Chapter 29 I’m so tired. How can life be so gloomy?
Who is responsible for her body becoming like this? It's because of him!
If it weren't for the two children in her belly, she wouldn't be in such a condition, not eating well, sleeping well, feeling low in spirits, and having all sorts of crazy thoughts!
But now, this man still said such hurtful words coldly, he is simply not a human being!
He is just a cold robot, without any emotions!
Domineering and arbitrary!
She accused the cold man in front of her in her heart, but she didn't dare to say a word, for fear that the man's face would become even uglier after hearing those words.
Wei Yuxian felt very aggrieved. She was not free in the Fu family, nor at home. She was only a little free at school, but she still had to endure insults and scolding from others.
Why is her life so dark?
The more she thought about it, the more tears she shed, like beads falling off a string, one by one, unstoppable!
She didn't want to cry either. It was so embarrassing to cry in front of this man, but she couldn't help it. Her tears were totally out of control and just kept falling!
If this man saw her tears, he would just laugh at her cowardice in his heart, right?
Wei Yuxian pursed her lips, sniffed, and raised her hand to wipe away her tears.
The tears that flowed out were so hot, but her heart was so cold, and she could not see any hope for the future...
There was a drizzle outside the window, which seemed to reflect my mood at the moment, gloomy and without any sight of the sun.
The moment Fu Xuanyi saw her tears welling up, his heart suddenly stopped and he panicked.
This was the second time he saw her cry. Just now was the first time.
In the past, when he saw those women's tears, he just felt indifferent and didn't feel anything. But now, her tears seemed to burn his heart!
This time, her tears flowed even more profusely! Much more than before!
He lifted her head and looked at her face full of tears. Her eyes and nose were red from crying, and her face was pink, like a poor little animal in need of care.
His tone softened. "Why are you crying? Do you want to go to school?"
Wei Yuxian looked at him with her big watery eyes. She said nothing, nor nodded or shook her head. She didn't dare to make any expressive movements or words.
Of course she wanted to go to school. It had been more than two months since the start of the school year and half a semester had already passed. But now she was suddenly told to take a leave of absence. How could she accept that?
She twisted her fingers tightly, and this tiny movement betrayed her thoughts, and Fu Xuanyi knew it at a glance.
In fact, he knew without even looking that she cherished the opportunity to go to school, otherwise she wouldn't have spent that night with him just for the money.
She was willing to give up something so important just to go to college. You can imagine how much she loves going to school.
Wei Yuxian didn't really like going to school, she just liked to gain knowledge and, after getting more knowledge, exchange it for more money.
Fu Xuanyi could only explain patiently, with a patience he never had for anyone else, and said, "It is indeed not easy for you to study at school in your current health."
She was already so weak that she couldn't eat or sleep well, and the pressure of studying made her condition even worse.
For the sake of her health, he couldn't let her consume more energy.
In addition, she is still depressed, so she cannot have any more pressure and needs to reduce the negative impact.
Wei Yuxian's mind was a little confused at the moment, and her thinking ability had declined. She didn't want to think about so many things. She only knew that she wanted to go to school, and this was something she must insist on.
At this moment, she also didn't want to see Fu Xuanyi's cold face, which made her afraid to think and afraid.
She sniffed and said bravely, "...You go out. I want to be alone."
Fu Xuanyi also knew that she needed to calm down now. Once she calmed down, she would think about whether her body was suitable for going to school.
She has to figure this all out for herself.
He said nothing, released her chin, stood up, and said, "Think about it carefully." Then he walked out of the room.
Wei Yuxian looked at the man's back, which was broad and cold. Even his back was oppressive and not gentle at all.
She watched him walk out, opening and closing the door, isolating everything from outside. This small space became her temporary shelter, a quiet space that belonged to her alone.
She hugged her knees and stared blankly at the door, emptying her mind and not knowing what was going on in her head.
Just like that, time passed minute by minute, the tears on her face dried up, her trembling body gradually cooled down, and her expression became tired.
She didn't want to think about whether to go to school or not. Now, she just wanted to have a good sleep and let her tired body recover.
She wiped the tears that no longer existed on her face, put down her hands, lowered her legs from the chair, put on her slippers, walked to the bed, turned off the light and covered herself with the quilt.
She was very tired that day. A day of classes had consumed most of her energy. She also had to deal with her roommate's ridicule and Fu Xuanyi's cold face, as well as the pregnancy reaction, which made her exhausted.
Soon after going to bed, she fell asleep with some random thoughts in her mind, but her sleep was not sound. Even in her dreams, her brows were furrowed and she had nightmares.
It was not a very good rest. She woke up several times during the night, each time because of a nightmare. After waking up, she hugged the quilt and shivered, and it took her a while to fall asleep again.
After falling asleep, she had a new nightmare, which kept repeating and filling her mind...
I'm tired. Really tired. I'm exhausted all over, both physically and mentally.
Waking up again, she picked up the phone on the bedside table and checked the time. It was time to get up because she had a class in the first period of the day.
She dragged her tired body to her feet, drank half a cup of warm water, and then went into the bathroom to wash up.
She stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror. The dark circles under her eyes were very obvious, and her face was inexplicably pale and unhealthy.
Her lips are also a little pale, and with her thin and pointed face, she looks like a female ghost without any special effects makeup.
The situation is so bad that it explodes.
She touched her face. There was some flesh on her face before, but now the flesh that she had built up with great difficulty was gone.
After a night, her mind cleared up and she regained her ability to think.
She squeezed out the toothpaste and brushed her teeth mechanically, staring blankly at herself in the mirror.
As she was brushing, she didn't know if the toothbrush touched the root of her tongue, but she immediately felt like vomiting and she held onto the wash basin to vomit!
The stomach, which was already empty to begin with, felt even more empty and terrifying after the vomiting, as if the stomach was about to be vomited out.
After a few minutes, the uncomfortable feeling finally passed. After rinsing her mouth, she looked up at herself in the mirror. Her face seemed to have become paler, and she looked more like a female ghost.