse. "Besides, I have never had any thoughts between men and women about me, so I will not stay, and I will not be your wife."

After saying this, she jumped on the horse and prepared to set off.

Prince Yun shouted from behind her, "You love the man who has taken over Prince Ying's body, right?"

She gently pulled the reins and turned around and said, "If he said the same thing as Senior Brother, I would end this joy without hesitation. Jiang Ruohua will always be Jiang Ruohua. I don't want to be trapped by love, abandon myself, and run to take what others give as a treasure."

Even if her heart hurts, it's better to be heartbroken than to make her like an object. At least it can remind her all the time that she must always be Jiang Ruohua, and it is always the best thing she can give herself.

After all, if she abandons the three words Jiang Ruohua, no matter how beautiful the love between men and women is, it will eventually be nothing more than a gorgeous cage. What's more terrible is that without this cage, she will have nothing, and there will be no chance to become herself again.

Zhao Yuexi is the best example. She was chasing after the King of Ying that year. She was the woman that everyone said was the apple of the King's eye. Without this title, she was a disgrace among the noble women, a person without any moral integrity, standing on the edge of a knife, and would be smashed to pieces if she was not careful.

The King of Yun did not chase after her again. Instead, he stood there for a long time and went back in a state of despair.

But someone else chased after her.

Luo Yu rode over unskillfully, laughed awkwardly and said, "Well, well... I passed by your house and heard from your girls that you were going to the border..." "

... Don't get me wrong, I just came to see you off."

Jiang Ruohua slowed down a little and chuckled, "Thank you."

Luo Yu blushed, but it was not obvious under the moonlight. He turned his head gently and his voice became smaller and smaller: "Just... I just found some medicine in the house. Anyway, I don't need it. Take it, don't waste it."

He stuffed a small bundle over, and the bottles and jars inside made some noises.

Jiang Ruohua accepted it and did not refuse.

"Be... be careful on the battlefield."

Luo Yu looked up at the sky and deliberately spoke casually: "It's still quite dangerous. Your own safety is also very important."

After talking about a lot of things, Luo Yu glanced at Jiang Ruhua and then said: "Actually, the armor you are wearing today... I think... it suits you very well... very beautiful... no worse than those gorgeous clothes..."

His voice became smaller and smaller as he spoke to the end, almost inaudible.


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